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There's nothing I can do

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Seated on the cold room floor. My eyes became watery as I was at the brink of tearing up, all that was left in from of me was nothing but darkness ahead of me. What did I do to deserve all this?

A knock came from outside of my room. I stood up and opened the door, Celia who stood at the front saw me as I gave in to tears.

“Oh my God, Cassandra what happened?” I couldn’t respond, and continue to sober up. She walked in and held me in her embrace, soon after she closed the door and took me over to the bed.

“Cassandra, what’s wrong?” she asked worried.

“I don’t know what to do Celia. How am I going to live my life? What did I do to deserve this?”

“Sssh, don’t say a word anymore, just lie down on the bed. Everything will be okay.” She said as she patted my shoulder gently like a mother would do to her little child. “Is all going to be okay. Alright, you are exhausted, you should lie down and rest up.”

Just as she consoled me, slowly my eyes began to close, my vision was blurring and faded
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