Ch-193. Steamy times

Ethan's POV:

My heart misses a beat and my breath hitches in my throat. The moment she mentions that Adrin, the sweet little boy I had seen on the day of the award ceremony, is her son– her biological son, I lost it.

For a moment I'm completely unable to fathom the thought of her being with someone else, touched by someone else, hugged and kissed by someone else!

There is no way that she could be with someone else… that's my place, and it will always remain mine.

Within the span of a few seconds, I have started feeling like it would have been a million times better if she had simply stabbed me several times with a knife, rather than breaking this news to me that there is even a single percent of chance that she could move on, and she might have used it too.

All of a sudden, my life has started to seem more like a burden to me, than a blessing, as my heart clenches.

I am feeling this pain with such an intensity that I end up losing all my senses for a moment… whatever she is saying,