Beatrice's POVMy head turned away as Tobias kissed the woman beside him. His eyes were at me as he took that woman's lips. Alpha Tobias intentionally kissed her to annoy me. As if I will be annoyed by what he did. I wouldn't get affected by it. I will not allow him to think that way.“Really? Are you sure you're not that affected by what the alpha did, Beatrice?” Trisha interrupted but I just shook my head.I focus myself on the training. Tobias will no longer train me because as he said, I'm already good enough. He has a new trainee to care for. But what Trisha had mentioned left an effect on me. I know deep inside there's really something I felt towards Tobias.I know that I'm jealous of the woman he just kissed earlier. It's making my blood boil. That event almost pushed me to attack Tobias and pulled him away from that woman, but who am I to do that?Who am I in his life, really?As long as there's nothing going on between us, I have to keep myself away from him. I have to keep m
Beatrice's POVSeeing the man you loved with another girl was heartbreaking. The way she was so close to him, I felt jealous. I should be the one next to him. Tobias should know about what I felt for him but I can't. I still can't find the courage to admit it. I am scared by rejections.Although my heart was agonizing in pain, I still tried to pretend that I was okay. The visitors' eyes were still on me. I am not sure what made him gazed at me like that but I just don't mind it. My legs are trembling but I did force myself to walk until I reached one of the tables.“Drinks?” Vera approached me as she saw me at one of the tables. I lifted my head and put a smile on my face even though it never reaches my eyes.I took the glass from her hands and drank it. “Thanks.” Smiling, I responded to her. Vera just smiled back and told me that she has to leave. I was alone at the table. Alpha Tobias didn't approach me and maybe it's all because of what happened last time. He's still mad with me
Tobias' POVThe anger inside of my heart was still evident from how I looked at her. This anger is not because of what happened last night but because of how she let Gavin take her out. She was unaware of the things that Gavin could do. That man is a jerk and I'll be talking to him later after I made sure that Beatrice was asleep.“What made you so… Mad?” I closed my eyes from what she asked me. Beatrice was really drunk. I don't know if she could still remember what she was doing now. The way she caressed my face, pressing my lips with her thumb, and the way she brushed her fingers to my stomach it's turning me on. I wanted to f*ck her so bad, but she's drunk. Beatrice has to rest.This woman really worried me earlier. I wanted to talk to her but I couldn't. The visitors who attended the celebration were not letting me escape. I have been looking for her after I talked to them but then I heard that Gavin already took her off. I was so afraid about knowing what Gavin could do. He didn
Beatrice's POVIt was past seven when I woke up in the morning. My head started aching, and was still spinning. I tried to recall everything that happened last night, not until I felt a heavy thing on my stomach. My head turned at the right side, and my eyes widened in shock. Alpha Tobias was next to me. He didn't wear anything except his boxers. His right hand was hugging me and it was the heavy thing that I felt earlier.Biting my upper lips, I tried to move his hand away from my stomach. I already remember everything last night. I was drunk after some shots with a guy named Gavin. He carried me to my room when Tobias took me from him. We talked while walking and then I couldn't remember anything after the talk we had. I have no idea if something happened between the two of us. The gown that I was wearing last night was already replaced by sleeping clothes. It only means that Tobias changed my clothes. I felt embarrassed and still do not know how I could face him. I should go befor
Beatrice's POVIt took me a while before I responded to Gavin who was still patiently waiting for my response.“I'm his wife,” I paused. “But that was only a contracted agreement between the two of us. It's a long story.” I added. Gavin has to know about what's going on with the two of us. I know he will still know about it because Tobias was his childhood friend.“Oh really, I didn't expect that. Tobias was still the same.” Gavin was laughing. I looked at him with my furrowed brows.It seems like he noticed my sudden reaction, so he already defended himself before I could even say a word. “Don't get me wrong, but that was Tobias even before. But let's not talk about him, let's talk about yourself. I wanted to know a lot of things about you because I think you're an incredible person.”I blushed from what Gavin had told me. Never did I imagine that our paths would cross here after what happened last night. I think Tobias will not waste some time to find me because he's with a girl. E
Beatrice's POVAfter Tobias admitted to me that he was jealous, he never showed up to me. He always avoids me every time that we are about to cross paths. But that's better. I didn't know how I could face him. My heart was always in chaos when he's with me.It was already seven in the evening as I decided to return to the mansion from the training grounds when I noticed a group of wolves. These were Tobias' men and they were loaded with weapons. My brows furrowed in confusion about it.“Where are they going?”As I was talking, my eyes were with them. Tobias' men seemed waiting for someone. Maybe they are waiting for their alpha because I didn't see Tobias there.“I think it's none of our business, Be. Alpha Tobias didn't tell us about his mission, so…” Trisha tried to block me from whatever I was planning to do but Tobias can't do that. I mean, he can't just leave without me. He told me that he wanted to bring me wherever his mission will be. That's unfair. I want to go with him. “No
Beatrice's POVAlpha Tobias took my hand to hold it. I never imagined that he would do that to me. I tried to pull my hand but he's holding it so tightly not allowing me to escape. In the end, I just allowed him to intertwine our hands with each other as we walked down the forest with the rest of his men. Tobias tells me that Raven and some of his men leave first to ensure that our mission tonight will be successful.While we were walking in the middle of the forest, where the sun was our only light to this dark place, I felt something very unusual. Tobias had noticed that, so he pressed my hands to grab my attention. I took a deep breath before I faced him.“What are you thinking of, Little Wolf?” His brows were furrowed as he waited for my response. I turned my eyes back to the way while speaking.“I couldn't explain it either, Tobias. It is just hard to explain…”The alpha couldn't stop himself from letting out a deep breath. He continued pulling my hand not minding what I felt.“S
Beatrice's POVI turned my head at Raven who was in front of us. Tobias was now facing him and waited for whatever Raven would say.“The werewolves were already in their houses. It's time for us to attack them.”My chest started pounding so fast as I heard that information from Raven. As I narrowed my eyes to them, all I could see were serious faces. They have been preparing for this plan and there's nothing that I could do about it. I couldn't stop Tobias from attacking the pack of my parents. After all, they abandoned me like I am not their child. They don't care about me. And now that their pack was under attack, I won't do anything to help them because I was part of the attackers.“Let's go.” After Tobias responded, the werewolves began to run in the village's direction. They have started transforming into their wolf forms and attack all the possible houses that they saw. Tobias and I were still standing as we watched this scene. The werewolves came out of their houses with eyes
Beatrice's POVIt's been three years since Tobias and I got back together. Three years that we were together, a lot of things already happened. However, our love for each grows deeply each day that we are together. The moon goddess is kind to us. She gave us another handsome son which is the fruit of our love. He's already three years old but it seems like he's still a baby to us.Tobias fulfilled his promises to me that he wanted to prove himself. The promise that he will never hurt me again just like what he did before. I have proven that and now we're living at peace, harmony, and in love together with our son. Tobias even fulfilled his promise to me to make me as his Luna to help him lead the entire werewolves. It was hard for me at the beginning but I got used to it. Tobias and I were helping each other to maintain the peace of the pack and so far so good, enemies never dared to attack us. I know there are still a lot of enemies who will dare to attack our place but one thing I
Beatrice's POVTobias wiped the tears away from my eyes which made me bite my bottom lips. I really wanted to kiss him now but I still have a lot of things to confirm from him.“Why did you end our marriage, Tobias?”Tobias let out a deep breath. He held my hands so tightly and I can't help but be confused about how he would defend himself from that.“I ended our relationship because I wanted to remarry you when the right time came. I wanted to create memories with you and make sure that all of us were just happy. Ending our marriage is what I think could make us create a new one. I wanted to leave all the pains that we have during that marriage and if you agreed, I wanted to ask your hand again. I wanted to marry you again. So, would you agree, Be?”I can't help but laugh at Tobias. He's asking my hand again although he didn't know what my response could be.“What if I say no? What would you do about it?”I was just testing Tobias and he looks sad because of my question. It is very o
Beatrice's POVHe grabs my hand so tightly. I looked at him, teeth gritted in annoyance.“You're not going to push me away. I will not allow that to happen.” Out of frustration for disturbing my peace in here, I slapped the man to his face. I even stood up and he did the same thing.“You know, I really hate men who use force on women. You should be thankful that I don't want a fight now because if I was still the same from before, you're not going to live.”My eyes were dark now just because of this annoying piece of sh*t. I wasn't able to see the surroundings because my attention was just on him. He was shocked from what I did but has recovered from it. The man was about to grab my hair when he was punched in the face. Someone punched him and it seems like I was back to my senses just because of what happened. I didn't mind who could be that person because what's in my mind now is to escape in here. I ran away not minding about what's happening. Tobias will kill me if he finds out
Beatrice's POVMy heart doesn't want to stop from pounding so fast thinking that we're getting closer to the pack of Tobias. It's been a while that I haven't seen the pack and my admiration to get back in here doesn't change. Of course, I left my heart here. My other half is here and it's hard to let it go.“Are you sure you can face him?”I looked at Gavin when he suddenly asked that question. A smile formed on my lips while nodding my head in response to him.“Yes, I can. There is nothing I should be scared of. In fact, I already prepared myself for whatever Tobias will say to me if ever we are near each other.”Gavin nodded his head while Vera on the other side pressed my hand telling me that she's here with me. I just let out a deep breath and focused my attention on their son who was sleeping in my arms. Their son really helped me to cope with the pain I have felt when I lost my child. He's also making me happy and I'm glad because Vera and Gavin trusted their son with me. They j
Beatrice's POVHealing takes time for me to achieve. It's been a year since I left Tobias. Moving on from the incident was hard for me but as time went by, I was able to do it. I'm living my life now in the pack of Gavin, where Vera lived. Vera and Gavin were blessed with a child. I spend most of the time playing with their child. This is my coping mechanism for the loss of my child with Tobias. And speaking with Tobias, I just heard news about him from the other wolves here. Vera didn't tell me about Tobias because she doesn't want to hurt me.She's protecting my inner peace which is better. During my stay here at Gavin's pack, I offered myself to be his gamma. I wanted to work to protect this pack because this is now my home and home deserves my protection. This kind of work that I have here really helped me to move on. I moved on from the pain, from the blame, but I haven't moved on from the love I had with Tobias. He's still the man I love despite the fact that we're not together
Beatrice's POVI kept looking for the possible place where Tobias and Christina would be. I've almost checked the whole place but I still couldn't find them. Tears started falling into my eyes but I'm not going to give up. I had to find out where they could be until I reached the back of the mansion, to the garden area.“Be, you should think twice about what you are going to do. I think Raven is right. Alpha Tobias can handle her. You should trust your husband.”I shook my head from Trisha. She's trying to stop me as well but my mind didn't change. I had to save Tobias from Christina. The moment I saw them, my blood just boiled. There were also some wolves with them. I don't know where Christina got the ability to control some of the wolves and most of all, I had no idea why she was able to control Tobias. It doesn't matter to me then. I know Tobias is under control by Christina's ability. I don't know exactly what they are doing here but I was already blinded by my will to kill her.
Beatrice's POVTobias' can't stop cursing when I started to cry. He didn't know what he had to do to stop me from crying.“It is not my intention to make you cry, Little Wolf. Please stop crying because it will affect the baby.”Just when Tobias mentioned those words, I stopped from crying. He wiped the tears from my eyes and kissed my forehead.“I love you, Little Wolf. Whatever will happen, always remember that. I didn't intend to scare you but you know death. We can't control it if it's our time.”I just let out a deep breath and smiled at him.“I know, Tobias, but I'm not ready to lose you. I just don't want to lose you. Don't leave me, okay?”Tobias nodded his head, while he kissed the back of my hands.“I will not, and I promise that.”Tobias' words made me feel relieved. After we talked, the two of us decided to go back to the room to rest. Tobias didn't leave until I was able to fall asleep. I was expecting that he would stay beside me but never did I imagine that when I woke
Beatrice's POVHaving no doubts in my mind, I accepted the offer. I accepted it because I have interest in being the Luna of this pack but because I wanted to help Tobias. I realize that he needs someone by his side.“Y-Yes, I will accept it, Tobias.”Tobias smiled so widely from my response. He pulled me and gave me a tight hug.“I will arrange your coronation and when you have already been crowned, it doesn't mean you have to start working for your responsibility. Your safety is still my top priority. I will not allow you to move. The main reason I wanted you to be crowned already is because I always wanted you by my side. You will just sit down like a boss. You were my boss in the first place.”Tobias' words really made me bite my lower lip. He even winked at me with a smirk on his lips. I always reacted every moment Tobias did something. Damn.I just really love this alpha that I am also not going to allow anyone to ruin us again.“Come on, Tobias. Don't treat me like a boss. You'
Beatrice's POVTobias' face earlier cannot be explained because of what I did. However, he softened when he looked at me. I just kept on asking an apology to him and we both decided that we will go back to the pack because I really don't feel okay. Tobias doesn't want to risk my life just because of it, so I just agreed even if I really wanted to stay. He's still the alpha, so I had to obey him.The days passed so quickly that we didn't notice. It's been two days already since that day happened and I was in the room now, doing everything I needed to do just to keep myself busy. Tobias has an important meeting with some of the important members of the pack. He didn't allow me to come with him because he wanted me to stay inside the house. I just didn't disobey him and now I'm getting bored.“Ugh. I wanted to see him!”Trisha laughed from what I had said. She's sleeping but because of my complaint, she was able to wake up.“You really can't take it if you weren't able to see your husban