Novels by Kasey Smith

Today feels weird. Like I know something is going to happen, something big. But I just don’t know what. I think to myself as I eat a raspberry from the breakfast table. I’ve trained for hours every single day just to strengthen my body. I’ve been pushed physically and mentally just to make sure I don’t get myself k*lled in battle. And there will be a battle. I just don’t know when. Will I lose all of my training the second I lay eyes on him? Will I still be angry or hurt? Or will I just throw everything out of the window and run to him? I’m so confused. Father says that I can unite us or lead this battle. I’m just so unsure of myself right now. Of course I want to unite us, but I also want to make him pay. Pay for hurting me. Pay for all those days of suffering. Pay for not coming after me. I lower my head feeling defeated. “A lot on your mind dear?” Father asks me. I look up at him, not noticing him staring at me and shake my head with a small grin. “I just feel tired father.” I tell

Every day that goes by, I can feel her more and more. I can feel her saddness and her anger. I can feel her longing for me, yet hating me. "F**k." I breath out as I lay in bed, dreading the day before me. All I want is to see my girl, and swoop her up in my arms and just f**king kiss her. I miss her. My heart aches at the thought of her so far away from me. I wanted nothing more than to make her life a living h*ll when I found out who she was. But now that she's gone, my heart cant handle it. My wolf begs to come out and go get her, no matter what it takes or if I d*e trying. I have to see her one last time. I'm trying to do what's right for my pack, but this damn mate bond is so f**king powerfull. I can't think of anything else! Maybe I can blow off some steam this morning with another run. I'm constantly working out or beating my d*ck at the thought of her. At least I know she's thinking about me, even if most of the time she's mad at me. Mostly for not coming after her, not putting

A knock at the door jolts me awake. I open my eyes, and roll out of bed. My body is sore from training, and my mind is exhausted. Slowly marching toward the door, I take a deep breath and open it. “Daughter, good morning. Have you slept well?” My father asks me with sincere in his eyes. I give him a sleepy smile and nod. “Morning father. I’m just a little exhausted from all of the training is all.” I tell him. He nods and walks into my room. He stops and sighs. “Henlie, I know you’ve been having trouble with everything. Especially bringing your wolf out.” He slowly spins around to face me. “Tell me daughter, have you found your mate yet?” He asks me. My eyes widen with surprise and I don’t know what to say. “I..” I pause not really knowing what I should say. “It’s okay daughter, you can tell me.” He says as he comes closer to me and puts his arm on my shoulder in a reassuring way. “I have.” I whisper to him. He smiles and nods. “Then we will go get him. He may be the only one to bring

“Dean, I want to see these warriors in shape before the end of the week!” I yell out across the field. We’ve been training since birth, but these past few weeks I’ve doubled up on training. We’ve got to be ready for when Fire Lake comes. When she comes. I close my eyes and drop my head in my hand. My mind constantly races with her inside of it. Am I doing the right thing? I shake my head and push those thoughts out. “Let’s run!” I yell out to everyone. I need a f**king run, and there’s a perfect 20 mile trail around the pack house that leads to a nice stream. I go there often to be alone and think. Everyone takes off running and jogging through the tail, and I follow behind by myself since Dean is leading them. Keeping my pace steady, I jog through the woods behind my men. Suddenly I hear a snap of a twig to my left. I fall back and pause, searching around for where the noise was. I scan the area and see nothing. My pack has already continued on with the trail, so I’m all alone. Seein

“Come on Henlie, dig deep and let her out.” My father says to me. We’ve been training for weeks, getting ready for battle with Forest Veil. I’d love nothing more than to rip Kain apart from head to toe. After the way he treated me, and just let me leave. I can’t possibly feel anything for him, but I do. “Henlie, get out of your head and focus.” My father shouts at me. I shake my thoughts away, and focus on the warrior in front of me. He’s big, really big. But father says I need to learn how to fight if we’re going to battle. I told him my plan to take down the Alpha, and he wants nothing more. A fist flies by my head and I dodge it. Taking my left hand, I clench my fist and swing at his jaw. He catches my hand and holds me in a tight embrace. I struggle to get free, but he won’t let up. “That’s right, get mad. Let your wolf out!” The warrior says. I close my eyes tight, and try my best to summon her. I do feel her, but she’s not coming out. “I can’t!” I yell out. He releases me, and I

“Alpha, we have the Princess trying to cross the border. What should we do?” A warrior mind links me. I stop walking. She needs to leave, we can end this war once she’s back. But my heart wants her safe with me. I’ve put her through absolute h*ll these past couple weeks. As much as I want to be with her, the fate of my kingdom and people are more important. So I pushed her away, anyway I could think of. I pushed her down like a coward. I set fire to her school uniforms in the courtyard. I put a de*d rabbit in her bed. I had my warriors spread rumors about her. I wanted her so alone that she couldn’t take it anymore. “Let her go. Don’t go after her.” I commanded him through mind link. “Goodbye Henlie.” I whisper. How can I get so caught up in making her life miserable, and then want to wipe her tears at the same time. I shake my head and keep walking to class. After school ended I made my way to the pack house. The doors I broke down have been replaced. Everyone bows as I enter, I n