~~Stephanies POV
Marissa was an orphan just like me. We had run into each other 4 or 5 times over the past few years. She was always so sweet, but I hadn't seen her in about 2 years. I had feared the worst, but was so excited to find out she was mated with the Alpha of our new pack.
But could I even call myself an orphan anymore? I had a family. Just not in the same sense of a good mom and dad. I had Dom, his mom, Marissa, and maybe even the Alpha on good days.
Marissa and I talked excitedly as our mates either ate or just stared at us.
Dominic's hand was glued to my hip as I sat on his lap. Every once in a while he would squeeze me and I would lay a kiss on his forehead or rub his back.
Dinner was amazing that night.
My night though was on another level. Barely any sleep was happening for us. He kept taking me over and over. When we finally passed out from exhaustion it was in the wee hours of the morning.
The next day Dom had to leave for a meeting or something. I'm not entirely sure but I was definitely still sleeping when he told me. He wore me out, and I was not moving.
A harsh knock at out bedroom broke me from my dream state. The sun was shining through the white curtains. That will definitely need to be changed soon. It's so bright outside too. It's got to be late.
Another harsh knock made me groan.
"I'm up!" I yelled groggily.
"Lunch woman, come on!" Marissa yelled.
Oh shit it is late.
"Ok. I will be out in about 30." I yell back getting out of bed and stretching. I slowly walked to the bathroom. I was sore all over.
I looked at my reflection and I look like death. Not how I thought thoroughly fucked would look like. Big dark circles under my eyes and I looked sick. I felt sick. No amount of sleep would help this mess.
I showered slowly and dragged my feet as I got ready for the day. The warm water hit my body like a nice warm rain shower. I stood under the water for as long as I could, until it got icy cold and I shivered my way out of the frigid shower.
I got dressed in the first couple of things I found in my closet which ended up being a tshirt and a pair of cutoff shorts. I shrugged at my reflection in the mirror. This was as good as it was getting today. I looked worse now then I did before I even got in the shower.
My stomach growled loudly as I walked out of our room shutting the door behind me.
I sighed as I walking down the hallway to the stairwell thinking about Dom and the mate bond. I wanted to do more research on it. A mate bond is a funny thing. I knew I felt like this because of how dependent I was on Dom. I needed his touch and his warmth.
Human relationships don't depend on you touching the other person so you don't pass out. But with a mate bond you are so dependent on your mate your body craves them like it craves nutrients and vitamins. Without the good stuff (aka Dom) you become weak.
That's the last thing I remember before I fell. Or flew...not sure which but my head hit something super hard a couple of times.
Marissa caught me at the end of the stairwell....I think. Everything was hazy and people looked like fuzzy blobs.
Her reflexes were quick and she said I only hit my head twice.
Darkness enveloped me quickly.
Which only felt like a few seconds I woke up to Marissa and quite a few faces I didn't know. My headache was worse and my body felt cold.
Death, is that you? I asked myself. Maybe death could hear my thoughts.
No, I could still smell chocolate cake. Something tells me Death wouldn't have chocolate cake.
Maybe pizza. Kinda like Death from Supernatural. He was always eating junk food.
"Mindlink Beta Dominic and get him here quick. Her lips are turning blue." some dude said.
All of a sudden I felt fluffy nice warm blankets being wrapped around me. They felt dryer warm not Dom warm. He needed to be the one to warm me up not these damn blankets.
I finally blinked and kind of looked around the room. "Her head is bleeding." the same dude said.
Because he said that, I groaned in pain and lifted my hand to my head. Seeing blood on my hand just made me groan even more.
In one swoop I was up in the air and everything went dizzy again. I felt like I was going to be sick from the quick movement.
Growling started to erupt through the group that was once surrounding me. Then I could smell him.
His woodsy scent made my toes curl as I leaned in to his warmth as his chest rumbled with how close we were.
Maybe he could warm me up.....wait that was fur. Its Yano, thank God. As soon as I smiled from feeling Yano he had transformed back in to human form. Probably so I could understand a damn thing he was saying, it was all growls to me. They did sound angry though.
"What happened?" I asked groggily.
"Sassy - babe - you fainted on the stairs and I didn't catch you until you had already hit your head a couple of times. It was the bond, you were away from Dominic too early." Mar explained.
"Dom?" I asked.
"I am here little one. I'm not going anywhere." he whispered in my ear.
My body immediately started warming up as he stripped me of the blankets and held me to his chest, my legs were wrapped around his waist and my head on his shoulder.
"No I'm bleeding on you." I exclaimed slurring my words. My head pounded violently every time a word came from my mouth.
"Its already healing my love. Our mate bond helps you in cases like this." he explained while touching my forehead.
"Ok. I am going to sleep now." I said shoving my head in the crook of his neck.
"No, little one. Stay awake. You may have a concussion." he said moving my head.
"But you are so comfy and warm Mr. Teddy." I whispered hoping no one else heard me. He rushed me upstairs and brought me to our room and sat me down on the bathroom counter.
As soon as he let go of me I could feel the cold coming back. What the hell - I didn't know it would be this bad. I shivered and he smirked as he used a warm towel to wipe the remnants of blood on my face.
~~Dominics POV
I didn't want to leave my mate behind this morning but training had to be started with the new groups, we still had pack members to add to our pack roster to keep track of who we had, housing to inspect before we could open it up for pack members to move in to, and even more paperwork on top of that for pack expansion land.
It was an all hands on deck type of day. I was just hoping I could get back before she woke up. I didn't want the mate bond to hurt her.
It wasn't strong enough to keep us apart for long yet. I could feel the tug, the small thread that tethered my body to hers. I felt the insane tug ever second I was gone that begged me to be by her side and not here. I have already growled at quite a few people, scaring them and making them run off because they were just too close to me.
I needed to get all of my work done but I wanted no part of being social today. Its not like I was very social anyway. I hated being around others. The only reason I joined pack meals were because of my mate. The ever open social hippy that needed the constant social stimulation of other people.
When I walked into training, I noticed most of the shifters were warriors I fought along side during the war and some new ones that were just recruited. Even if the war was technically over there was still a rebellion and still smaller outbreaks to be concerned about. This wasn't going to go away over night. This would be going on for quite some time.
Beta Dominic. You need to come back to the pack house. Your mate has fallen. A voice entered the mind link.
I growled and turned quickly. I quickly shifted into Yano. I needed to get to her quickly.
I should have brought her, but she looked so peaceful and beautiful sleeping. I barged in to the front door, cracking it into 3 or 4 pieces, knowing full and well that I would have to replace it.
I growled as everyone parted. Luna Marissa sat on the floor with my mate's head in her lap. She was surrounded by blankets, but her lips were blue.
She shivered and Yano pawed her into our lap. Right as she got comfy I shifted into my human form quickly so I could speak to her. I know she can't understand me and the mate bond isn't strong enough for us to have mind link.
I brought her into the bathroom, her lips were turning pink again and she was slowly getting color in to her cheeks.
"I was so cold." she whispered as I laid in her in our bed after cleaning her off. My little mate is just a human I need to remind myself that.
Our mate bond will affect her completely different then a bear shifter. Her body shifted into mine and I wrapped my arms around her to keep her warm. Her body slowly rose in temperatue and she started to pepper me with kisses the moment she felt better.
"Little one. You need to be by me the rest of the day." I explained, "I can't leave you again. Lets eat lunch and you can come with me to the training grounds and the new pack houses."
"Ok - but only because there's food involved." she smiled up at me. She was ok to walk and I held her sides as she walked in front of me. She was fragile, more fragile then I thought. It was my fault she had gotten hurt and that would never happen again. We walked to the dining room, and everyone got very quiet.
Her hand rested on my chest and the tingles shot through my body. No longer was it just me. I had her to look after too, and it terrified me.
I felt her tug on my hand as we sat down to eat. I saw her nod her head in prayer and she looked up smiling. She sat on my lap for the rest of the meal.
She kept feeding me and herself as I just nestled in to her neck. My fingers tracing where her marks were.
"Love....if you can't stop touching my mark I will have to force you in to bed and have my way with you." she whispered in my ear.
I growled lowly in her hand as she ran her other hand down my cheek. She laughed and turned to our Luna, and they spoke of a time when they hung out when they were a bit younger.
I wish I would have met my mate sooner. I could have had more time with her, more years, and more of just her.
The rest of the day she spent walking with me, being held by me, or on my shoulders. I was never not touching her. The one time I did let go she shivered and I ran back to her side. I was only 5 feet away. Why is it affecting her like shes cold?
Because I'm so warm and we need mate. Yano growled.
I would never leave her side again. An ever present shadow on my little ones life.
~~DominicShe had been here a week by my side every day. She was getting stronger every moment. I even left her side for 5 minutes today to do a border check and she was ok. She still worries me."Little one." I said gruffly.She was sitting on the edge of our bed putting on her shoes for the day for us to head out to the pack meeting in town. A dark blue sundress graces her body. She looks amazing yet again.As she looked up at me a smile graced her face. Something I would never get sick of seeing."Yeah love?" She asked softly."Grayson wants to speak with us, before the pack meeting. It's about your parents." I explained, I had to tell her. I have to be honest with her.
~~Stephanie"What does that mean?" I asked outloud even though I knew what the noise was. Yano transformed in to Dom and it scared me with how it looked. It looked like it hurt with his bones breaking back in to place and his fur sliding back in his skin. I shook with fear...maybe excitement...I have no clue.Too much was going on for me to even form a thought."Little one. Take the kids and Marissa. Go to the safe house under the pack house. Do not come out until either Grayson or I mindlink Marissa." He said quickly."I can help you." I said quickly not wanting to leave his side. I couldn't lose him."Stephanie. Stay. For me." He ordered gruffily.
~~Stephanie Two of the men I shot were on the floor bleeding. But I didn't move. I just dropped my gun. How did this happen? Was he the one Marissa was screaming about? Why didn't someone try and stop me? I feel bad that I shot the one..... but not really? He's not the man I thought he was. He looks completely different now. Not the man I knew. "Dad?" I finally choke out. "Sassy....you shot me." He whispered passing out from the blood loss. "Stephanie!!" I hear a strangled yell come from the stairs. "Dom?" I cried out. His pounding feet came closer to me. I realized he was h
~~Dom I stood frozen in front of her.I didn't know what to do or say. She just said she was pregnant. PREGNANT. I don't even know what I was feeling. Did I even want kids? Yes but I didn't want them this soon. Yano growled in the back of my head. I shook my head to rid myself of the faults. I looked down at her as her eyes turned to panic. She lowered her head and her hair covered her face. A sigh came from her as she turned on her heel and walked in the direction of the pack house. People milled about around me as I still stood there staring at her figure getting smaller in the distance. I stood there unbelieving at the words that tumbled from her mouth. When she said she
~~Dom I could smell her everywhere like she had ran all over the pack lands while she made her way back to the pack house. As I walked in to the pack house I could hear the "music" drifting from the kitchen. Behind the closed doors stood my mate and I couldn't bring myself to open the door and drag her in to my arms. My little mate was angry baking. Luna Marissa was hanging out outside the door along with me. She stood by my side as I stood there staring at the door. She sighed and looked up at me. "Has she ever angry baked around you?" Her question floated through the silence. I shook my head in response. My blonde hair fell in my eyes as my head shook and I swiped it to the si
~~DomI'm afraid that night by the tree line changed my mate. She has never been withdrawn from me or Yano before. It scares me to the point that I have Marissa constantly checking on her to make sure she is ok.My little one has stayed in our room for a week straight. Only to get up to shower and to pretend to eat when I brought her food. 3 bites wasn't sustaining her and what was going on with her body. I know this isn't the life we had talked about when we first met,but something will work out.My mother, Sarah, is coming today to visit. To try and help her, talk to her, bring her out of her room. Anything. I'm willing to do anything to help her right now. Every time I come up to her she pushes me away.Unfortunately, because
~~Dominic The beer is making me feel dizzy. The bar my brother and I were sitting at is becoming a bit blurry too. My brother is currently talking to a couple of female shifters who have been trying to get our attention all night. He laughs at one of them and I roll my eyes as he tries to get my attention. I sit back and think of the only one who has been on my mind before my brother stole me from the hallway where I had just left the bathroom. He thought it would be fun to kidnap me and for us to go drinking. My mate crowds my thoughts. I need to get home to little one. This beer tastes like shit and I don't wanttobe here with him. Would she be mad thatIdidn't
~~Stephanie The meeting was upstairs in the Alpha's office. Dom had become quiet at the end of our breakfast. And I don't mean a full mouth of food kind of silent but he didn't want to talk. Like at all. It worried me but I knew he wasn't in the best of mood because of what we had just been through. But I thought we were slowly going to be ok. With him cutting off The warm breakfast settled in my stomach and I was warm nestled in Doms arms....well arm. I was nestled in to his side and his arm wrapped around me. I could feel his heart beat and it was surprisingly fast, even for a bear. I ran my hand up his arm and he stiffened up. My love.I thought. He didn't answer. He has a wall up, but why a wall for me? What did
~~Dom When I found myself at our property line 3 days ago I could only watch. My little one was so close and I was so afraid of her being mad at me that I stayed in that spot. She looked small. She had lost a lot of weight. But she looked beautiful regardless. Her brown hair reached her ass now and her black rimmed glasses donned her face everyday now and not just when she was reading. The boys were huge. Blonde hair bounded through the fields, the flower beds, and the house. They were so loud. I heard everything in the house. I heard them laughing, their running, their screaming, their fighting, and the love they gave her. Then I would hear her. A soft voice when she needed to and then a firm scary mom voice when they were
~~Stephanie Time passes very quickly when you are a single mom. All your time and energy is put in to your kids, your job, and laundry. Laundry does not end. Especially having boys. As you can tell I'm still alone. Dom never came home. Theo and Gregory still check on me. They haven't been back lately though. Saying they were busy trying up lose ends from Dom's last mission with them. I have slowly gotten back to being me. Well as much as I could. I'm almost 21 now. No one ever found my mate. No word after the first year and a half slowly turned into Grayson wanting to do that plaque/funeral. I'm not going to lie. It helped me grieve. But it never took care of the feeling that I
~~StephanieI have been doing my Beta job for 4 fucking months. 4 months of mind numbing paperwork and people complaining. Yeah you saw that right.COMPLAINING.Complaining about everything. From the toilet paper in the pack house to the "annoying" cobblestone road in the middle of our small town.I rolled my eyes at the request of getting it removed. Freaking whiny ass people. No wonder Dom needed his poker face. I, on the other hand, have no poker face. When that lady complained about the toilet paper, I laughed.I laughed directly to her face.Grayson wasn't too happy, but at the same time he thought it was ridiculous too.
~~StephanieBecoming Beta Female was no easy feat. The first week was hellacious.Half of the male shifters hated me because I was a woman. A woman as a beta or alpha was still relatively a new thing. I mean the USA just got their first female vice president last election. Everyone is seriously behind the times.The Gamma is in charge of the training and when I try to set stuff up for the pack he completely ignores me. Grayson gets super angry but I tell him not to use his Alpha command on anyone because I want them to respect me and not his words.The boys are still in daycare everyday. I pick them up in the afternon and head home to take care of the house and the farm. I only eat at the pack house when Grayson and Marissa do.Today is a particularly busy day. I have to hold a meeting between our top warriors, our Gamma, and Grayson. Grayson is letting me take charge of this meeting so I can get a better handle on our fucking Gamma. Even worse our
~~Stephanie I stared at the two men in front of me. They had just exited the SUV after coming through my gate at the house. The two worn down men both looked at each other before turning their attention on me. "Theo? Where is he?" I asked softly. My voice getting louder with each word. "Oh sweetie." He whispered, his voice only holding sympathy in its tone. Both of them in front of me were marred with scars, a broken leg, and 2 broken arms between both of them. Huge gashes on both of their foreheads made it even worse. They were all stitched, bandaged, wrapped, and scarred. Whatever had happened had definitely not happened the way they thought it would.
A/N Some violent ~~Dom It was dawn and we were all getting ready to shift. I stood there staring out in the distance. Something's wrong. Yano growls in the back if my mind. I know. But she's in good hands. I roll my eyes at his antics. As time goes hy the mate bond suffers but my little one is strong. Not her. She will be ok. It's us. Yano barks out. Why us? We are almost done and then we can go home. I question him. Yano has been restless all night which means I
~~Stephanie The next morning came too quickly. I didn't sleep at all. Bags under my eyes and the caffeine restrictions were a major pain in my ass these days. And for the highlight of today my lovely babies have chosen back pain for today's inconvenience. And it hurts like hell. All good though. I can push through and make it. Last day of school too. Thank God. I don't move around a lot today, the faculty gave me a small baby shower in the teachers lounge. Reese included. Him and I only talk at work lately. Probably because he knows he screwed up big time. I can't trust him and I have too much going on to deal with his drama. I have never been one for drama and I get later in this pregnancy my bullshit monitor is always at an all time high.
~~Stephanie "Pumpkin! Mousse!! Stop fighting over that damn ball!!!" I yelled at two of my dogs. They whined and came into the kitchen to wait on their dinner. "I Prevail" played in the background on the speakers in my kitchen as I moved around the kitchen slowly. I "sang" along with the song as I made dinner for everyone. My stomach was huge and I was growing more tired everyday. It was definitely a struggle to move around my stomach these days. Sometimes I didnt even try. Every day was a new adventure for me though. I didn't know what new pains would be going on or where my body would aching. My feet were swollen all the time and I constantly took baths to relax. I was getting closer and closer to my due date. Yes, pregnancy is
~~Dominic I stare out at the valley below us. A few hidden spots in the woods had humans running through them. Some of them were women and children. We needed to make sure we attacked the right group. So far it had been easy to get through these groups. We had a few scratches, broken bones, and the start of some scars to prove we had been victorious so far. One of my new scars on my human body actually matched Yanos on his eye and I have a rather large one on my back. I wasn't focused in that fight. It's been 3 months and I haven't spoken to Stephanie. Marcus mind links his wife every few days with an I love you. It's very quick and never long enough for a reply. But I'm too afraid to even do that.