Chapter Five
I looked up at the counseling building with disdain, I might not have a problem coming here every day to spend precious hours, but it doesn't mean I like it either.
I walked into the building, and a receptionist greeted me with a polite smile. "How can I help you?' she asked.
"I have a section with Doctor Finn this morning," I told her politely; I’m not always grumpy, okay?
"Oh, you must be Samantha; Dr. Finn is on the second floor, fourth room to your left," she explained, and I thanked her before leaving. I knocked on the door to the office; This had Dr. Finn on it and a muffled voice telling me to come in answer from the other side.
"No way it's you!" I silently screamed at the person sitting behind the desk named Dr. Finn; he grinned at me, motioning me to come in quickly as he stood up to give me a bear hug
"Oh, how I’ve missed your cutie," he chuckled as I squeezed him tightly into the hug. I did tell you all I like hugs.
"How have you been, baby girl? You've grown shorter," he teased, and I glared at him playfully.
“I didn't grow shorter. You grew taller, and I’m fine good to see you finally became a shrink," I joked with a bright smile as we both sat on the small couch in the office.
“Of course, I did it to help a troubled kid like yourself; by the way, what brought you here," he asked with a frown on his slim handsome face, his brown eyes looking back at me with curiosity.
"According to Mrs. Williams, I have an eating disorder and anger issues, and I am going through my rebellious phase," I explained to him and got an eye roll in return.
“You and I both know you have none of those, you are the biggest foodie I’ve ever known, and you don't get angry except someone crosses the line. Let me guess, she still calls you that?" he asked, and I nodded.
"Figures, that's why she would say you have anger issues. You don't have nightmares anymore, do you?" he asked with concern.
"Not as much as it used to be. Your turn. When did you change your name, big brother Aiden? I mean, I would have never guessed it was you."
“When I got my degree two years ago, it was a much-needed change. I don't want anything that would remind me of that place," he sighed, probably recollecting his time in the house while growing up.
"You should probably change patient; I look too much like both of them,” he chuckled and ruffled my hair.
"No way! I picked you when I saw your name. It's been a while; let's catch up."
We talked about what we had both been up to since we last saw each other about four years, three years ago, when he decided to leave home and stay away from our parents and their controlling but uncaring nature.
He told me about his girlfriend and how they had met at the Uni, he showed me her picture and all I could say was she was sweet and beautiful. I wished him good luck with his relationship, then went ahead to tell him how I had become a shut-in after he left, and no one cared anymore; Ethan and Bruce were always too busy sucking up to our parents since they had thought Aiden was kicked out for being rebellious not knowing the older brother had left on his own, Ethan mostly.
Not eating dinner with them at night or breakfast in the morning was why my mother thought I had eating disorders, and I always got angry whenever she called me Sammy, which is the reason behind the anger issue report. I would go days without talking to them or acknowledging their existence; that is why my credit card was taken. I have to call them whenever I need anything.
"So, you are telling me they put you in here without money and want you to call whenever you need the smallest thing?" Aiden asked, amusement dancing in his eyes
"Yup, that is correct," I confirmed, and he burst out laughing, and I couldn't help but join in as his laugh was contagious.
"Oh my, they don't know you do them? If they think I was hard-headed, they've probably never had to deal with you. So, my naughty little sister, what do you plan to do to retaliate? I’ll be sure to help" he winked, and I smirked.
Only grandma knew putting both of us together against my parents was dangerous.
" I blocked them on all my socials and phones, and I have extra credit only three of us know about. With a purse full of 100 bills, it will last me six months," I explained, and he chuckled. "You knew it was coming? “He asked me.
“I heard her talking to someone about it on the phone while I was helping Alana with her makeup for her date, so I made Alana open one for me and pretended to go shopping while I withdrew money from the cards and sent it to the new account."
“I trust you would," he chuckled
“I have two problems I'll need help with though"
"Let’s hear it."
"I have over twenty dresses I would never wear; I already talked to Lana. She said if I could have a way to send them out, she could sell them on my behalf. The second one is I have determined after causing a scene yesterday that I would never eat dinner with everyone again, else I might be locked up for murder or something, so now I’m asking if you could help me with dinner," I asked with a puppy eye that I know always worked on him.
“Don’t give me that face; I can help you with the dresses but not with dinner. They made the dinner like that so that everyone could get to know one another and also get along well, so you have to eat dinner with everyone buuuttt" he dragged out the but " you can ask for a mini fridge in your room, and I’ll provide you with drinks and snacks" he winked at me.
“You are the best!" I hugged him just in time for his alarm to go off
"WELP, how are two hours up? I guess I'll see you tomorrow."
“Yup, I won't dread coming here tomorrow like I did today."
With that, I left the office with a bright smile, happy that I could see my brother again. My smile disappeared when I saw some other kids were also done with their sections and leaving. I put back my perfect indifferent mask, not knowing someone had already seen me smiling.
I sat patiently on the couch in the living room playing SIM city on my phone as I waited for my mini fridge to be delivered; no one was inside the house, which gave me the liberty to sit down so casually and relax in the living room. I followed Aiden's instructions and asked for a mini fridge about a week ago, and I was promised it'll be available today, which is why I am sitting here today. I haven't had dinner with them since my second day at the institution. I ate breakfast and a large lunch, enough to keep me full the following day. I have been avoiding everyone, only occasionally seeing some in the hallway or living room while getting breakfast or lunch or while I’m going or coming back from my 'session' with Dr. Finn; for the most part, they have left me alone just stealing glances at me while I pass no one made the extra effort to talk to me, well if you don't count the persistent Arla and Dylan. They always tried to speak to me every time we met. Keyword being tried. I can be
I Slept well last night; I even woke up later than usual; it was 11 am when I woke up, and I wasn't even by myself. Someone had woken me up with a knock on my door. I dragged myself out of bed as the continuous knock became annoying; I opened the door to see Aaron, who looked at me from my head to my toes, nodded, and left without saying anything. I looked at his retreating figure in confusion, and knowing I wouldn't be getting any answer to his weird behavior, I went back into my room and decided to shower before heading down for breakfast.After my shower, I put on blue bum shorts and an oversized black t-shirt that almost reached my knees, my hair pulled up into a high ponytail, and I didn't bother with makeup since I wasn't going anywhere anyway. Aiden had given me today off, and I had all day to myself. Surprisingly, I was in a perfect mood today. I made my way downstairs, and it was empty, literally deserted, probably because they were hung over and still sleeping. I decided
I Scrolled through social media most of the day in my room without doing anything significant, watching funny videos and dog videos I didn’t even know when it became dark out; I felt like stretching my legs a bit; I haven’t worked out since I got here. I changed into something more comfortable for a run or just a walk around the open field in the institution, a black sports bra and black yoga pants that showed my endowed backside. I paired them with white sneakers, picked up my fitness watch and headset, and left the room. People were hanging around in the living room, but I ignored them and went to do my business. I heard someone whistle as I left but ignored whoever it was that got attracted by bubble butts. I stretched before starting my run to loosen my muscles so I wouldn’t have sore muscles tomorrow when I woke up. An hour into casually jogging around the field, I decided to rest a bit before picking up the pace for the last rounds. I sat on the bleachers taking deep breaths;
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Feeling mischievous and energetic and in a good mood, I put on my shirt, picked up my phone, and went downstairs. Seeing that everyone was still sleeping, I smirked and proceeded with my plan. Entering the living room, I turned on the TV and then connected it to the speakers, and then I connected my phone’s Bluetooth to it and went back to my room. Once in the safety of my room, I locked the door behind me, removed my clothes, and went to shower, but not before turning to the music app on my phone and playing a random party playlist. I felt satisfied when I heard the bass while taking a shower. I wrapped my hair in a towel and began my facial care routine. After putting on my robe, I moved my hips to the rhythm of the song ‘rock your body’ by Justine Timberlake as it was one play. With the beauty mask on my face, I went to pick what to wear for the day; I was in the mood for something more girly. I don’t know. I chose a pair of white shorts, a black crop top, and furry slippers. “I
“Okay! I’ll go first!” I giggled; having had three bottles of beer and other mixed alcohols tonight, I was more than tipsy Flashback to what happened this morning, “you, I, and loads of alcohol tonight., What do you all say?” I asked, smiling; Jerome smirked and shrugged “Princess, there is no way I’ll say no to alcohol and you together in the same place, count me in!” Aaron said with a cheeky smile and a wink “I’ll come if there are snacks involved” Cody grinned “Name the snacks we’ll get them,” I answered “Not that I can stay away from a party in my house; I’ll invite myself even if you didn’t invite me; I love parties!” Layla declared “Maybe I can finally forgive for almost splitting my head open; just have a movie inserted somewhere in between, and we are good to go.” “That’s my girl. You should loosen up a bit more.” After everyone agreed to have the mini party, I made Dylan and Aaron take me to the local Supermarket, where we got dozens of snacks and drinks since they we
“Nope, not really, but I have done some pretty shitty thing that could have potentially got me in trouble; the last one landed me here, though,” I explained. “Now I’m interested; please tell the story” Cody raises his eyebrow, taunting me about what I have done. “Alright, let’s start with the first one, it was a month or so after Ashley’s burial, and some kid was saying some shitty things about her committing suicide in the school cafeteria, so I ended up breaking two of her teeth, pulling half her hair out, and she spent roughly eight months in the hospital from a head injury” I explained. The listening people wear shock on their faces. “What! I’m not some innocent kid that runs to mama whenever someone bullies or say shit about me, well anyways; parent settled that, and it didn’t get to the news; the second one would be when I vandalized some public property and then signed my father’s name and phone number on it, others were just minor like shoplifting and more vandalizing. The l
I woke up with a head-splitting headache caused by the excessive alcohol I had last night, Last night! How many drinks did I drink last night? And then we continued playing that dare or drink game after everyone got over the shock of me lap dancing. ‘What’s done is done anyways,’ I shrugged as I willed myself out of the comfort of my bed, Wait! How did I get here last night? I tried rummaging through my memories, but the last thing I remembered was someone being dared to make out with me What is Dylan? Or Aaron? Cody? Fuck I can’t remember anything; I must have been drunk last night. I checked the time on my phone and saw it was 2 pm, damn I slept into the afternoon After taking a shower and looking decent with less headache, I made my way downstairs to make some hangover food for myself; I saw people hanging around the living room looking tired and worn out from last night “Good morning,” I greeted “Fuck stop shouting!” Arla groane
Chapter Twenty “You don’t get it, Aiden!” I whined, lying down on the couch in his office for my ‘session’ that only consisted of me talking and whining to Aiden, who always listens like the professional therapist that he is, He groaned playfully at me, rambling on about my predicaments, placed the book he was reading or pretending to read on the table, and slumped on the chair in a weird position that made his neck squeeze together.Mum would have been pissed if she saw him like that “Make me get it the; II mean, I don’t understand what other thing is there to get, he likes you a lot from what you have said, and you like him back. What is it I don’t get then?” he asked while sitting upright, trying as much as possible to make a serious face, to which he failed “That is the problem!” I groaned, not liking the way he was making the whole thing feel like a joke, but I should know better; he always takes things lightly, for longevity he said “What is?” he asked, confusion written on
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What did I do last night? I stood up, went to Arla, and dragged her to the empty kitchen. She looked surprised at my action but didn’t try to fight back or struggle; I gave her my most pleading and innocent look. “What did I do last night?” I demanded, hating myself for drinking too much the night before until I forgot the whole night’s event. “It probably will be better if you remember yourself, and we all promised not to talk about it if you don’t remember,” she said apologetically, refusing to meet my face as she played with her bracelets. “Was it that bad?” I was scared of what a drunken Samantha would have done to get weird looks and even a bet made out of it. Was it something I was dying of embarrassment for? “Nope, it wasn’t bad; I think it's cute, and you have a very seductive and sexy personality when drunk. Poor Jerome didn’t know what to do with you” She giggled while explaining. I was about to probe and ask more questions that might give me a hint of what had happen
I woke up to the warmth around me and snuggled closer to the source of the heat with my eyes still closed; I moaned in satisfaction and buried my face into the firm but comfortable pillow providing me warmth. Then realization dawned on me.Firm but comfortable pillow? You must be kidding me! I opened my eyes and was met with gorgeous-looking skin with tattoos all over it; his hand held my waist down tight as his tattooed chest rose and fell rhythmically. Don’t panic. After getting drunk last night, you didn’t get down with a stranger. You wouldn’t do it, Samantha.I tried to convince myself as I wiggled my way out of his tight grip; he groaned and held on closer as he muttered, “Five minutes more” hearing the voice sent shivers down my back, and I blindly kicked him out of bed in a rage.“Fuck! "What was that for?” he asked, startled awake from his sleep by the fall, he placed his head on the bed, and his emerald eyes glared at me.“What the fuck are you doing in my room half naked,
Ethan looked taken aback by my outburst, the room fell silent, and no one said anything. I have many things I wanted to say but not to him, definitely not to him. He cleared his throat and looked around the room, avoiding eye contact with me; I sighed and rested my back on the chair. “Get it over with, Ethan; you’ve got things to do, and so do I. I know whatever you are about to say is not your fault, and even if it is, I won’t blame you, so go ahead,” I urged, not wanting to spend any more time in the room with my mother’s male replica “Mom found out about Grace’" he finally said, and a shiver ran down my back; I balled my fist when the urge to smash something came over me. I knew they were trying to get in touch with me but weren’t to check on my well-being. When have they ever cared? “That's your fucking problem, Ethan; what does it have to do with me?” I asked, already knowing the answer to my question They never disappoint; they are so fucking predictable He sighed, still
My emotional meeting with Mr. Greystone ended with him informing me that my brother would be visiting, which of them I don’t know.And here I am, getting dressed three days later for my brother’s visit.I exit the room fully dressed in a pink ruffle mini-V neck jumpsuit paired with white sneakers with my hair down and a little makeup.I passed by Jerome’s door, and once again, like the past three days, I swallowed the urge to knock and apologize for my rudeness the other day. I haven’t seen him since the coffee incident in the kitchen, and I still feel guilty about pouring the coffee on him.I have been trying to mend my relationship with everyone in the house these days, and that’s one of the reasons I’m dressed in pink to meet my waiting brother. I allowed the other girls, Layla and Arla, to pick my outfit and do my hair so we could bond.Honestly, I don’t hate their company as much as
Chapter FourteenMr. Greystone looked shocked at my outburst, and for a moment, he looked sad, but he was quickly covered up. “Please calm down, Samantha. Let's talk without us getting angry,” he said with a smile. I nodded, swallowing my anger; I’m not quick to anger, trust me, and except for that douchebag Jerome, the only other people that get me riled up are my family.“Alright, I understand that you don’t want to be here, and honestly, none of the kids initially wanted to. They all had their own rebellious and anger issues at first until they realized that this isn’t a place where they are forced to be what they are not; we want you to change; we want you to be happy while you are here and even when you leave, so I’ll ask you, what is it that you want?” he asked looking into my eyes.The question hit me in a soft place What do I truly want?The whole reason why I became rebellious and always went against what my parents wanted was because of my twin sister; she was my best frie
I woke up with a head-splitting headache caused by the excessive alcohol I had last night, Last night! How many drinks did I drink last night? And then we continued playing that dare or drink game after everyone got over the shock of me lap dancing. ‘What’s done is done anyways,’ I shrugged as I willed myself out of the comfort of my bed, Wait! How did I get here last night? I tried rummaging through my memories, but the last thing I remembered was someone being dared to make out with me What is Dylan? Or Aaron? Cody? Fuck I can’t remember anything; I must have been drunk last night. I checked the time on my phone and saw it was 2 pm, damn I slept into the afternoon After taking a shower and looking decent with less headache, I made my way downstairs to make some hangover food for myself; I saw people hanging around the living room looking tired and worn out from last night “Good morning,” I greeted “Fuck stop shouting!” Arla groane
“Nope, not really, but I have done some pretty shitty thing that could have potentially got me in trouble; the last one landed me here, though,” I explained. “Now I’m interested; please tell the story” Cody raises his eyebrow, taunting me about what I have done. “Alright, let’s start with the first one, it was a month or so after Ashley’s burial, and some kid was saying some shitty things about her committing suicide in the school cafeteria, so I ended up breaking two of her teeth, pulling half her hair out, and she spent roughly eight months in the hospital from a head injury” I explained. The listening people wear shock on their faces. “What! I’m not some innocent kid that runs to mama whenever someone bullies or say shit about me, well anyways; parent settled that, and it didn’t get to the news; the second one would be when I vandalized some public property and then signed my father’s name and phone number on it, others were just minor like shoplifting and more vandalizing. The l