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D E L I L A HI looked down at my feet in shame, unable to imagine how disappointed she must be right now. “I know, I feel so disgusted in myself right now…” I whispered shamefully, finally letting the dam of tears out.Melissa looked lost for words. “Jesus, I mean that was fast, Lilah. I definitely wasn't expecting that. But who am I to judge?”“Stop trying to sugar coat this, Mel. I made a fucking mistake. Fucking him in less that three days of meeting him? And you know the worst part? I was stupid to think that would mean anything to him.”“Oh dear…” Melissa pulled me into a hug as I cried on her shoulder. “You really couldn't help it, I understand. He's your mate, Lilah. No matter what, the bond will still be there. I honestly do not blame you. You were just caught up in a weak moment, hun.”As I sobbed, Melissa continued comforting me, her soothing words trying to ease the pain I felt. “You're right, Mel. It's just that I thought he felt something deeper too, but now I see it was
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D E L I L A H I walked into my apartment with a tired sigh. Melissa looked up from the TV, just as she was about to shove a Pringle into her mouth, looking caught off guard. It was her day off today, so she had the house all to herself. “Well, I definitely wasn't expecting you home this soon.” She said, sitting up. “Where's Kian?” I asked, looking around, dropping my handbag on the table as I sat on the couch opposite her. “At school durh, have you forgotten?” She asked, rolling her eyes. When she noticed my still sullen mood, she stood up and approached me. “From your expression, you didn't get the job? It's not the end of the world, you know that right? There are thousands of companies eagerly waiting to hire you if they get the chance.” Trust Melissa to always make me feel better and boost my self esteem. “Actually, I got the job.” I said with a sigh, rubbing my head in frustration. I was starting to rethink all of this now. Did I think it was a good idea to work with Azriel?
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D E L I L A H When I woke up again, it was daytime and the events of last night quickly invaded my mind. I felt my cheek flare up and a wave of embarrassment hit me, even knowing the fact that no one could actually see me. Kian had slept over in Melissa's room thankfully giving me enough time to put myself together. I definitely did not want to explain to an almost five year old that his mother was having a wet dream about a man. It was my first day of work and I was already a nervous wreck. I couldn't help but feel like this was the biggest mistake I would make. And how am I supposed to face him when I couldn't stop remembering how fast he had made me come in my dream? It was surely going to be a disaster. But what's the worst that could happen? Everything will be okay, I assured myself. Right? Giving myself an internal pat on the back, I flipped the sheets and got out of bed. It was six in the morning, meaning I had less than two hours to get ready for my first day at work. I
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A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 117: EPILOGUE
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A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 116: UNWAVERING LOVE AND NEW BEGINNINGS
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A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 115: PREGNANT AGAIN
M E L I S S A I paced back and forth in the room, before stopping to look at her. “Are you sure about this?” She slightly shook her head, wiping her tears. “Well I'm not sure. But there is a possibility that I might be with child. The symptoms are so similar with Kian's. I'm scared, Mel.” My gaze softened and I walked over to her, pulling her into my arms. “It's going to be okay. We aren't exactly sure yet. You're going to have to take a test. Do you have one?” She shook her head no, “I never knew I would have to need one anytime soon. It never crossed my mind.” “Well, considering you guys have sex. Lots of it, I already saw it coming. You guys go at it almost every second of the day.” I joked, trying to lighten up her mood. Delilah scowled, “You're not making me feel better, thanks.” She uttered dryly. I gave her a remorseful look. “I'm sorry, b. C'mon, I think I have two spare pregnancy tests somewhere, do you think you're ready to take it?” She nodded her head, “I have to. I
A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 114: BABY NUMBER TWO?
M E L I S S A ONE MONTH LATER A startled scream ripped out of my lips as the door to my room was suddenly jammed open, while I lay on the bed, stark naked. My eyes widened and I immediately covered myself with the sheets but he had already seen it all. Nolan's mouth was dropped open as he looked at me in shock. Fuck, fuck, fuck. He had seen me masturbating. Of course, he just had to come in when I was trying to get myself off. A deep blush crawled up my cheeks as I covered my face with the duvet, praying the ground would just open up and swallow me up. He didn't speak for a while. Instead, his eyes continued to rake over my body, and he had a hungry look in them. “Nolan, you asshole!” I yelled at him, trying to get him out of his stupor. “Why don't you fucking knock?! You could have given me some warning and I would have locked the door!” He didn't even reply, only continuing to stand at the doorway, as though he was stuck in a trance. “Nolan?!” I screamed. Finally, he blink
A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 113: RIDE ME, DELILAH
D E L I L A H Azriel slid his wet tongue down my back and made his way to my butt cheeks. I bit my lower lip, making a whimper. He pushed his crotch against my thigh, grinding me from behind. I reached out behind me and grabbed his balls and began playing with them. “I'm so fucking hard right now,” he whispered in my ear. I felt a pool of juices between my legs. “Fuck me, Azriel. Stop torturing me already, I've waited so long for this.” I moaned and it almost came out like a groan of frustration. He pulled my hair back, licking, sucking and biting my neck, and I moaned even louder from the sensation. I felt my nipples getting hard and my clit throbbing. His cock was so big and hard, I couldn't wait for it to be inside of me. It has only been a week since he fucked me and it felt like I had been sex starved for years. "Put your hands on my back,” He demanded and I eagerly did as he said. He reached down, feeling the wetness between my legs, and started rubbing my clit. I couldn't h
A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 112: FIRST KILL
D E L I L A HThe next morning, I woke up tangled with the people I cherished the most in the whole world. Azriel and I were sleeping on the opposite sides of the bed, while Kian is sandwiched between the both of us, peacefully nestling in our arms. It was a sight I looked forward to everyday.A smile slipped out of my lips as I gazed at the two most important boys in my life. I hadn't realized Kian and Azriel's uncanny resemblance until now. They had the same sleeping position, the same little snores and it was practically as if Azriel's entire face was plastered on his. A mini Azriel. My mini Azriel.I lightly placed my hands on Kian's body, trying to feel his temperature and I breathed out a sigh of relief as his temperature was a lot better than yesterday's.I slowly placed loud kisses on his stomach and nose, watching in amusement as he stirred awake. As soon as his eyes was fully open, he gave me a breathtaking smile revealing his perfect little teeth. “Good morning, Mommy.” He
A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 111: ALPHA FEMALE OF THE CLAN
D E L I L A H It's been two hours since Azriel left after the wedding and ill have to admit that I was a nervous wreck. I clasped my trembling fingers together, trying to wear off my nervousness. “You need to stop worrying, Lilah. I'm sure they'll be back soon.” Melissa said, trying to sound comforting but I wasn't having it. “Stop worrying? How the fuck will I stop worrying when my son and husband are potentially in harm's way? What if something goes terribly wrong and I lose both of them at the same time? I don't think I can calm down until I know they're completely fine, Mel. I just can't.” I said, shaking my head. Melissa sighed, walking to my front. She held my shoulders forcing me to face her. “Look at me, Lilah. You need to stay positive. Thinking like this will bring nothing but fear in you and crippling anxiety.” I tried to take Melissa's words to heart, but my mind was still racing with worry. The thought of something happening to Azriel or our son was unbearable. I took
A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 110: OFFICIALLY MRS MARINO
“WHAT?!” Melissa and Sienna exclaimed ad I broke the news to them. But one had a different expression from the other. While Melissa looked absolutely horrified, Sienna looked elated by the news. “Please tell me you agreed!” Sienna squealed, reminding me of childish her five years ago. She looked too overjoyed about this and I couldn't help but smile. “I did,” I said in a small shy voice and I heard Sienna squeal as she jumped over to me. “Yes!” You have no idea how much I've waited for this moment. To see my brother finally getting married. Not just to anyone, but to the woman of his dreams. I'm so happy for you, Lilah.” She said excitedly and we both turned to Melissa who was pouting. “What's wrong, Mel?” I asked nervously. If she wasn't happy about this then it was going to be a problem. “I always imagined your wedding to be something huge and planned, not rushed. And definitely not now. Let's set all the jokes aside, Lilah. Do you think you're ready for this? To be a wife?” I
A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 109: MARRY ME, DELILAH
D E L I L A H “Fancy meeting you again, Delilah.” I turned around to come face to face with Andrea. I thought she had left with the others, I had insisted on going with them but Azriel pointed out that it wasn't right for me to go out yet. Considering the fact that I didn't know if I would stay here permanently, I think he had a point. “I think you're not really happy about my arrival, Andrea. Your expression already gave it away.” I responded to her. Andrea's attitude hasn't changed one bit, she was still as she was five years ago, if not worse. “What do you want me to do? Jump and be ecstatic about you coming back? After the horrible things you did to my brother? To think I was beginning to like you.” She spat in distaste, glaring at me. “Since when did you start caring about your brother? Last I recall, you absolutely hated his guts and wanted nothing to do with him.” I knew I was being petty but I couldn't help but be defensive. “But you did worse than I'd ever do to him. Yo
