Beatrice's POVI stayed for several minutes crying outside the room where Tobias was before I decided to go out. Despite what they did to me, it won't stop me from coming near him. I won't give up.“That's the spirit, Be!” A smile formed on my lips from what Trisha had told me. Thankfully, I have my wolf who I can talk to if no one wants to. It doesn't matter. I know after what happened, the entire pack already knew that I worked with the enemies. However, I can help the pack against Klint. I am willing to prove to them that I am on their side now. At this moment, I went back to where my room is. I don't care about Raven and Christina's threats against me. Yes, I consider those as threats. I will only give up if it's Tobias who doesn't want me, and hopefully he won't do that to me. I don't know what will happen to me if Tobias pushes me away. But I couldn't blame him. I was still the cause of his pain. Just like what Christina had mentioned earlier, I deserve all of this. Pain, and
Beatrice's POVGavin led me towards Tobias' room while Vera was on my side. I could feel the pounding of my chest knowing that we're almost there. I took a deep breath before stepping inside when Gavin opened it.On the other hand, Christina was stunned seeing us entering without her permission. She stood up from sitting on the couch, and walked to where we were.“What are you doing here?”I could feel from Christina's voice that she was mad with me. She really doesn't want me here as if it's her husband. Christina must be thankful that I let her be with my husband last night but I will not allow her now. I will not allow her to take what's mine.“We are here because Beatrice wants to see her husband. I heard you forbid her as well as Raven?”Christina looked at Gavin, which made me bite my bottom lips.“Alpha Gavin, I do that because Beatrice no longer has the right for Alpha Tobias. She was the reason for the alpha to be on that bed. Alpha Tobias has never been hurt like this before
Beatrice's POVTears didn't stop from falling to my eyes as I looked at Tobias. My heart was in pain thinking about him. Never did I imagine that Tobias seems to forget about what I did to him last night. The only thing he could remember is what I did before I saved him. That was painful but I can't do anything about it. This is all my fault after all. I should be the one to be blamed. If I just listened to him. If I investigated instead of running away, this wouldn't happen.“Tobias—”I wasn't able to continue what I had said when Christina cut me from talking. It seems like she was stopping me to say anything towards Alpha Tobias.“Can we talk in private, Beatrice?” I looked at her, and then with Vera. She was shaking her head telling me that I should not agree. However, when I looked at Tobias, he didn't seem pleased to see me. I don't want to make him mad even more, so I nodded my head towards Christina. The two of us went out of the room. Christina didn't say anything but I alre
Beatrice's POVI just didn't know how to start my life now. Yes, I was already back in the pack of Tobias but he's not beside me. He's with someone else's care who could take good care of him. That someone who will not hurt him. This is painful for me but I deserve this after what I did to him. I leave Tobias, I put his life in danger despite everything he did to me, and most of all, I didn't trust him before. In short, I've caused so much trouble. However, I am willing to correct it. I am going to show to them that I'm already on their side. My loyalty will be back at the pack of Tobias and it's no longer towards Klint. That man, this is all his fault as well. I will get back to him when the perfect time has come. As of now, I have to think about how I will start the day without Tobias by my side. I know Christina will not allow him to come near me, and that's what she told me.“You know, if I just can do anything, Be. I have tried to communicate with his wolf in the hope that he co
Beatrice's POVThree days have already passed since I moved out from the mansion. The three days of being back, my comeback had never been easy. Everyone is gossiping about me, saying things about me but I didn't mind it. I continue working in the pack. Yes, I was working in the pack and everyone is aware about it. They are also aware that Tobias and I were not together. He announced it to the entire pack as well as Christina. Gavin keeps telling me the condition of Alpha Tobias and for the three days, he's doing great. He can walk but there was a crutch to support himself. Christina was hands-on with him. I could say, she was playing my role so well. Better for her.Anyways, I don't want to be bitter here. My life will go on without Tobias. Although there was still a hope that one day, Tobias will come with me and tell me that he wants me back. I will just wait for that time. As of now, I have to focus myself on working in the pack. I worked as an assistant in the kitchen area and al
Beatrice's POVThe one who called my name was Raven. He wanted to talk to me about what he said last time and it is okay with me. I understand that he has to do his job. I don't question that. Raven was doing his job to protect his alpha and whatever the alpha has to say, he needs to follow it.One month had already passed when Tobias came to the Knight Pack to save me. It's been a while as well that I haven't seen him. I didn't dare to look over him because I know he's doing great. He has finally healed but yet Tobias still didn't talk to me. I don't know what happened to him. It was Gavin who kept updating me about Tobias' condition and I'm grateful that I am busy. That way, I have forgotten about him and Christina. I was still hoping one day, Tobias would come over to my cabin and we would talk about ourselves.Sighs.I am starting to lose hope now. Maybe he's happy with Christina and if I saw him happy again, that's maybe the time that I should let him go. All I ever wanted is to
Beatrice's POVSeeing Tobias again so cold at me, as if I was the most irritating person he met really breaks my heart. Never did I imagine that I would be this hurt. I thought I'm okay…But I was wrong. The pain has doubled seeing them both together. I was f*cking hurt to the point that my tears suddenly fell from my eyes. Just before they noticed my tears, I immediately wiped it away and made sure that I won't cry again. Fortunately, they didn't notice me crying. I don't know how I will face them again if it happens.“You have to calm down. Just don't think about them that much, or better pretend that they didn't exist.”I secretly nodded my head from what Trisha had told me. I am still grateful that I have my wolf. She was always there to cheer me up even in my toughest situation.I looked at Tobias. He was already looking at me as well as Christina. That girl was already smirking at me. I know she loved seeing me suffer. It's just so painful to think that she replaced my role towa
Beatrice's POVI could feel my heart pounding so fast when I realized who that could be. It's just Tobias and I didn't expect to see him here.“T-Tobias?”I was even stuttering when I called his name. He turned around, brows were furrowed. Tobias was smoking and this is maybe the reason he's here.“What the hell are you doing here?” I just can't believe that he's mad seeing me here. He walked to where I am and grabbed my hand. I grimaced in pain just because of how tight his grip was on me.“Tobias, it hurts.” I tried to take his hand away from my wrist but he didn't loosen his grip. It's as if he wanted to break my bone. Never did I imagine witnessing his anger at me. I just couldn't believe that he had so much anger with me.“Are you stalking me?”My eyes widened from what he asked. I just can't take it. Using my other hand, I slapped him. Just because of that, Tobias released me. I couldn't stop my tears anymore. Never did I imagine that Tobias would be the reason for my pain rig
Beatrice's POVIt's been three years since Tobias and I got back together. Three years that we were together, a lot of things already happened. However, our love for each grows deeply each day that we are together. The moon goddess is kind to us. She gave us another handsome son which is the fruit of our love. He's already three years old but it seems like he's still a baby to us.Tobias fulfilled his promises to me that he wanted to prove himself. The promise that he will never hurt me again just like what he did before. I have proven that and now we're living at peace, harmony, and in love together with our son. Tobias even fulfilled his promise to me to make me as his Luna to help him lead the entire werewolves. It was hard for me at the beginning but I got used to it. Tobias and I were helping each other to maintain the peace of the pack and so far so good, enemies never dared to attack us. I know there are still a lot of enemies who will dare to attack our place but one thing I
Beatrice's POVTobias wiped the tears away from my eyes which made me bite my bottom lips. I really wanted to kiss him now but I still have a lot of things to confirm from him.“Why did you end our marriage, Tobias?”Tobias let out a deep breath. He held my hands so tightly and I can't help but be confused about how he would defend himself from that.“I ended our relationship because I wanted to remarry you when the right time came. I wanted to create memories with you and make sure that all of us were just happy. Ending our marriage is what I think could make us create a new one. I wanted to leave all the pains that we have during that marriage and if you agreed, I wanted to ask your hand again. I wanted to marry you again. So, would you agree, Be?”I can't help but laugh at Tobias. He's asking my hand again although he didn't know what my response could be.“What if I say no? What would you do about it?”I was just testing Tobias and he looks sad because of my question. It is very o
Beatrice's POVHe grabs my hand so tightly. I looked at him, teeth gritted in annoyance.“You're not going to push me away. I will not allow that to happen.” Out of frustration for disturbing my peace in here, I slapped the man to his face. I even stood up and he did the same thing.“You know, I really hate men who use force on women. You should be thankful that I don't want a fight now because if I was still the same from before, you're not going to live.”My eyes were dark now just because of this annoying piece of sh*t. I wasn't able to see the surroundings because my attention was just on him. He was shocked from what I did but has recovered from it. The man was about to grab my hair when he was punched in the face. Someone punched him and it seems like I was back to my senses just because of what happened. I didn't mind who could be that person because what's in my mind now is to escape in here. I ran away not minding about what's happening. Tobias will kill me if he finds out
Beatrice's POVMy heart doesn't want to stop from pounding so fast thinking that we're getting closer to the pack of Tobias. It's been a while that I haven't seen the pack and my admiration to get back in here doesn't change. Of course, I left my heart here. My other half is here and it's hard to let it go.“Are you sure you can face him?”I looked at Gavin when he suddenly asked that question. A smile formed on my lips while nodding my head in response to him.“Yes, I can. There is nothing I should be scared of. In fact, I already prepared myself for whatever Tobias will say to me if ever we are near each other.”Gavin nodded his head while Vera on the other side pressed my hand telling me that she's here with me. I just let out a deep breath and focused my attention on their son who was sleeping in my arms. Their son really helped me to cope with the pain I have felt when I lost my child. He's also making me happy and I'm glad because Vera and Gavin trusted their son with me. They j
Beatrice's POVHealing takes time for me to achieve. It's been a year since I left Tobias. Moving on from the incident was hard for me but as time went by, I was able to do it. I'm living my life now in the pack of Gavin, where Vera lived. Vera and Gavin were blessed with a child. I spend most of the time playing with their child. This is my coping mechanism for the loss of my child with Tobias. And speaking with Tobias, I just heard news about him from the other wolves here. Vera didn't tell me about Tobias because she doesn't want to hurt me.She's protecting my inner peace which is better. During my stay here at Gavin's pack, I offered myself to be his gamma. I wanted to work to protect this pack because this is now my home and home deserves my protection. This kind of work that I have here really helped me to move on. I moved on from the pain, from the blame, but I haven't moved on from the love I had with Tobias. He's still the man I love despite the fact that we're not together
Beatrice's POVI kept looking for the possible place where Tobias and Christina would be. I've almost checked the whole place but I still couldn't find them. Tears started falling into my eyes but I'm not going to give up. I had to find out where they could be until I reached the back of the mansion, to the garden area.“Be, you should think twice about what you are going to do. I think Raven is right. Alpha Tobias can handle her. You should trust your husband.”I shook my head from Trisha. She's trying to stop me as well but my mind didn't change. I had to save Tobias from Christina. The moment I saw them, my blood just boiled. There were also some wolves with them. I don't know where Christina got the ability to control some of the wolves and most of all, I had no idea why she was able to control Tobias. It doesn't matter to me then. I know Tobias is under control by Christina's ability. I don't know exactly what they are doing here but I was already blinded by my will to kill her.
Beatrice's POVTobias' can't stop cursing when I started to cry. He didn't know what he had to do to stop me from crying.“It is not my intention to make you cry, Little Wolf. Please stop crying because it will affect the baby.”Just when Tobias mentioned those words, I stopped from crying. He wiped the tears from my eyes and kissed my forehead.“I love you, Little Wolf. Whatever will happen, always remember that. I didn't intend to scare you but you know death. We can't control it if it's our time.”I just let out a deep breath and smiled at him.“I know, Tobias, but I'm not ready to lose you. I just don't want to lose you. Don't leave me, okay?”Tobias nodded his head, while he kissed the back of my hands.“I will not, and I promise that.”Tobias' words made me feel relieved. After we talked, the two of us decided to go back to the room to rest. Tobias didn't leave until I was able to fall asleep. I was expecting that he would stay beside me but never did I imagine that when I woke
Beatrice's POVHaving no doubts in my mind, I accepted the offer. I accepted it because I have interest in being the Luna of this pack but because I wanted to help Tobias. I realize that he needs someone by his side.“Y-Yes, I will accept it, Tobias.”Tobias smiled so widely from my response. He pulled me and gave me a tight hug.“I will arrange your coronation and when you have already been crowned, it doesn't mean you have to start working for your responsibility. Your safety is still my top priority. I will not allow you to move. The main reason I wanted you to be crowned already is because I always wanted you by my side. You will just sit down like a boss. You were my boss in the first place.”Tobias' words really made me bite my lower lip. He even winked at me with a smirk on his lips. I always reacted every moment Tobias did something. Damn.I just really love this alpha that I am also not going to allow anyone to ruin us again.“Come on, Tobias. Don't treat me like a boss. You'
Beatrice's POVTobias' face earlier cannot be explained because of what I did. However, he softened when he looked at me. I just kept on asking an apology to him and we both decided that we will go back to the pack because I really don't feel okay. Tobias doesn't want to risk my life just because of it, so I just agreed even if I really wanted to stay. He's still the alpha, so I had to obey him.The days passed so quickly that we didn't notice. It's been two days already since that day happened and I was in the room now, doing everything I needed to do just to keep myself busy. Tobias has an important meeting with some of the important members of the pack. He didn't allow me to come with him because he wanted me to stay inside the house. I just didn't disobey him and now I'm getting bored.“Ugh. I wanted to see him!”Trisha laughed from what I had said. She's sleeping but because of my complaint, she was able to wake up.“You really can't take it if you weren't able to see your husban