POV: Brianna Boone
I got home in a frenzied state, cursing, and struggling to get a hold of myself. I know I had just thrown away the chance of a lifetime. It was the only opportunity I had to tell the father of my unborn child that I was expecting his baby, it wasn’t like I was looking forward to bringing up a child on my own. Walking away from that golden opportunity only meant I was fine being a single mother, which I most definitely wasn’t.
The reality that I couldn't go back to the office just yet hit me later that night. Running into him again would be devastating, because telling from how big he seem, he definitely won’t appreciate any pregnancy from a one night stand from a girl he knows nothing about, and might even try forcing me to abort the child.
Yup, i definitely do have to stay away from him now.
There was only one thing to do now...
Taking another break from work after my week-long vacation in Oahu wasn't a piece of cake because Stevie, my boss, adored me and he valued my input in the office enough to grant me as much time as I needed.
I packed a light bag and within an hour I was on my way to my parents. My mom would know what to do about the mess I had gotten myself into. The only challenge would come from trying to explain to her how I had managed to get pregnant from a one-night stand with a man I knew absolutely nothing about.
The drive from Bristol to West Sussex was just the kind of soothing activity I craved for. I spent the hours on the road with nothing but good country music to keep me focused on nothing at all.
My Dad was happy to see me but Mom kept staring at me with a suspicious glare in her eyes. She could always tell when there was something wrong no matter how well I covered it.
Half an hour in her presence, I cracked. So I told them I was pregnant.
To say my mum was disappointed was an understatement.
"How could you let this happen?” She asked after some time, shaking her head in disappointment but I remained silent because I had nothing to say.
After some time, she wiggled a finger at me saying, "There is something you aren't saying yet. Getting pregnant aint all that bad, you aren’t a teenager any longer."
She was right of course. I had completely missed that part. I stared at her gawking like a stupid fool.
"Give her time to relax, Martha." My Dad pointed out to her.
She nodded but I knew she wasn't going to let go that easily. I had done the easy part. The hard part was telling her I had gotten pregnant through a one-night stand and I had no idea who he was. All I knew about the guy was that he was magic in bed and he was somehow connected to the company.
"Where is the father?" She asked almost as if she had somehow gotten the power to read my mind.
I tried to speak but there was nothing I could think of to say to her. I just stared at her with my expression showing I was a little bit frightened. She was a scary person.
"Honey!" My Dad growled at her.
She grumbled at him. I saw her distraction as my way to escape and I seized the opportunity without sparing a second thought. Hesitation was a dangerous move to make at that time.
I had decorated the room just the way I wanted. It was my escape from the harsh realities of life and I needed that; an escape.
Morning came and I holed up in my room longer than I should have. The idea of coming out to face her questions didn't appeal to me and I was having a horde of symptoms that screamed morning sickness.
I wobbled out of bed and walked to the dresser so I could use the mirror. My breasts felt heavy and I wanted to see if there was any visible change. Of course there weren't any changes yet, the pregnancy wasn’t even up to two months yet.
I placed my hand against my flat tummy and for a moment, I imagined a slight kick against my palm, but I was quick to huff and pull my hand away, because I knew I had only imagined that. There was no way the baby was even fully formed inside of me yet.
"Bree! You up?" My mom yelled from somewhere in the house which made me startle for a moment.
I was tempted to ignore her voice. She would think I was still in bed but knowing my mom, I was sure she would storm up to my room in an instant.
"M' up, ma!" I yelled back.
"Kitchen. I need a hand."
I gulped, instantly interpreting those words as ‘we have to talk’.
After rinsing my mouth and having a quick bath, I made my way to the kitchen a little self-conscious of what I was walking into. I knew this was her way of getting me out of my room and into her trap. There was no escaping it this time.
I entered the kitchen and saw she was busy kneading dough. She enjoyed baking just as much as I enjoyed drinking hot coffee before and after bedtime; maybe even more.
She asked me to help her with the other batch of dough waiting inside a bowl on the countertop and I did so. She whistled as she worked while I prayed quietly for the silence to remain till I was done. She noticed how fast I worked on my dough and how it made me clumsy for the most part.
Twice I cursed and had to start again to get it right.
"So how's work?" She asked, sounding casual, an act which I didn’t buy for a second.
I turned to stare at her as she worked on the dough. Even her expression was casual. There was nothing suspicious or sinister about it and that was the scary part.
"Uhm, you know. It's fine." I said in a tiny helpless voice.
I felt as helpless as my voice sounded.
"So you took time off, I see."
I gulped. I knew what was coming. Somehow I managed to will myself to give her an answer. "Yes, ma."
She sighed, then turned to me with eyes that showed sadness as I have never seen before. "Just tell me it isn't that good for nothing boyfriend of yours. What's his name? Sandy or something."
"Stormy." I corrected her.
"I don't care if his name is freaking rainbow. I just want to know if he's the father."
"No! No, he isn't."
She relaxed visibly, she really disliked him and it was very obvious. What had I even seen in him in the first place?
I relaxed too, which was a big mistake on my part because I was caught off guard when she said, "So who's the father?"
My mind sifted through my options very fast but they all felt like lame excuses that wouldn't fly. I knew my mother well. She would easily have made it as a detective.
"Why aren't you answering me?" She asked me while narrowing her gaze.
I just kept on staring at her, feeling suddenly tongue tied.
A look appeared on her face that told me in no certain way that her brain was working up an explanation for my silence. She was going to bust me.
Fuck!
My hands trembled but they were hidden inside the dough.
"Don't tell me -"
The sound of a knock on the door cut her off. This was my golden opportunity to buy some time. It was now or never. If I hesitated even for a split second, she would get her claws on me and stop me from getting to the door.
I took my hands out of the dough and left the kitchen walking as fast as I could for the door. I looked over my shoulder to see her trailing behind me.
"I know what you're doing. Get back here, Bree!" She called from behind me but I ignored her.
I opened the door as fast as I could.
The blue eyes stranger from the island– the one who I had seen at the presentation yesterday, stood there staring at me. I let out a perplexed scoff, it all felt like a little joke. I had come all the way to West Sussex running away from him yet like a fucking ghost haunting me, he had found me.
He stared at me with just as much confusion as I felt.
"You!" I finally said, pointing my dough-stained finger at him without thinking twice
POV: Michaelson TrevorI knocked on the door and waited for someone to answer.The Boones, who were the supervisors of this entire arena which I had recently bought for a new investment development, had been expecting me since yesterday but I was delayed by some last minute rearrangements. Coming early today was my way of making up for not showing up yesterday.Meeting the emerald eyed stunning girl that had managed to create a home in my head in the doorsteps of the Boone this morning, was definitely not how I had seen my morning going.I couldn’t help the grin that spread out on my face, while hers contoured into a scowl as she pointed her finger almost in my face.“You!” She almost got dough on my suit just as Mrs. Boone, whom I had met once, appeared in an instant, staring wide eyed at me."You!" She pointed her finger at me almost getting dough on my suit.I stepped back fast enough to avoid the white particles touching my suit, while trying to wrap my head around seeing her her
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BRIANNA'S POV I COULD call it bluffing but would like to admit to myself two basic things after they left: Michelson Trevor could as well be a mummy's boy and I like Mrs . Trevor.Those two fact were stuck to the back of mind and I thought about it as I helped in cleaning the table and emptying the trash.It was obvious right from the moment we sat across from the table and both ate,she had been charming all through dinner and I could not help but to throw glances toward her baby but once in a while.He looked different with her around, more like being tamed and more collected and cool.After they left, I helped my mother with the dishes outside. I could see the thunder flashing across the face of the sky as we did the dishes in silence.It was more like I was doing a kind of reflective thinking about everything that had happened and would soon soon happen, it was a fact now and not just mere thinking, guess or speculations I was getting married to him.After ticking out everything
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BRIANNA'S POVGUESS the soft comfy bed, wine or the warm bath I had, either one of those three.I can't figure out the exact one that had made me sedative, all I could understand was that after both I fell into a long deep sleep that I wouldn't be awake from till day break.It has been a while since I had that as well, the long dreamless night that was so hypnotic you wouldn't want to wake up from it even if the alarm rang a thousand times.When I finally did, it was surprising to see that those long hours I thought I had slept for was mere four hours. I kissed my teeth and rolled out of my bed wobbling with half closed eyes to the bathroom.After splashing a few water on my face, myimd became more active.I glanced at the close and saw it was still the early hours of the morning probably six am from how the moon was stil
BRIANNA'S POVHow fast was it to stop loving when it turns toxic?For me as fast as my heart beat in seconds.It had taken me nothing to make up my mind, perhaps two weeks of locking my door against myself and crying till I could feel my eyes go red with burning tears.This was not about compiracy but I was prepared to get through everything…As a matter of fact I wanted half of everything as well.Half of his wealth was going to make me obviously one of the richest female in the city and in a way it wouldn't affect him.For the next couple of hours all we did was talk about what I wanted—Which was to get away from the marriage as fast as I could.She has talked about it being more longer process and for all of cared I was ready for how messy it was going to become.Every part of me wanted to stay away from him.He was toxic this man, seeing him this morning reminded me of how much I hated him, it was quite a remindwr of why I wanted so bad to stay away from him.My husband was only
Michelson POVWhat in the hell I was doing. I thought to myself at the last-minute.At that time I was heading down the road, far away from where anyone could see me, it looked like I was drifting down the bowel of hell in my mind.There was a need to stop. I had to bring everything to a stopI tried to hit the brakes on the car.Fuck…I kept on pushing the brakes but it didn't work.All of a sudden I was starting to regret the fact that I decided to go down this path, I was regretting doing this at all as it felt like a very drastic action.What am I doing here?It felt like I was visiting another world, as the city passed before my fresh eyes as I drove deeper.I kept hitting the brakes as the car sped through, going off on the road with the same speed I had started with.As I neared the dead end , I thought about getting out of the car.The belt seems jammed, the door -I felt the wind in my face as it looked as though I was about to embrace death.Just then at the last minute,
MICHELSON POVWasn't it said that good music heals the soul?The music playing softly through the stereo was in a way depressing and there was no way to say why it was this way.I had picked that same music, I had always picked out any other days but today it did look like I was listening to a totally different song— It was like I was listening to it in a different way or perhaps hearing the tunes of the music differently .Either way I was not enjoying an but of this and in a way the way she was treating me was quite expected.The more I tried to take my mind away from all of this the more it became dawn on me that I might as well be a murderer.With own hands, I had committed this attrocities.In a way i wondered if she would ever forgive me, I would give anything as a matter of fact everything just for her forget everything but even to someone totally deranged that would be quite impossible.There was only way I could get my mind off all of this, and that was for me distract mysel
BRIANNA'S POVThere was only one word for how the past week had been and it was —Shambles!One could say I was a living shadow of my old self, and thanks to Michel he had totally out done himself making a mess out of me.That was what was, a total mess…I had dragged my feets through the tiled floor, ignoring the looks I got from maids and the greetings as well.The past one week had been nothing but hell for me as I was trying everything I could do with the situation at hand.The way the sun felt on my face, the fresh air—The taste of coffee like I had always loved it every morning, everything felt to me new.“Are you fine ma'am. ” one of the maids asked.Something in me whispered that she was not only asking for the state of my physical look but also how I was mentally as well, the whole feeling gave me goosebumps."Yes I am.” I replied , faking a smile. The truth was I wasn't, as a matter of fact I was far from being fine but like they say the truth is always a hard pill to swal
MICHELSON POV.What did I feel ?Pain!Absolute pain and there was no way I could get over it.Men are allowed to feel pain too ain't they?Mine was like a hard blow to the heart, I could feel every bit of my heart, stop then pause like this wasn't essential and just when I thought everything might be as well over, I felt it beating again.It looked like I had brought nothing but destruction Into her life, slowly I tried to play everything again at the back of my mind.If there was anything she hated more that moment it was certainly me.It was something, she didn't even need to say as it was glaring in her eyes.My face was inexpressive…Yet one Could tell that everything going on deep down inside me was absolutely shambles.Till now the only two people that knew about what truly happened was Brianna and myself and in a way I wanted to remain this way.The doctor ushered is about so she could attend to her, I took that time to take a long stroll around the hallway, stopping at the wat
BRIANNA POVIT looked like he was keeping the rest of the words buried from fear of speaking or getting how I would react.He looked at me for a minute not knowing how he was going to react to every bit of everything that was going on.When the words fell from his lips, I could feel the heavy weight of them."The baby is gone."At first I thought the words were just my thoughts playing out and he had not said anything, but when I thought about it again, I could hear the words playing again at the back of my mind."What?"I looked at my mother's face hoping it had something different…an emotion that would convince me this were lies.My heart beat shattered, and I could every bit of the piece and piece of my heart as it fell to the ground.The pain sent a raw ache through my chest and I could feel it pounding against it.My vision blurred behind tears and the shimmer of the sun on the marble floors, I couldn't hold it.One could numb any other emotions but certainly not pain, there was
BRIANNA'S POV.I Turned and saw him sitting right there, it was the last place I wanted him. As a matter of fact, I didn't want him anywhere around me.“Oh my god. You’re alive... She is alive! " He exclaimed as I stared around for a minute wondering what it was about him that I hated and disdained most at this moment.He glanced at me, a glint in his eyes filled with excitement. “I thought I was going to lose your"Perhaps, he shouldn't have said those words as I felt my memory returning back to me in full force.I felt a sharp pain in my head ...Staring at his face blankly at the moment, it was like staring into the face of the devil.If there was anything I wanted most at that moment, it was certainly having him closer to where I was.For all I know, I was done with the man.He tried to touch me but I took my hands away from where he was, flinching the very bit like his touch was toxic.As a matter of fact it was toxic, at least to me...I could feel the venom in his touch crawl
MICHELSON.Leaning back, against the chair in the hallway, I rested a forearm on the arm of the chair looking around at the events unfolding as I focusedmy gaze on the far end of the room.The anger In me was enough to raze down the entire room but I did well enough to bury it down as it burned in my throat and heart maring everything else in the process.My eyes skimmed up an inch to find the doctor again, a moment earlier she had insisted that I went back home after I returned there.The plan actually when I had gone home was to rest,take a fresh nap, eat and come back by morning but I couldn't do any of these things as I kept tossing and turning on the bed.The night was promising to be filled with nightmares so at the last second, I had dragged myself out of bed and now I sat in the hospital hallway wiping a hand across my face.My gaze darkened,conveyed every bit of my thoughts.In a way while I sat back in my chair, my humor was fading into the half empty hallway.My though
MICHELSON.THEY say real men don't cry and I wondered if emotions were really part of what made up the term manhood.I could remember just two times I had broken down to tears in my entire adulthood life:The first, was when I lost my fath.The memories still filled my mind like a scar that would never leave and I could still see it in my nightmares.This was the second time…It got me wondering how long I was going to get out of all of this if anything ever happened to her.Never, never was the right term to tell myself that I might never get out of this mentally if anything did happen to her.I paced the hallway worried and in a state that was quite tense.I felt the need to do everything and at the same time, I felt like doing nothing other than just walking through the white hallways of the hospital.Pausing by the dispenser, I grabbed a dispenser and gulped down two cups in quick succession running a hand through my hair that was ruffled.I was in a state of total mess both phys