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44: FEELINGS

Author: Chisomm
last update Last Updated: 2023-06-30 23:57:59

D E L I L A H

I couldn't let Sienna see me in my current state. She would figure out something was wrong and probably force answers out of me.

So I got out of the room when I looked more presentable and decided to look for Azriel. I knew I couldn't tell him what just happened. That hiscfatger had threatened to kill me if I didn't leave him after the baby was born. My grandmother's life was still at stake here.

I needed to thread carefully or I was going to get into a big mess which I couldn't afford.

“Delilah?” Azriel's voice cut me out of my thoughts as I found him walking towards me in worry. When he stood in front of me, he cupped my cheeks as he delicately stared into my eyes. “Are you okay?”

I shook my head, scrunching my eyebrows in a fake stressed expression. “I just– I don't feel too good. My whole body hurts and I feel like I'm going to be sick.” My heart twisted in pain as I lied through my teeth, hoping he would buy it.

And he did. “Fuck.” He cussed, raking his hands thro
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