Novels by Nkateko Cindy

JASON I opened the slightly opened double door, and the first thing that I saw was Alicia. She was showing me her back. At first, I thought she was just admiring the view of the city, but I could see that whatever she was focusing on was in her hands. “Alicia.” She didn’t respond or even turn to look at me. She knew that I was behind her but she didn’t give a fuck, her attention was stolen by whatever that was in her hands. I walked to her side to see what she had on her hands and I immediately understood why she was so silent. When I shifted my gaze to her face, she was crying and looked so mad. “What’s this, Jason?.” She laid her cold gaze on me. “I should be asking you.” She was the one who had all the answers. “Where did you get these? I’m so confused.” Seeing those pictures made me so mad. “Confused about what? you are in the pictures with your lover. Why are you confused.” She tossed the pictures on the table, revealing the image that I had struggled to erase fo

ALICIA He placed a plate of bacon and eggs in front of me and placed the other one right next to me. He then sat next to me, making it hard for me to control the dirty thoughts that were running all over my head. “Where is Lisa?” I asked. “She has a meeting. She left early this morning.” The bacon was slightly burnt, but it was eatable. I knew that Jason was a terrible cooker, but it made me so happy that he had prepared breakfast for us. I finished my food and washed the few dishes that were on the sink and went to the balcony, right next to the living area to see the view that I had fallen in love with. Jason joined me, he gave me a glass of orange juice, and sat on the other side of the two-seater outdoor couch. “Lisa will be back soon to take you shopping. You have to get ready.” When I got back from the mall, I was welcomed by silence. Jason wasn’t around, and Lisa had gone back to her Condo to get ready for the date that she had in the evening. The windows allowed th

ALICIA The heavy footsteps against the hardwood floor told me that Jason was coming. He made his way to me. “Come, let me show you your room.” I followed him to a room that was down the hallway. The breathtaking view of the city was the highlight of the room. The room had an attached bathroom and a balcony. On the bed, there was Jason’s white T-shirt. “I don’t think you will be comfortable to sleep in that dress, wear this.” He took the shirt and gave it to me. I went to the bathroom to remove my makeup and change into his shirt. The cologne on the shirt turned me on. When I got back to the room from the bathroom, Jason had already left. It was already midnight but I couldn’t go to sleep. I was still sad about how Jason handled the whole situation. He was an asshole and was very insensitive. I sat on the balcony that allowed me to see the beautiful city of Bogotá. I sat on the armchair and admired the city. About two minutes later, someone walked to my room. His colo

ALICIA I didn’t want to go back to the party, I was feeling so down. Lisa was a loveable person and was Jason’s type. She was rich, beautiful, and intelligent. I finally understood why Jason was so over me—he was in love with Lisa. I knew that I had to accept and move on with my life. Maybe Jason was always in love with Lisa. Maybe she was the reason why he ghosted me the moment him and his family moved from New York City to Colombia. Jason and I grew together. He was my neighbor when we were still kids. We started dating when I was 16. His mom was originally from Colombia, and his family decided to relocate to Colombia when his dad got a job offer that he couldn’t turn down. It was devastating for me because I really loved Jason and didn’t want him to move but he ensured me that he would visit me at least every two months—something that never happened, he just ghosted me when he got to Colombia. I took off the high heels that I was wearing and rested the back of my head on the

JASONI spent the whole week working from home. I had only seen Alicia once since the kiss. I saw her at her favorite spot, the swimming pool. I had my food in my room and office because I had a lot of work and wasn’t sure if I wanted to see her. When she kissed me, I wanted to just push her away. I wasn’t a huge fan of kissing, and she knew. Even when we were still dating, I wouldn’t kiss her, but when she kissed me that night, I just couldn't control myself. I was ready to put her on the bed and fuck her so hard, but a part of me wanted me to stop. I hated the fact that she fucked someone else behind my back, I deserved to be the only man to take her innocence. I knew that I would find a virgin within an hour but it meant nothing to me if it wasn’t Alicia—she had gave her innocence to someone else, which made me to ghost her and move on with my life. There was something about her that made my cock so hard whenever she was around me or whenever I got a glimpse of her in the pool thr

ALICIASeeing the lady that caused drama while we were having breakfast made my blood boil but I also found it hilarious because I knew that Jason might have been high or drunk to have fucked someone with that fashion sense. She looked at me like she was ready to kill me before she was taken outside, but I just wasn’t in the mood for entertaining her. Jason and I sat at the balcony after having breakfast. The silence was so loud that I could tell that we were both dying to say something to each other, I was dying to confront him but felt intimidated every time I tried to open my mouth. “How did you find me?.” This was the only thing that felt appropriate to ask first. He flipped the page of the newspaper that he was holding and pretended like I wasn’t even there. There was silence again. “Jason…” he then closed the newspaper and placed it on the glass table, and fixed his gaze on me. His hazel eyes made me feel some heat between my inner thighs. It was my first time to feel that he