Trudeau's POV
I looked out the window. A raven had perched by the window sill, looking inward. “She's nothing more than a means to an end. All she's here to do is to warm my bed, and make babies.” Cassie hummed back. I refused to read into whatever the humming meant. I had already stepped out of line a few moments back, it was only fair that I allowed her to have some kickbacks, no matter how little. “If you say so...” She bowed briefly before meeting my eyes. “Is that all you need me for?” She asked. My finger stroked my chin, thinking of my last decision on the matter. “I think I would go with you, make an official introduction. I think that should be better...” I get on my feet and walk to meet her. “Shall we?” “After you, Alpha.” ~~~~~ Audrey's POV I finally understood the hype behind the Blue Lotus pack. The place was beyond magnificent, or maybe it was because I was in the alpha's quarters. But so far, the place was so beautiful. The high-rise buildings with unique architecture, and the well-trimmed maze of gardened flowers on your way into the quarters. It was obvious why they were one of the richest packs now. The man who had turned into a big black wolf earlier during the attack; had appeared out of thin air by my side. “How do you like it so far?” He asked with a short smile. He was taller than I was so I had him squinting his eyes down at me also while trying to avoid the sun blazing in the sky. I chuckled awkwardly, biting over the answers in my head, wondering which was the right one to give. “Are you nervous?” He asked, stopping in his tracks which inadvertently brought me to a pause too. I looked down while replying, “I mean, only naturally. This place is magnificent, I wonder how I was going to fit into all of it.” He hummed, staying quiet for a bit. “Well, all you have to get used to is satisfying the alpha in his sheets and bearing him an heir if he wishes. And if he changes his mind then—” He wasn't exactly done when the sound of footsteps stole his attention, then mine. It was the man from earlier, the one rumored to be the infamous ruthless Lycan alpha, Trudeau. Even his name sounded as exotic as he looked. It made me kind of; excited that even though he was a powerful monster, he was also drop-dead gorgeous. A woman walked somewhere behind him. Her black long hair shimmered in the blazing sun like silk falling off the shoulders of a maiden. This time they fell by her face, casing her beautiful face with high cheekbones. “Speak of the devil...” He muttered just enough to hear him barely. He left my side and moved closer to the alpha. It felt more like an unconscious movement with the way he leaped forward in the alpha's direction. The guards around also became stiffer and it kept me on my toes. If everyone felt the need to be alert, then it meant I also had reasons to be. I moved forward too. “Oh...you haven't taken her in yet?” The alpha asked. It was funny how he was speaking about me like I wasn't standing right there in front of him. His eyes refused to acknowledge my presence. “We were waiting for your next orders.” He nodded, “Alright.” He looked at me briefly then away. This left a sour distasteful aftertaste on my tongue, but I tried not to show it. So the other man stepped into the awkward silence. “This is Cassandra. She is the Beta of the pack and I'm the real Gamma Guillemette. You will be running to us more frequently and hopefully, you stay long enough for us to...” He looked to see the man from before already striding away in the direction he came from with the lady. He distracted me from focusing on him by pointing me in the direction of some older lady. Half her hair was grey but she didn't look all that old facially. “Kindly take her to her designated room in the alpha's chambers. Hope it has been put into good condition. The alpha must not see a mistake like the last time.” Guillemette warned. She wordlessly bowed her head to his warning and collected the small back I had been given to come over with. I tried resisting giving her the bag since she was old enough to be my mother. I didn't see reasons as to why she should act like a slave of mine. She smiled kindly and asked me to let go of the bag, that it was her job. I turned to see Guillemette watching our interaction closely, yet with loose interest. I immediately let go of the bag. This could be a test phase and I was failing badly. With no more words, we got to the 'designated room' in the alpha chamber. It wasn't about the fact that the place was so huge, airy, and cold. It was that I didn't find anyone lurking in the hallways as our shoes clicked on the marble floor that ran all through the hallway. The bed was larger than life. Probably the biggest bed I would ever sleep on. My brain buzzed with multiple thoughts seeing as the room did look and smell like it had just been thoroughly cleaned like the Gamma had ensured. “Please what is your name?” I asked her, sitting on the bed with half of my weight like I was expecting it to crack under pressure. “My name isn't relevant ma'am—” “I insist,” I called out, interrupting her modest act. Yes, I knew it was an act whether she was actually like that by character or not. It was an act she was expected to put up with every visitor of the alpha. I knew that because I have had to grovel at the feet of my mother every fleeting second of my past. I knew the taste of forced kindness more than anyone right now. She sighed, telling me from my tone that I wasn't the type to easily back down when I wanted something. “Cynthia. That's my name,” She mentioned, sighing again. “You must be really tired. I will get you some food, new clothing and—” She paused suddenly, looking back at the door with fear in her eyes. Then she looked up at the various corners. “Are there cameras in here?” I blurted out my fear before I could seal off my lips. “Of course not. But it is better safe than sorry. There have been quite a few before you. It is only natural to think that he made a few extra precautions for your arrival.” She said, coming closer to me. I could tell she wanted to tell me something important from how cautious she acted. “You don't exactly look like you want to be here.” She observed. I thought for a second about telling her my entire life story up until this point where we both sat opposite each other. She was on the dressing chair while me on the bed. This could be a test and I might be failing it right now. But something about her kind aura proved otherwise. I felt zero tension. Like I could trust her, which I did. “I was sold off by my father.” I only said as much as I felt was important to the question. The immediate look of pity and sympathy took over her face. She shook her head. I could see words turmoiling inside of her but she spoke none of it. Instead, Cynthia sighed and pressed her hands against mine. “It is going to be okay. Just do as you are told and nothing more, and It should be fine.” “Should?” My throat ran dry just saying the word. The way no one was guaranteeing me the safety I needed to hear, scared me. “Should.“ She repeated, getting on her feet. “I must get going. They mustn't find me here dilly-dallying. The alpha can get mad at the both of us.” She informed me and I nodded in understanding, naturally getting up on my feet to walk her to the door. The question hunted my tongue. I so badly needed to find out to make sure I was sure I had the right man in my head when they spoke of the word alpha. “Sorry, Cynthia. One last thing.” I almost reached for her shoulder, only to recoil my hand last minute as she turned around. “I didn't think to ask till now but, the man who had walked in with the lady with black hair. Is that the son of the alpha of the Blue lotus pack?” She chuckled briefly. “That is the alpha. He's so young right?” I nodded, smiling away my shock. She left me to the emptiness of the room and naturally, I found myself secluded in my bed where the haze of sleep quickly swept me off my feet.Audrey’s POVI found myself secluded to my bed where the haze of sleep quickly sweeps me off my feet. I couldn’t tell how long the slumber had lasted. The sheets were soft and fitted with my skin so well. Maybe it wasn’t all so bad here. It was like a monologue that played in my dream, except I knew this was a dream and it wasn’t real.My hands were restrained somewhere above my head. I didn’t mind, it only made me focus on the rest of my body. This successfully heightened my feelings about my lower half. The moon goddess spared me having a wet dream on my first night as a breeder. I can’t see where I am. I think it was the room I didn’t recognize. Hell, I didn’t recognize anything to make out where I was mentally. And for some reason, whoever had my hands tied that hovered in the shadows before I had forgotten to do the bare minimum and most basic mascot, the blindfolds. Even without them now, my eyesight felt useless. The fog and the shadow mixed in an unearthly manner. My throat
Audrey’s POVMy entire body burned from a heat source that welled up on my inside. There was no other way to have it. With me straddling and holding in place his strong grip, he constantly had me riding him even though I wasn’t used to this sort of position, it became a mist of pleasure and pain. My body kept screaming he was too big to accommodate, but he reached depths with his shaft that I didn’t think were possible.With not that much experience and very little outdoor life, he easily crowned my experience as the best I have had since I was born. I could feel deep pleasure pooling at the bottom of my belly, threatening an erosion that would sweep me off my feet literally.My eyes are shut tight as I ride the last wave to a body-shattering orgasm. In that moment out of what felt like light years of pleasure, I opened my eyes to the world before me. His bottom lips are sucked in and his grip got stronger and more aggressive. It was so frightening, yet I had the same anguish inside o
Audrey's POVHe looked up at me the next second and a frown appeared on his face, darkening the mood of the room instantly. “What is that?!“ He barked. The electricity in the room sizzled at the same moment, sending a lighting zap down my back. It rode on the pole of my spine to the cold nip of my neck. He is staring between the tray in my hand and up at my face. He looked expectant, like he was expecting me to say something when my tongue trembled like an excited dog—and I was excited. My heart rate was slowly climbing up the chat. It ran through my mind that if this was a wrong move, I was probably knee-deep into the fuck up to say anything to save myself from whatever wrath was cooking behind his dark eyes. “Woman, are you deaf?!!” He drew scary close, scary fast. It was cold in the room some minutes ago. Now it felt like a play in the set that was a grave, and the floor had been dug for me to fall through at due time. I needed to speak up. If I didn't, I would be struck. I rec
Audrey’s POV “Woof woof” I muttered to myself, chuckling right after. An image of myself flashed in my head from a bird's point of view. And unconsciously, I took a break from licking the liquid milk spilled on the floor to stare at the ceiling above me. I don’t know why it never occurred to me to look in that direction. Probably because the room itself was already beyond expectation, and the other free time I had to appreciate the interior decor, I was fucking the Lycan alpha. I found CCTV cameras, two of them. They were placed right in the ghost spots of the room. It wasn’t big enough to notice at the bat as it was black and blended with the darker golden tones walls. They were actual beige walls but the parts of the room that didn’t get the dash of morning light got to enjoy the dark beige peaceful aura. “Woah…she has a sense of humor.” He chuckled. It caught my attention. In my head, I had made that Statement. I didn’t care for the part where I knew the words may have slipped
Trudeau’s POVDr. Russell is on the line…” I groaned and reluctantly took the phone off the tray. “Don’t ever put my phone in a tray like that again. It looks ridiculous.” I looked up at him. He nodded aggressively in compliance. “Go.” I watched him go away, skipping steps and moving faster than he should be. I took a sniff of the air, infiltrating the fume of petals and soil was the pungent fear that sipped from the pores of the skin. You see, fear was a scent I was too used to. It was the sweetest scent when you commanded it, and it could be a nasty sight when you are not directly or purposefully inciting it. I exhaled before putting the phone to my ear. “…Hello? Hunny, I don’t think the alpha is present with his phone. It seems to be radio silent. Maybe we should call him back lat—““Mr. Russell, I’m with you. Speak.” I said monotonously. “Oh oh, pardon my assumption. I’m here. Sorry, I was at a function where I was needed so I couldn’t make it to your call but I’m here now
Cassandra’s POV“Speaking of the devil. How did you even find me?!” he asked, getting up from his initial resting position. “I didn’t know you were already thinking about me.” I stared down at him. His face was lifted in a way you would think he was annoyed. And I guess there was only one way to find out. I dropped to his level and sat on the grass, my hand moving over the blades as I wondered how he found this comfortable. The pointy parts of the blades prickled my skin most uncomfortably but I told myself it was worth every prickle as long I got to get through to him. Which was something that had a very slim percent chance of working. “You can’t tell me you want to be here. You hate the outdoors, Cassie. What do you want?” His tone is flat like his expression wasn’t clear enough. Did he think I couldn’t see the reluctance in his eyes? “Just wondering why you are touching grass when the day has barely started.” I tried to move my head in his direction, bending properly so I cou
Trudeau’s POVI walked into my main quarters, coming to a stop right in the middle of the yard.Where are I going?!I facepalmed realizing the cafeteria where I ate was on the other side. Where I was headed was the area where my private quarters were located. It was the end of the yard straight ahead and The breeder also happened to be there. I ran my hand through my hair, thinking through my actions and how they could fuck me up. The look on her face flashed in behind my eyes again as I blinked.It pushed me to curse out loud, and the guards in front of the main entrance jolted in sync.“Hold your shit together Trudeau…” My wolf, Max warned me. He was quite the opposite of me. Super calm, collected, and calculated. I, on the other hand, was the epitome of drama if you considered yelling, acting out, and striking others as part of drama. It was real drama. My emotions came with an overwhelming urge to damage the thing closest to me or the source of my problem.So now you understand wh
“It's about your breeder situation.” the chief priest said with a heavy amount of displeasure in his voice. I didn't have the words for him. It was tough to listen to the scratch in his grumpy voice from all ages and all the tobacco he had been taking. Slowly, I moved my eyes around from person to person to see who knew this question before it was asked. Everyone seemed to be looking away from my direction as if a single eye contact from me would obliterate them into nothing. “Breeder situation huh...” I looked around again just to confirm that it wasn't just in my head. They were trying their best not to look in my direction. I got to my feet. That got their attention. Not only did it demand their eyes but it fastened their heartbeats. I could hear every single collision of heartbeats in my ear, jamming in disharmony. “I will go ahead to ask this one question. How many of you present here have sat down and spoken about this issue behind my back?” The air in the room thickened wi
Trudeau’s POV “We have to test the blood of the child. We need to know he is of our bloodline and fit to take the throne for the future.” Phil said.I could have argued that part too about how I have been the only one to lay with her since she had arrived at the pack but even I felt I would be disrespecting Audrey in a way. I believed I was the father of her child, plus the defeat in his voice gave me life. I agreed to the terms willingly. Even though I didn’t want to, it was the tradition to test for the bloodline of a child to show he was in line to take over if anything ever happened to me. “Why don’t we do that right now? I will go and bring the mother of my child and my five-day-old child. Here and here, Phil. Let this be where everything about this subject ends. After this, I do not want to hear you talk ill about Audrey or anyone else in this room. Is that understood?”Everyone gave some form of a reply from nodding to mouthing a not-very-audible yes.I took some seconds to t
Trudeau’s POVWalking through the council doors and seeing the faces of the people I have so dearly avoided for months.“One would think you had gone to join the ancestors early the way you completely deserted the table, Alpha Trudeau.” Elder Fiona announced out loud for everyone to hear. I heard it in her voice. That angst against me and the decision I made. From past encounters, I have known her to share a close bond with the shaman, and therefore his idea. Several others whispered amongst themselves as I walked by the long dull table that was placed in the center of the hall.I have watched this room shift into a jury room, back to a council room and a place to party in the past. Today, it felt like my own throne was my judgment seat as I drew it back and sat in it, looking at faces that had added a line of wrinkle and of course, the clear expressionless face from Guillemette who sat on the last seat at the end of my right hand.“Good evening, council.” I nodded to Elder Fiona in p
Audrey’s POVI never thought pain could feel this unearthing before. I could swear I was in the afterlife at some point during the operation. I thought they would tear my stomach up like I heard them whisper amongst themselves while they thought I was completely under the drug's seduction. There were moments in between where I sifted in and out of consciousness while wondering where the fuck I was. With the pain racking through my body and none of the drugs keeping them fully at bay, I was left watching the life show while wondering where this would leave me after it was all over.At a point, I had completely dissociated from the entire procedure going on between my legs. I asked myself, “How did I get here…”With no one else to answer but myself, I kept on watching. The moment the sound of my child hit my ears, life zapped back into me. I don’t know how I was able to tell it was a boy from his first cry. I could barely even see him though his body hovered over the cover clothes that
Trudeau’s POVWho paid to have my sister and Audrey killed months ago? This question took a ride back with me to the hospital. Before that, it haunted my mind while I tried to pick out the most comfortable clothes for Audrey. I recalled how she would avoid the darker clothes and stick to the lighter ones because according to her, they made her feel less hot. I understood the science of it. The rest of her things I just picked at random from flashbacks of what I have seen her use. A little bit of everything.Before embarking on the journey, I was kind of tempted to ask what the current situation was but hesitated last minute. I picked out some of her favorite flowers by the garden, again a little bit of everything.By the time I got to the hospital, the time was a few minutes past nine. I just feel the energy, the buzz. It was electric, very daunting and it was making its presence known. I was still approaching the entrance, roughly parking at a spot away from the entrance where the p
Trudeau’s POVI Can’t tell how long we waited. If you ask me, I will say it would take forever. I rose myself up and rode to the very high mountains that were the pack upstate. I needed to clear my head. There were already Elders by my door by the time I arrived first in the morning. ‘The doctors were still performing surgery ’ was the reason why I picked up and returned to the pack. After sleeping in my car and getting tired of the clothes I was wearing, I decided to leave and keep everything else secondary.“Alpha. You are back…but without the breeder.” Yousef said. An older man who was in charge of the northern territory but stepped down from his role and continued to hold a table on our council because no one in the band district knew this section better than him. I liked him, he was useful, and multiple times has he shown his usefulness. I smiled at him.“Yes, I arrived alone. She is still being taken care of by the doctor. I only came to get some necessities and go back to her.”
Trudeau’s POVShe passed out right in my arms. But she was still breathing. That was all that mattered to me. That she was still breathing.“Alpha, we need to make room for her. There is a chance that we might have to go into surgery.” The doctor tugged me by the arm gently. One looked at him and immediately let me go. I looked towards Audrey and Cynthia, they were the only familiar faces I knew here aside from Peter who has been the Lycan family doctor for as long as I can remember. I couldn’t bring myself to let her go. That would mean uncradling her head and letting her go through this alone.“I am here, Audrey. I am here!” I found myself yelling at her. I aggressively kissed her forehead. The need for her to feel my presence wherever she was deep in there was all that concerned me at the moment. I needed her to know that I was right beside her. We got out of the room after another minute or so of Cynthia trying to round us up. I just found it hard to let her go.I peeked through t
Cassandra’s POV“How does it feel to be pregnant?”She had barely slipped the blunt past her lips when I decided to ask. It took her a second or two delay before she began coughing up the smoke. I shook my head, not enough to get noticed but still showing a little bit of disappointment at her level of predictability and I haven’t even spent that much time with her.She looked up at me as if contemplating what her next reply was supposed to be. She kept staring at me and I stared back at her. Something in my expression should have told her I knew exactly what I was talking about and she didn’t have to lie. Eventually, she conceded. Her eyes fell to the ground. Good girl…“Yeah no, I don’t know. I don’t know what’s going on for now. I don’t even think I want to be pregnant right now…I am sure that is not what the pack would want.” She said, staring down at her fingers.“Hey…” I touched her shoulder, studying her reaction to know if I could move further. She didn’t seem bothered by it. Y
Audrey’s POVI wasn’t supposed to be out. I mean outside here in public. Inside the hall would have been safer in Trudeau’s opinion but I was tired of the loud music, the dancing, and the increased popularity. Plus, I was moving around with the consciousness of anyone who could tell I was pregnant. At times I would find myself looking at an unclear reflection of myself and my heart would skip thinking I had a bump shooting out of my tummy. I should know better that pregnancy doesn’t work like that.So I was outside smoking a joint under a tree instead of trying to fit in with everyone inside. Heck…I don’t even dance. That’s the problem. Or part of it rather.“Tired already?” Cassandra’s voice never failed to take away all of the peace I had every time she showed up unannounced, which was beginning to happen a little too often for my liking. There was a time when we barely ran into each other. It is scary that that is what I would refer to as a good time right now. She made herself vis
Audrey’s POVYou may be wondering why I had to jump back on the bed a second before I heard Trudeau slam something on the wall before yelling through the house with frustration.“Fuck!”I sat back up on the bed, looking for an excuse, anything to come out without sounding like I had been awake for a while. So I went into the bathroom, dabbing my face with a moistened clean towel, making sure to make me look kind of messy before I walked out of the room with the stray in my hands. My room was one of the few rooms on the downstairs floor and it emptied into a corridor which in turn showed the way to the living room.There he was, lying on a chair with the frustration of the world evident on his face. I dropped the tray on the closest flat surface I could find. It was never really my main mission to begin with. I got closer to him, subconsciously being careful of my every step as I didn’t want to piss him off by being too loud knowing how sensitive he got whenever things got too loud aro