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When I opened my eyes again, it was morning. Heavy drapes still covered the windows but a few slivers of morning light had slipped through the corners.
I remembered what happened the night before from getting beaten up to my nightmare, and Gian’s comforting words before I went back to sleep. I tried to feel if I still have the heavy emotions I carried last night. Everytime I had that nightmare, I would wake up depressed. There would be a very heavy feeling in my chest, and I couldn’t get up or eat. I would cry until I could stop myself because Inay would see and worry. Then it would be dodging here until I could get to school.
But the heaviness was missing. I just wished it ran away with my injuries, because I hurt like hell. My head was throbbing like crazy, and my eyes felt bloated and on fire. It was time I took my next batch of meds.
“Uungh…” I moaned in both complaint and frustration. It wasn&rsqu
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ELISEAlia was already asleep in her bedroom when Brandon called. As I put the phone to my ear, I was distracted. I just had the call from the family, and I could still hear my mother’s frustrated crying after finding out about my beating last night. Of course, Gian felt obligated to report. It was something he thought my parents had a right to know, and he would do the right thing even if it would make him look bad.Classic Gian!But there it went, and I felt as distraught as my mother, sister, and my stepfather were as I assured them all that what they could see on the video call wasn’t as painful as it looked. I was grateful… well, it wasn’t a deadly sickness, that Anna had the flu and she acted nauseous (maybe she was indeed that after the shock of seeing my black eye?) so it wasn’t a long call. I also told them my meds had made me sleepy and that I needed to rest. Also, Anna being sick meant my mother would not catch the first ferry ride from the beach resort to get to my side.M
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ELISE“Elise?”“I think we should talk,” I said quietly.There was a distinct pause there that told me he caught on to what I wanted to talk about. “What do you mean? We’re already talking.” His voice went an octave higher.“Brandon, it’s like—”“Don’t do this to me, Elise. Please,” he pushed in, voice stricken.My heart thudded in surprise. That was too fast a reaction for someone I think was just acting. Did he not want to break up?Who was going to break up with whom? I thought it was going to be you? argued the voice in my head, which again sounded like Alia’s voice.I know! Shut up and stop distracting me.“Brandon, this isn’t working out. I can’t do this any—”Then he jerked around. “I have to go. We have guests for brunch and everything is busy around here but I missed you so much I can’t not call. I miss hearing your voice, baby.”“What? Wait—”“I love you. I’ll be there when I can. Please, baby. Don’t do this.”What? No time even for a breakup? Alia-voice was dripping with sa
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