Blue's POV
Nicholas rested his back against the wall and crossed his arms. His devilish eyes aren't leaving mine. He looked like a Greek god, a ruthless Greek god who would make anyone bow down to him. He's evil and handsome. He's intimidating me. His red and wet lips are distracting me. Including his exposed body which seemed like to be sculpted by the greatest sculptor. He's so freaking handsome!
He cocked an eyebrow after a series of seconds. "I'm waiting."
I pressed my lips together and slowly lifted my trembling hands. His eyes are telling me that if I didn't undress, he would undress me himself. That would be more humiliating and embarrassing for me.
I saw how his lips twitched as I slowly lifted my blouse. Just my upper body, right? Since he's covered in the lower region, I guess he won't ask me to take my pants off.
I sucked my breath and dropped my blouse on the floor.
He suddenly whistled while staring at my naked body. I wanted to cry in humiliation. I squeezed my eyes closed and slowly reached the hook of my bra.
I saw how he clenched his jaws when I successfully unhooked it. His eyes even flickered with desire.
Oh, God!
I pressed my lips together. I was about to completely remove my bra when he stood straight and spoke… "Stop. Wait for me in the living area."
My breathing almost stopped as he turned his back on me. He entered the bedroom behind him and slammed the door.
That was close! That was so freaking close! Damn you, Blue Rivers!
*** Nicholas' POV
I clenched my jaws after I slammed the door. That f-cking sexy and creamy body aroused me big time. I want to crash my lips on hers. Touch her body. Mark her mine but I don't understand why I stopped her when she's about to remove the piece of clothes covering the part of her I wanted to see. F-ck!
Why did I stop her? Was it because of the tears at the corner of her eyes? Was it because of her innocent face? Was it because of her defenseless state? Why?
I'm not soft hearted. I'm a rebel but why do I feel like that woman is turning me into someone I didn't know?
No! She was sent by my father. I don't have f-cking plans of inheriting his mafia business and no, I will never do the same mistake again. She was sent by my father. Chosen by my father. What is he up to again?
I gritted my teeth and dressed myself. I rushed to the living area with an annoyed face, determined to shoo her away but I stopped a few meters away from her. My lips parted as I watched her sitting on the couch, legs squeezed together and hands clasped. She looks like a scared kitten.
My eyes wandered on her body. I swallowed hard. I want to strip her naked. F-ck!
I want to take her clothes off. I want to see her sexy body. The more she's dressed, the more I wanted her to strip. My breathing hitched as I felt thousands of electrifying desires rushing through my veins.
No! F-ck! Get it together, Nicholas Sanford!
I walked towards her and sat across from her. I saw how she stiffened upon my arrival. I rested my back on the single couch. I licked my bottom lip and stared into her face. Her eyes are elusive, showing how my presence affects her. I grinned.
"So," I started and glanced at the luggage on the floor. I looked at her again. "I have rules in here, woman. While you're living with me, I want you to follow my rules."
Her tempting lips parted as she looked at me and looked away again. Her cheeks are flushed. Probably because of what happened earlier? She's shy!
"W-What rules?"
I smirked as I lifted my balled fists and slowly showed my thumb. "First, you're not allowed to enter my study room."
She slowly nodded, so I continued. I showed my forefinger. "Second, you're not allowed to butt in my business. No matter what you hear or see, you can't butt in. Especially at night, woman."
She gasped as she looked straight into my eyes. It seems like she has something to say but in the end, she pressed her lips together and disregarded her thoughts.
Obedient. That's what I like the most. I smirked and showed my middle finger, joining the first two. "Third… hmm! I will add any rule as I please."
Her eyes showed disagreement. She finally got the courage to argue. "B-But that's unfair! The… The third rule is not fair, Nicholas."
My lips twitched. "Do I always need to be fair, woman?"
Fair. The world itself is unfair, why would I be fair?
She looked down. "I-I just thought it's unfair."
I pulled myself up and sat beside her. I saw how she flinched. Her soft arm touched mine. She's so warm. She's so soft and smooth.
I stared down at her. Her eyes are rebellious. I licked my lower lip and clenched my jaws. I felt the combined desire and anger rushing through my veins. I feel hot looking at her face.
I moved my face closer and brushed my nose against her cheek. It was so soft. And damn! She smells so nice. I wanted to squeeze her body against mine or just simply smell her all night. She's a f-cking temptation.
"W-What are you doing, Nicholas?" She asked in a worried tone. I can even feel her fingers trembling on her knees.
I moved away a little and stared at her face. "You are not allowed to question me, woman. You were sent by my father. You are here to be my wife, remember? So, whether you like it or not, you are mine. And remember not to break any rules, or I'll punish you real bad."
She stared into my eyes. Her chest is moving rapidly up and down. "C-Can I make my own rules?"
Hmm? Her own rules? I smirked and rose from my seat. I pushed my hands inside my pocket and looked down at her. She's not looking at me. My forehead creased and I leaned to her. Using my forefinger, I touched her chin and lifted her face, making her look at me.
Her shocked eyes met mine. My gaze, then, went to her parted lips before I looked into her eyes again. "I will be very glad if you could do something for me tonight, woman."
She gaped at me. "H-Huh?"
I moved my face closer to hers, she stiffened and her breathing stopped. I smirked. "Why don't you please me tonight? Let's see how good you are."
Blue's POVDanger. That's what my mind is saying. Lust and danger is very visible in Nicholas' eyes. My heart is racing and my palms are sweating. I don't want any more trouble with him, but I can't think properly. I want to avoid him because I know, from the very first time I saw him, I know, he's not good for me. He's affecting me in a silly way and I don't like it."You can feel it, right?" He asked dangerously. "You can feel the lust. I know."I looked away, unable to withstand the tension in his eyes. "I-I don't know what you're talking about."He chuckled and sat beside me again. I was about to leave when he grabbed my wrist and pulled me. I landed on his lap, making me gasp. I put my trembling hands on his shoulder with an attempt of pushing myself up but he held my waist and pulled me closer to him.I gasped at the intimate contact. I'm sitting on his lap and it's not making it easy for me. I feel like I'm burning. A sudden flame ignites within me and I can't stand the burning
Nicholas' POVMy eyes squinted as memories of last night crossed my mind. Why did I go easy on her last night? I don't understand myself. I've never been this confused in my whole life. Blue Rivers. That woman is doing something in me that I couldn't figure out. What's happening to me?After showering, I went to the kitchen and found Blue Rivers on the dining table. She's sitting there patiently. She cooked our breakfast and I supposed she's waiting for me to wake up.Crossing my arms, I rested my left arm against the door frame. I watched her sit there, doing nothing.She suddenly looked at my spot. Her face showed shock and she quickly rose from her seat. She awkwardly pointed at the empty chair across from her. "Uh… I cooked our breakfast."I know. I'm not blind. I pursed my lips and stared at the food. She quickly assisted me, putting soup on my bowl as she looked at me. "Have a taste."I shot an eyebrow up as I scooped a spoonful of soup and tasted it. Hmm! Damn! Did she cook thi
Blue's POV"I haven't made any rules!" I argued while he remained staring at me with those dangerous and cold stares.He licked his bottom lip and shot an eyebrow up. "You just did, woman. The first rule was, you can make rules."I gasped and pressed my lips together. This cunning man! I can't believe this. He's indeed the son of a mafia leader. He can play his cards well. Damn him! I can't believe he's this manipulative.I looked away, feeling uncomfortable. "What… Uh! Which part do you want?"I heard him chuckle. I want to look at him and glare but I think I'd lose my life the moment I did that.He moved away from me. I thought he's gonna leave but he just sat on the dining chair and smirked at me. "Come here, woman. Let me think about it."I swallowed hard and walked towards him at a very slow pace. I couldn't look straight into his ruthless eyes. I just can't believe I fell into his trap.He slowly tapped his right leg. "Sit here."My eyes widened. I was about to protest when he g
Blue's POVI heaved a sigh after thinking about what happened this morning in Nicholas' penthouse. I can't believe I had a deal with him and I lost to him. He was very cunning and I hate him for manipulating me like that."Blue?"I coughed and looked at Doctor Trevor, who's talking to me. I chewed my bottom lip and scratched my cheek. He's convincing me to be his assistant. I don't understand why he considers me knowing I didn't finish college."I know you're hesitant, Blue," he added. "You're probably thinking why I chose you when there are suitable nurses here. I chose you because you're capable, Blue."I felt my cheeks heated. He's complimenting me again. Last time, he complimented me because I assisted him. His assistant nurse was sick last time, so he doesn't have someone to assist him and since I'm not busy that day, I offered my help and he's satisfied with my work."Uhm, doctor Trevor. Wouldn't it be unfair to your assistant and to other nurses here? I'm just a janitress and I
Blue's POVI opened my lips to answer but I wasn't given a chance. Nicholas barged in my room without waiting for my reaction. He sat on the bed and looked at me, making me tremble for an unknown reason. He tapped the space beside him while his eyes were intensely watching me. "Sit here."I could feel the tension in my heart as I slowly walked towards him. A head massage. Yes! He's probably asking for another massage.Laughing nervously, I stood in front of him. "Y-Your head hurts again? You want another massage? Y-You can lay on… the bed."He shot an eyebrow up. "That's a good idea, but I have a better one.""What—Ah! Nicholas!" I shrieked and screamed when he grabbed my wrist and pushed me to the bed. He parted my legs using his knee and settled himself between my parted legs. He's on top of me, looking straight into my eyes.My cheeks heated, realizing our position. This is very embarrassing. Our bodies are so close to each other. I can feel the heat coming from his body. His rock-
Nicholas' POVI watched her eyes widen as I put her hand on my crotch. I like how her face turned red after realizing what I did. Her lips started trembling and she attempted to withdraw her hand.I chuckled and slowly shook my head. I stared at her dangerously. "Uh uh! I made you cum."Her flushed face reddened even more. I shot an eyebrow up. She's so adorable right now but because she pissed me off because of what happened when I fetched her, I won't let her off tonight.Rage is overpowering me again. Seeing her being touched by another man is making me so furious. She's mine!"N-Nicholas…" She couldn't say what she wanted to say. Oh! My kitten has become defenseless again, I see.I smirked as I stared at her flushed face. She seemed inexperienced. I wonder how it feels to devour her untouched body. It would definitely please me. Damn girl! I'd taste every inch of her body.She was given a chance to withdraw her hand when I put my hands on her sides as I slowly leaned to her. Her b
Blue's POVI shook my head while thinking about everything that happened for the past week. Little by little, I found myself getting comfortable having Nicholas around. After the night we pleasured each other, I would always end up thinking about him. That's not all because I caught myself twice, touching myself in the bathroom while imagining him doing it.I was so embarrassed of myself after that incident. I masturbated thinking about Nicholas Sanford. The heir to a freaking mafia empire. No! That was freaking insane!I must have gone crazy! It started that night. He was so hot while guiding my hands. He was so tempting while groaning underneath me as I moved my hands up and down his manhood.My cheeks heated as the memories of that night crossed my mind, followed by images of myself touching myself.I chewed my bottom lip and squeezed my legs together. I looked at my phone, waiting for Nicholas to text me.Actually, he's been picking me up from work everyday for the past week. I'm
Nicholas' POV"She might be a trap set by your father, Nicholas."I lifted my face and looked at Theo. He's my friend, the only trusted friend of mine and we're here in the newly opened bar, drinking.Blue Rivers might be a trap. Yes! I know that. She's dangerous since she was sent by my father to tame me but I can handle myself and I can definitely handle her. I can even make her follow my words without asking why. She's someone I can use to play this game with my father and besides, she's useful to me. She could please me. Might as well enjoy this setup since I was privileged. My father didn't fail to meet my expectations. He picked a woman that has the trait I want. Warm and innocent. But to his luck, I'm wiser than himI nodded. "I know. Good thing, I can manipulate her."He chuckled. "Well, that's how Nicholas Sanford works."I lifted my hand, showing a gun shape. I grinned. "No one is allowed to manipulate Nicholas Sanford. Whoever tries will taste hell. That woman can never tam
Nicholas’ POVI’ve been staring at my wife’s face for almost an hour now. My wife. A smile crept on my lips because of that one word that seemed so simple but meant a lot to me. I married her yesterday. Our marriage should’ve happened five years ago if she didn’t disappear and lost her memories but it’s fine. The time we spent apart didn’t go to waste anyway. In the end, she’s back in my arms. In the end, she’s still mine. It’s so fcking enchanting to reminisce about the past while staring at her face. Who would’ve thought that my father’s idea would work like this? I can’t blame him for choosing Blue. This woman has a lot of traits to impress everyone around her. This woman is fcking lovable and so damn lucky to have her as my wife. An angel who fell in love with a devil? I thought this would only work in romance books and movies but love is really magical, huh?“Daddy?”I kissed my wife’s forehead before opening the bedroom door for my daughter. Blue doesn’t want to leave Nicholai,
Blue’s POVWearing my elegant wedding dress, I’m standing nervously under the arch of the decoration. We’re having a garden wedding. I couldn’t see Nicholas from where I’m standing and it seems like adding to my nervousness. I’m feeling so many emotions. Fear, excitement, happiness, anticipation and everything I could’t name.I’m finally marrying Nicholas. I’ve been so lonely ever since my parents died. I’ve been so lonely and hopeless especially after Luke left me without a word. I thought I wouldn’t find someone who would love me. I thought I’m actually meant to be alone but fate has another plan. I was entangled with the rebellious son of a ruthless mafia lord. Nick Sanforf became the bridge who brought me to Nicholas. At first, I really found it unjust and ridiculous but now thinking about everything that happened, I must say everything was planned. Everything that happened was fated to happen.“Are you ready?”I lifted my face to see the organizer of the wedding. She’s smiling so
Blue's POV"I wanna kiss you all day, all night… forever…"I chewed my bottom lip. We're dancing beside our table here in an exclusive restaurant. He kept on whispering sweet words, making my heart flutter so much."You'll love my kisses that you won't be able to sleep without it."I hit his chest. "Stop it! It sounded like you're enchanting me."His lips twitched. "Are you enchanted?"I laughed again. "Just stop it, Nicholas.""Make me," he challenged and leaned closer.He chuckled and kissed the tip of my nose. "Get your lips ready. I'll make sure to make it swollen from my kisses after we get married."I frowned at him. "Are you challenging me?""Kinda. Why? You're challenged?"Chuckling, I pinched his side. He dodged and laughed. We're so comfortable with each other and I like it. Conversing with him like this makes my heart jump in happiness. I have finally found my soulmate.He stole a kiss from my lips and grinned. "What did you eat?"I frowned. "Huh?" I glanced at the table. "
Blue's POVI was staring at the wall. My mind was blank and my eyes were swollen. I cried all night after the doctor announced Edward's death. He was shot in his chest, straight to his lung. I want to hurt Laura but she's also lying on the morgue bed, cold and pale. I want to find someone to blame but I can only blame myself. It was all my fault. I caused his death.I swallowed hard and caressed my chest. The pain in my heart doesn't want to vanish. Losing Edward feels like losing the person who gave me another reason to live. It's so painful."Blue."I lifted my face only to see my old friend's face. Fiona, Ivy, Liza and Trevor. I smiled at them. "Hey!""Are you okay? Your husband is now stable. I checked him myself," Trevor asked and sat beside me.I nodded at him. "I'm fine. Thanks for checking on him.""Sunny told us about what really happened." It was Ivy, who caressed my shoulder.I held her hand. "Thank you for coming here, girls."After a short conversation with them, I went i
Blue's POVI gritted my teeth after I saw the real Laura escaping. She ran to the forest, carrying a gun. I was about to follow her when a hand grabbed my arm. A punch welcomed my face as I saw the fake Laura's grin. Nicholas was behind her. He couldn't move as he stared at the woman in front of me.I licked the blood off my lips and pushed the ground, supporting my weight to stand on my feet."Hi, Blue." She chuckled. "You'll pay for shooting me."I glanced at her wounded knee. I gritted my teeth and balled my fists. "I don't have time for you.""Oh uh! Would you rather leave your dear fiancée with me?"Laughing sarcastically, I stared at her. "You think I'm that stupid?"I lifted my arm holding a gun and pointed it at her forehead. She chuckled as she slowly faced Nicholas behind her. "Nicholas, would you let her shoot your mom?"Nicholas gasped. Fck! I pressed my lips together and stared at Nicholas. He slowly turned to me. He's having a hard time. He knew that the woman in front o
Blue's POV"Come on, Blue. Today is Nicholai's birthday. Let's celebrate this special day on a date. Let's have girls bonding."I stared at Mari and shook my head. "Mari, you know that I can't put Nicholai's life in danger. Laura's around, roaming. Promise, we'll take her out after all the mess."She frowned and nodded. "Fine! I just missed my baby princess."I pressed my lips together. She really cares for Nicholai and it's definitely because of Nicholas. Laura managed to get Nicholai's trust in Mari's character. I also figured that she won't really hurt Nicholai because she still wants Nicholas. I want to feel pity. I'm hurting for her, but I won't tolerate her. She've done so many mistakes. She've done crimes. She need to pay for her sins."Blue, are you okay?"I smiled bitterly. "I want all of these to end, Mari. I'm so tired to this chasing game. I just want Laura to pay for her sins. That's all I want."Mari stared into my eyes. An emotion crossed her eyes. Anger. Why didn’t I r
Blue's POV"You sacred the fck out of me!" Nicholas growled at Theo. We all are in the living area. After the explosion, Nicholas ran to check on the burning car, thinking Theo was inside, but Theo luckily survived. He said he went out of the car again because he forgot to give his gift to Nicholai. I was so thankful that he has an advance gift for my daughter, if not… I don't even wanna think about it."How did your car explode? I mean, you aren't that stupid not to notice a bomb. And my men are roaming around this area. It's so fcking impossible for Laura to come here," Nicholas added.Theo heaved a sigh. "I don't know, okay? I don't know. I'm still so fcking scared and shocked. I almost got toasted.""What is fcking?"My eyes widened after I heard Nicholai's voice. I thought I told Sunny to make her sleep again, but it turns out Sunny was the one who fell asleep.I heard Nicholas gasping. "Sweetheart, why are you still awake?"Nicholas carried his daughter and looked at me. Nichola
Blue's POV"Breakfast in bed."I looked at Nicholas who entered the room carrying a tray of food. My eyes squinted as I saw happiness in his eyes. Smile wasn't leaving his lips as he went to me full of energy.He sat on the bed. "I'm gonna feed you.""I'm not crippled, Nicholas."His smile didn't fade. "Just let me pamper you, please!""DADDY! MOMMY!" Nicholai suddenly entered the room. I covered my body with a blanket. I'm wearing Nicholas' t-shirt but nothing underneath.Nicholas faces his daughter with a sweet smile. He kissed Nicholai's cheeks. "Yes, sweetheart? Good morning."Nicholai kissed his cheek and mine. "Good morning, mommy. Good morning, daddy. Can I go to the mall with my pretty aunt?"I looked at Nicholas. The aunt pretty she’s calling is Sunny. She's already so fond of her aunt after just a few days of living here in Nick Sanford's mansion.Nicholas heaved a sigh. "Sweetheart, I'm afraid you can't roam around yet. Mommy and I have to prioritize your safety, so can you
Blue’s POVI received a death threat from Laura the next day. She’s so furious about what happened. She’s blaming me for Logan’s betrayal and accusing me of seducing him. I want to laugh at her reaction but I know better that she’ll plot revenge. She would do everything to ruin me and I opt not to underestimate her again. Laura is a smart woman. I have already proven that. She’s blinded by anger and envy, so she’ll do whatever it takes to bring me down. She’s just so unlucky that Logan happened to be my brother.“Don’t think too much.” Nicholas’ voice woke me up from my reverie. I smiled as he sat beside me and handed me a cup of coffee.“Thanks,” I said and looked at the night sky. We’re on the roof deck. I’m watching the starless sky. It seemed so calm and kinda making me nervous. There’s a rainbow after the rain, they say. But after a calm night, there’s a storm.“Laura can never hurt you again, Blue. I promise to protect you with all my heart and at the expense of my life.”Slowly