BRIANNA'S POVHOME, that one place meant to be filled with bliss and supposed happiness.Wasn't that what all home's were meant to be about?It left a lot of questions let unanswered in my mind eating me deep and leaving a deep blank hole inside it, that couldn't be filled up no matter how much I tried to do it.All what I had expected was the perfect picturesque of what a home should be and gradually I was starting to feel that had not been realistic so far all through this while.The next few days, before Michel got back, was almost as perfect as what I had imagined prior to that time. As a matter of fact I was getting the attention from his mother that had been pending all this while, all that was left was for him to be the one giving me all this attention.Deep down all I wanted to do was not to give him any troubles as I felt I was to blamed partially for what had happened to him even if non of that was my fault, it was an excuse to get myself distracted from seeing Stormy ag
BRIANNA'S POVMICHELSON was starting to show me a part of himself that I had thought didn't exist, he was like a converted devil, who was washed of all of his sins and the truth was in a way I was buying into everything he was doing or had been saying over the last couple of days.At first I had thought he would be be back to his old self after everything again, each night I be expecting him to disappear into oblivion as he had always done but he was settled on making sure I was disappointed at the end of it all each of those times I walked into the room.and found him right there in a corner of it , drinking or busy with his phone.I was getting all the attention I wanted and this time it was from both mother and child for the first ever that I had been staying with the Trevor's.That part that she had told me existed before his father's death was beginning to see the light, it was leaving the recessive part of his consciousness where it had laid dormant and was coming to the more do
BRIANNA'S POVIT IS ONE THING giving promises it was another fulfilling them, never though Michel was the type of person to fulfill his promises up till this moment as I was merely judging him from how far he had gone in the past.If I had been shocked by his new behavior then how much more when I heard his voice as he got back early just as he had promised, at first she couldn't believe her ears that he could possibly be the one but after making her way down to the stairs there he was at the end of it.It had been months …it had been long months of holding myself in check while he acted the way he liked and pleased, it had been long months since I had to deal with him cheating among so many other things , long months since I had made the adjustment from my solitary life.Those long nights had left me cold and feeling silly about making a terrible mistake, but now I couldn't decide what and kept me pushing all this while, I knew it was something – A factor more from gumption.Now tho
BRIANNA'S POVASIDE THE SOUND of music that drifted through the car as we made our way to the function all I could feel was silence , silence so cold that it could be chipped at with an ice pick if we let it.In a way it seemed as though we were dealing with our diverse thoughts and it was eating us deeply at the same time.I wondered what he was thinking about, and that was all that was making me quiet. It took a few glances to where he was to know he was deeply engulfed in a plague of thoughtful silence and in a way I felt it could have been infectious as I was feeling the same way soon enough as it had spoken.A lot of thoughts came to my mind and I wondered which of all I could pick. Did he want us to go back home? Perhaps he had changed his mind or was it the fact that he was deep in thought about the bad things he had done?The thought kept creeping through my mind, as I was experiencing many thoughts as wellbut I couldn’t say I would take it back.As we hit the road I loo
BRIANNA'S POVMY HEART did a slow count down from ten, nine…as he walked toward where we were. He appeared to be more serious with whatever he was doing on his phone and almost bumped into one one the waitress while on his way.I looked around, as it appeared as though I was trapped in where I was wondering if it would make if I just walked up to him but even at that I would still need a miracle for the two men not to meet as it looked certain to happen.Let something just fucking happen— Stormy phone rang distracting what I was about to think about, and it was timely as Michel soon reached where we were.The woman had her well manicured fingers over his body in record time but, I didn't mind all I wanted was to get away before Stormy gets back and could be any moment from when we were standing."I don't feel too good honey.." I said."Really, What is wrong ?" He asked, placing a hand on my forehead."This place is making the baby sick."I was playing the baby cravings game and I di
BRIANNA'S POVTHE BEST kisser, kiss from the soul, and Michel did it so perfectly he kissed me from the depth of his soul.All I could do was watch, with my fluttering eyelids and fading heart, till soon with my hands warm upon his face I was imitating this beautiful artwork we were both painting.Two lovers in the middle of the park, under a cozy night, stealing kisses while only the night watched.It did seem almost perfect when I thought about it, with my lips that appeared as though it was clefted right into him, it wasn't our first kiss or maybe second but was that one kiss that came from the heart, the one that was certain to change the course of everything and he did it so perfectly.Time appeared to be frozen and I could feel every bit of the second that ticked on his lips,I could feel it running down and racing with my heart, I could feel it body , soul and spirit.At that moment I didn't care if anyone was watching, I just felt like kissing this man— I felt the need to kiss
MICHELSON'S POVTHIS Night almost had the words perfectly written over it as bold as the day light that was now hidden from us, yet I could have made a hundred guesses on how the day would turn out yet I was certain I would come down to nothing.It had been totally and for me unpredictability was something that pushed my nerves off the charts, I always wanted my things sorted out— Know the next day, the next hour — Have to know beforehand what I was to get and prepare ahead for it, but with her, the fact she was so unpredictable right from onset made it hard for me to find control over her.In a way, I was not expecting the kiss, I was almost at the verge of thinking of how silly I was acting, how it waa childish and stupid of me to show this woman so much vulnerability, then the kiss came and shut all my thoughts off.It was like a fuse pulled out of my mind leaving it empty and filled with that blankness. When it had come the first time I had been shocked and then it came over
BRIANNA'S POVTHE ROOM Was like hell and already I could feel the heat, I felt the sudden need to have a shower and just as I was about to voice that out to the one, it came across of my mind that I Could be a bitch about it.I was going to tease the man and make him see everything he had been missing so far, the devilish thought flashed across my mind again and again and as I thought about it as blush spread from my cheeks to my chest as his burning gaze caressed them.He wanted me, I could tell from the way he looked at me , from the way his heart was still pounding from his heaving chest that still had no shirt on stared hard at me bare.The silence was not just with his heart but with the drum of my heartbeat as well, I could sense every bit of unease with him, with his posture remaining stagnant where it was, like a statue of waterfall.Indifferent, yet beautiful— He could have stood far away from where I was but I could feel his eyes all over me roaming my body like he owned it.