CARLA
Dragging up my suitcase through the wrecked and ruined staircases of my apartment was tiring, and I was panting like I had just finished a marathon.My chapped kneecap was a little bruised and bleeding from the few times I fell on my way up here and it was beginning to sting. But I couldn't pay much attention to it.I had a few more staircases to climb before getting to my apartment. My legs were wobbly and my arms were hurting from dragging my heavy suitcase.It would have been easier if we had an elevator, but the building was an almost demolished structure. The owner had a last-minute change of mind and decided to rent it out to students who couldn't afford a real, nice apartment. Students like me and my roommates, whom I guess should already be inside the apartment.We split the bills between ourselves and we've been able to take care of the expenses over the years we've spent here.I can't complain about the poor housing. It saved my ass and gave me a roof over my head. Surely, it was a hundred times better than not having somewhere to sleep at all.With a deep breath, I continued dragging myself and my suitcase until I finally got to the door of my apartment.I kicked it open and barged inside, falling to the ground and letting out a deep, tired breath.The gigglings from all sides just proved my guess – the girls were already here. And like every other time, I was the last person to return to school for the new session."Looks like someone ran out of breath." Tina teased, standing next to me and running her hand across my face."Do we help you up or would you rather lie there for the rest of the day?" Betty added with a chuckle and the others laughed."Yeah, she could be our new foot mat. What a lovely foot mat she'll make." Cindy joined in the tease.I was laughing my heart out but it was only getting me to run out of breath. The girls were always like this whenever I made my late return to school. They always tease me for it."Girls, have a heart. Please." I sighed dramatically, struggling to sit up. "You know why I don't always return to school as early as you guys do."Betty helped me to my feet and I went to sit on my bed. It was a small, worn-out foam that hardly passed for a bed but it was better than nothing at all."Yeah, we do." Tina sighed, wearing a sad look. While we were all agemates, we had months difference, with Tina being the oldest and me being the youngest."We're all Omegas but I think you experience more pain than we do. You go through more stress at your Pack because of their unending chores.""No, Betty, not really. I mean, it is stressful, but I've grown to love it. Maybe it keeps me from returning here early, but I don't mind. And no one's forcing me to do them, I choose to." I explained with a smile, taking off the small jacket that I had worn over my dress."Okay, if you say so," Cindy muttered, joining me on my bed. The room went silent but I was more focused on settling in."Could you help me with my suitcase? I need to unpack." I said. Betty nodded and pulled it over to where I was sitting. "Thank you." I smiled at her and slowly began taking out my stuff."Uh– Carla?" Cindy called with a bit of apprehension in her voice. An apprehension I hadn't noticed because I was too busy trying to settle in."Yes?" I mumbled, not glancing at her. I took some clothes to the small closet that we all shared. I mean, we literally share almost everything in this room. And even though we get uncomfortable sometimes because of its crampiness, we still manage to put up with each other."Is he still bothering you?" The question was low but it had a reverberating force with it. I slowly stopped what I was doing and slumped back on my bed, as the question aroused a million, unsettling thoughts inside me."We all know the reason you delay in return also has to do with the horror you face in the hands of his friends. Are they still on your case? Is Alpha Dawson still being a jerk to you?""I'm afraid things just got more complicated than that." An echo of fear accompanied my words and my face contorted in mixed emotions."What do you mean?" Tina asked as she came to stand next to me. Betty joined her too, hovering next to me and they were all watching me with keen gazes, waiting for my logical explanation.But I had no logical explanation for my words. I mean, I don't understand his actions either. It's been very weird lately, and it was beginning to freak me out.First, I interrupted his fuck session with Joyce and the sight of his huge cock had left me wet and made me entertain a lot of lewd thoughts about him.It was strange and I knew I had to stay far from him. Letting him mess with my mind and head would be very detrimental to me.And then, when I met him two days ago next to his room, he was trying to explain why he fucked Joyce. It made no sense.Why would he try to explain that to me? How was it any business of mine? And the fact that she came out of his room again proved that whatever explanations he was giving weren't real.So why did he try to explain at all? What mind game was he playing? What if I can't figure it out and I end up falling for his games? I'm sure he's planning something with his friends. They must be thinking of ways to continue making my life hellish.The thought of that gave me sleepless nights and left me very worried. It was the main reason I delayed returning here. If I had a choice, I wouldn't want to return to school this session.But Luna Giselle had insisted that I returned and I was left with no choice but to be back here."Did Alpha Dawson do something weird to you?" Betty asked curiously, as she patted my shoulder, ridding me of my deep thoughts."N–no, he didn't.""Did something happen between you two?""No. I just saw him a few times in the Pack and that's all.""So how did things get more complicated?""Uh–never mind that. Hey, help me put this in the bathroom, please?" I stretched out my towel to Tina and she reluctantly took it and headed for the bathroom.I flashed a half smile to Betty and Cindy, hoping it would kill their curiosity and they would stop asking me questions."Alpha Smith is here," Tina announced just at the same time his cologne filled the room and his footsteps interrupted the brief silence."Hey, friend." He beamed at me, hugging me and rocking my body like I was a kid. He let me go and nodded at the girls.They muttered their greetings to him with bows and returned to their corners, giving us the smallest privacy they could spare in our little room."How have you been, Smith?" It's been days since I last saw him. And yeah, I did miss him badly."Awful. You weren't next to me." He said, dropping his voice in a mesmerizing whisper. The girls began to snicker and I couldn't help the blush that filled my cheeks."Stop that." I playfully punched his stomach. "Now tell me, for real, how have you been?"He shrugged. "Good.""Anything exciting happened these past few days?" I asked, bending again to finish putting all my stuff where they belonged."None. Uh, can we take a walk, Carla?" He asked, stuffing his hands into his pocket and straightening his tall frame. The tiny, almost insignificant crease on his face showed he was uncomfortable with the audience. "If you don't mind?" He added."Sure." I nodded. He grabbed my hand and led me out of the apartment.I heard the girls do their usual silent cheer whenever I was with Smith and it got me chuckling but we were already out of the apartment. Thank goodness!They were such silly romantics who wouldn't quit pining and hoping that me and Smith become an official couple. It was impossible – Smith was an Alpha and I was just an Omega. Our worlds were too different and there was no way to merge them.Also, he would be meeting his mate soon 'cause he already clocked twenty. There was no way that would be me. I could never be his mate. It has to be another girl. Someone classy and sophisticated. Someone worthy of him.And lastly, I did love Smith, but just as a good friend, and he felt the same way. So there could never be any sort of romance between us.I've tried a million times to explain this to the girls but they just wouldn't believe me. So I decided to drop the explanations and let them believe whatever they deemed fit.Smith grinned as we walked through the iron gate of the school. My apartment was just a few blocks away, so it was easy for us to get here."Did you miss this place?" He asked, glancing around."A little." I smiled nervously. "Why are we here? The school session officially starts tomorrow. We have no reason to be here today.""I know. I just thought we could stroll the grounds. See what the schedule for this year looks like." I didn't say a word so he continued. "C'mon, it's better hanging out here than staying back at your apartment and being subjected to the stares from your roommates.""Yeah. I'm sorry about that. They were just being silly.""I know. That's why I try to ignore them. "The hallways had a handful of students who were lingering around. My frightened gaze searched around, just to be convinced that those bullies weren't here."Carla, what happened to your knee?" Smith pulled us to a halt, then he bent to get a closer look at my bruised knee. "Who did this to you?""No one. I fell down the stairs in my apartment." I explained, wincing a bit as he ran a finger around it."You should get it treated or it's gonna leave a scar." He said and took out a little band-aid from his pocket, carefully placing it on the bruise. "When you finally turn twenty, you'll meet your wolf and it'll help you heal your wounds. You won't be needing medical help anymore.""I hope so."He continued running his fingers around the bruise, and it gave me a tingling, relaxing feeling.But then I heard their loud, boyish laughter, and my nerves chilled. There they were, heading towards us.Oh, My God."What the hell are these jerks doing here?" Smith sounded irritated as he stood, shielding me with his body.I was trembling with each step they took. How badly I wished the ground would open up and take me inside. It would be a better fate than having to deal with Alpha Dawson and his friends.Glancing at them, I hadn't expected my gaze to meet Dawson's. But it did, and he was staring heatedly at me.It increased my fear and brought about a sudden wetness between my legs. But why? I had no idea.DAWSONThe beeping sound from my phone was a huge distraction for me and I fucking appreciated it. Listening to the loud moans and feral grunts wafting through the door was becoming tiring. It was nice to listen to a different sound.Taking out my phone, I checked the message that had popped on the notification bar. It was a text from – Michael?I looked up and he winked at me. Silly guy! With a smirk, I clicked on the text and read it inwardly.–The bitch screams like a broken record. Wtf?!–Wheezing at his words, I threw my head backwards, taking a peep through the small window of the empty hall where the screams were coming from.I could only make out the silhouette of the girl, with her legs held by firm hands, and her hand was braced on the only desk in the hall.Another beep and my gaze was back to my phone. This time, it was from Nick. Why were these two morons texting me when we were standing in the same hallway, with almost no distance between us?I clicked on the text and was
DAWSONI did a mental countdown in my head, trying to assert a normal pace where my breathing could fit in so I wouldn't have to give off those gruff breaths anymore. I stood on one spot and watched Smith inspect Carla's bruised knees jabbed hard at my chest. It looked like one hell of a romantic scene, where the guy looks out for his girl. But that's bullshit! He had no right to care for her. Or get touchy with her. She wasn't his mate. Why the hell was he bothered about her?I should be the one doing that – taking care of her and keeping her safe from falls and whatever she'd done to have earned the bruise. It should be me, standing next to her. Not him. Not this god-awful Smith Derell. Why the hell won't he just back off? Why was he making me hate him more than I already did? "Isn't that our little chipmunk?" Nick whistled in a mock tone, pointing at Carla, who had already noticed us and was fidgeting."Hell, yeah. It's her." Nick laughed, doing the whistling shit too. They always
DAWSONWild chattering and screams came from each angle of the apartment, as more people flooded in. Over half of them were students from our school and the others were random people who knew what a good party was and didn't want to miss out on one. There was a crazy supply of booze and it was consumed at a crazy pace. Bottles were littered at every corner like this was some psycho ward. The stench of bunks and cigarettes added to the frenzy and the loud music peaked the mood. Everyone was on cloud nine, taking up whatever corner was perfect for them and doing their shit. It was a mature-minded party -strictly R-rated– so nothing was too much here or out of place. Every form of kinky shit was welcome. It was the rules of the party– have fun and go wild.The school session resumes officially tomorrow and we will all be swarmed with academic work. Tonight was our only free night until graduation. That was why the guys had organized the party and just as they expected, it pulled half th
DAWSON"Why would I be here with her?" Smith retorted. "You train a bunch of feral dogs here and they sure as hell gonna eat her up. I'm not that stupid. I know better than bringing her to your hood."His words were nasty as hell and made me contemplate knocking off a couple of teeth from his mouth. But at the same time, they gave me a bit of ease too. Carla wasn't here. She wasn't at this party. There was zero chance that she would see this dirty side of me. That fact gave me a huge solace. "Then tell me. What the fuck are you doing here?" I asked, regaining my anger and spite for him. "Believe me, I didn't wanna be here either–""Then leave." I cut in bluntly, pointing at the door. "What's stopping you?""I was invited. And I gave my word that I would be here. I'm an Alpha. I stick to my word.""That's bullshit." I snorted with a dry chuckle. He was spewing nonsense. "There was no fucking way you could have gotten an invitation. No one wants you here. Not me and definitely not my
CARLA Every step I took on the grounds of the school gave me a couple of mixed emotions. I was happy to be back here and resume where I had stopped last session. And of course, there were also fun activities that made me feel thrilled to be back. But then, I was also scared of what would become of me this new season. Every year, I face a lot of misfortunes and I get sent to the school's clinic a whole lot more than was normal. I was everyone's target because the most popular guys in the school hated me. I was always singled out and dealt with. This year, I was hoping it would be different. Last night, I did a couple of prayers to the moon goddess. I don't want to be a target of bullying this year. For the first time since I got enrolled here, I want to be happy. I want to experience something that would change my life completely, but in a good way, you know? Maybe I was asking for too much, but there has never been any harm in praying and hoping. And deep down, I hope my prayers ge
CARLAHaving Alpha Dawson next to me right now was torturing. His alluring cologne infiltrated my nostrils, setting up an uproar at the bottom of my stomach. I refused to glance to the side, so I didn't meet his gaze. Instead, I kept my eyes pinned on my books. "Mr. Dawson, please take your seat!" The lecturer demanded."Can you move over, Carla?" He asked, in that deep voice. I froze. No way am I gonna share a seat with him. It'll be the death of me."No " I shook my head. "The seats are taken.""All of them?" He scoffed, clearly hinting at how ridiculous my words were. The seats were empty and there was no way they could all get filled up. Not even in hours. There weren't many people who attended this class. Just a few of us and I'm still shocked that he's one of the few. How did he apply for all my classes? How do I handle the pressure of being in the same space with him every day? Surely it wouldn't be easy to avoid him. But I still have to try, right?"Carla, please move aside
DAWSONI listened to the sounds of her footsteps until they faded and were replaced by an echoing silence.Seconds turned into minutes and then became a moment, but I had yet to recover from the shock of the conversation we just had.Fuck that!It wasn't a conversation. I barely said a word. And the few I said were harsh and didn't sit right with her. It was too late to take them back. She didn't give me a chance to redeem myself, but instead, she went ahead to burn me with her words.And all because of Smith. It fucking hurts listening to her defend him with so much passion, but she won't let me come a fucking inch closer to her. She adores the guy like he was the best thing that happened to her. But with me, it's different. She's either scared of me or lashing out at me with so much spite. Knowing she harbors that much hate for me kills me a little more each day. I know I deserve it. I deserve the anger, the hate, the curses. I deserve all of them. But I'm trying here. I'm fucking
CARLAOne week passed and Alpha Dawson never showed up at school again. After his fight with Smith, he seemed to have disappeared. No sign of him in my classes or the hallways or with his friends. He didn't show up in front of me anymore. It was like he finally took my pleading to heart and decided to stay away from me. His fight with Smith had been on the lips of students for a while. Everyone pointed out how he started the fight and the agitated altercation he had with Smith before the fight started. It was about me, again.I asked Smith about it but he was reluctant to discuss the fight with me. He repeatedly demanded that I let it go. And then, I did. I stopped asking him but I was still curious. I think I'll always be curious.Every day, I went to class with tiny hopes of seeing Alpha Dawson. Yeah, it made no sense that I wanted to see him. I wasn't missing him, no way. But then, his absence made me feel weird.It's like I'd gotten used to his constant pressuring and accosting.
CARLA "Hurry up, Carla!" My impatient roommates yelled from the bedroom. "Coming!" I yelled back from the bathroom. I was almost late for my first class. Just ten minutes more and I would be late. I slept past my usual time, so I had little time to prepare for school. I had already dressed up when I felt the wetness dropping into my panties, and then the slight ache in my lower abdomen was all the signs I needed that it was that time of the month. How did I forget? I'd been so busy with school and work that I didn't remember to buy some tampons. Borrowing wasn't my forte, but I had to, and thank Goddess, my roommates were kind enough to give me a couple of pads. But I needed painkillers, too, for the pending vicious cramps. They didn't have any. Now, I am scared of going to school. The pain was already brewing. It might worsen in school, and I wouldn't know what to do. I thought of skipping school today, but even that scared me the most. I had important classes, p
SMITHLoving your best friend has always been one of the most popular and romantic tropes in books and movies.I recall sitting in front of televisions and going 'awwn' as they finally realized their feelings for each other in the last scenes of the movie or the last pages of the book.No matter how much agony and pain they go through, it all gets sorted out in the end, and they admit their feelings for each other.It was fiction, but it was nice watching them. Until it became my reality, and I had to realize how different reality was. It sucked. The fights you have with your best friend might not strengthen the bond or make her realize how much you love her in the end. On the contrary, it might push her away into the arms of the guy you hated the most."You didn't come to get me," She explained, nervously grabbing my hoodie. "Smith, please…""Right. So I'm absent for a second, and he's already taking my place. What the fuck?""No one's taking your place. All he did was give me a ri
CARLA"What?" Blood drained from my face, leaving me pale. My lips went dry, and I almost lost my voice from how shocked I was. "It has to do with you, Carla. That's the truth. The whole truth."His confession was mind-boggling and exciting at the same time. Ever since I heard of his breakup with Tricia, I always suspected it had to do with me. But hearing him admit it felt a lot more exhilarating. It felt so unreal. My heart raced like in a marathon. Butterflies attacked the hollow of my stomach.His words repeatedly echoed in my head until I was almost smiling. Almost.He tilted his head, giving me such a dreamy look. "You have got to say something at this point, Ma'am." I gulped, rubbing my clammy hands on my dress. His stares were unnerving. I couldn't dare to look at him for too long.He chuckled lightly, and I glanced at him. He sucked in his lower lip, and goddess, it sent a definite tingle between my legs."You don't seem too surprised. I guess you already suspected it ha
DAWSON The noisy honking caused my ears to buzz, forcing me awake. I yawned sleepily, looking out the window. Geez, it was dark already! I rummaged through the car for my phone. I found it and checked the time. It was almost 10 p.m. How long did I sleep? Another yawn and stretch got rid of whatever trace of sleep that was clinging to me. Carla should be getting off work any second. Would Smith be picking her up? I checked the parking lot and there wasn't a sign of his car. Was he on his way? He had better be here soon. She shouldn't take the subway. Not at this time of the night. If only she would love to ride with me… "Goodnight!" Her giddy voice squealed as she pushed the revolving door, stepping out of the café. She looked around, maybe in search of Smith. No sign of him, so she sighed and took the sidewalks. Obviously, heading to the subway. Would she let me give her a lift? The question churned my mind. 'You'll never know unless you try,' my wolf echoed
DAWSONRick Taylor, my Beta, had suggested that I play nicer from hereon. Ditch my jerk attitude and try being polite and very gentlemanly. All day, I've tried to stick to that advice. When Smith came at my face, accusing me of manipulating my friends and flings to come after Carla, I should have forgotten my fist on his face, but I held back my rage. As hard as it was, I walked away. God, it was hard. But my decision to be a better guy was the only thing that kept me walking until I was out of the school building, into my car, and heading back to the apartment.I couldn't linger around. The chaos in school had my nerves at an all-time high. I needed to cool off in my haven.Hours later, I wanted nothing but to see Carla. Be sure she was alright. Tricia had pulled her hair and did a couple of shit. Had to see those things didn't leave lasting damage on her. Also, I had to clarify what happened between Tricia and me. She had to know the real story and why Tricia was blaming her for
CARLASmith was absent in the remaining classes we shared. And so was Dawson. When it was time to leave and head to the café, Brian came to find me. "Let's go, Carla. I'll drive you to your workplace." He took my books and my bag and led the way out of the building. "What about Smith?""He left early.""He's still mad at me, isn't he?"Brian didn't answer, so I took that as a 'yes.'My shoulders sagged. Today sure was one of the worst days of my life First, I got humiliated by Tricia, and now, Smith wasn't talking to me. It was all so depressing. I hated fighting with Smith. We rarely did. But the few times were always so suffocating and painful. Like a part of me was brutally cut off. It was the worst feeling ever. The ride with Brian was quiet. He did try to start up a conversation, but I was too drained to keep it going. So we just fell silent. I was trying to reflect on what I did that had Smith mad at me. He wanted me to stay away from Dawson. He wanted me to stop enterta
UNKNOWN Watching her cry was quite a sight. She was making a huge mess of herself, cussing out loud at Dawson and swearing to get her revenge on him. She was emotionally and psychologically fucked up. At this point, she was ready to do anything, however dirty it would be, just to get back at Dawson for the humiliation he had just put her through.It made her the perfect target for my plans. Destroying Dawson was my reason for existence. Bringing him to crumble was my destiny. But I could never achieve that alone. I needed allies. Folks that had as much resentment as I had for him. Or even more.Bittered folks who wouldn't mind doing anything; going to any length; shedding blood, just to have their revenge.Anger was the strongest emotion ever, and it tended to blindfold its victims. It made them easier to manipulate. Just like her. She was oozing with murderous rage. It wouldn't be hard to convince her to join my quest to destroy Dawson. But to convince her, I had to reveal myself
CARLA"What are you talking about?" I fought back my tears, with my hand on the spot where she hit me. It was stinging a lot. Students piled up, already forming a crowd, taking photos and making videos. I hate moments like this the most. I hated being the center of attention. That was why I always avoided being on anyone's bad side."You don't know?" She scoffed, amidst tears. "You really don't know, or you're pretending not to know?!"She yanked my hair, bumping me into the locker. Gasps and shrieks erupted in the hallways, as she viciously pinned my face against the locker. I cried out in pain, but she only went harder on me."What the fuck do you think you're doing?!" Smith demanded. I wasn't looking at him to know how upset he was. But from his voice, I could tell he was almost getting feral. "Stay out of this, Smith!" She barked at him, tightening her grip on my hair. Tears stung my eyes as she slammed my face into the locker again. "Stop it!" I cried. "Please!" "It's all y
CARLAI didn't have a perfect response to his question, so I remained silent. Guiltily silent. Running away from him wasn't exciting for me either. But my heartbeat always got unreasonably loud and rapid whenever he was close. My breath hitched too, and I found it hard to act normal. And don't get me started with the wetness that always drenched my panties when I stared too long at his overly handsome face.In simpler terms, I was always a chaotic mess with him around. And I didn't want him to see that. His gaze was always so intense that I feared he might see through me. That was why I always made a quick exit.It would be embarrassing if he saw what mess he always made out of me each time he approached me. He gave a soft chuckle at my silence. "Just tell me when and where you want us to meet for the project. I'll be there. Wherever it is."He began taking slow steps to the door, with a hand in his pocket, and I followed at his pace, with my head lowered nervously. The girls were