Novels by Byulbyre

As Micheal's whisper faded away, Noah's gaze drifted down to Micheal's face. His hands, still grasping Micheal's arm, pulled him closer, their bodies swaying together.Micheal's eyes, cloudy with desire and alcohol, locked onto Noah's, his lips parting slightly. He felt Noah's warm breath dance across his skin, sending shivers down his spine.It was like every other night, but it seemed like his senses and sensitivity were heightened a great deal thanks to the alcohol in his system.He probably wouldn't remember what he did the next day but he didn't care. He just wanted to get high in the moment.Without a word, Noah leaned in, his lips brushing against Micheal's. The kiss was soft, and gentle, as if Noah was trying to get a reaction out of Micheal.Micheal frowned. This soft and slow kiss was not what he signed up for. So, he freed his hand from Noah's grip, surprisingly, and pulled him deeper into the kiss. Their lips moved in a rough motion with Micheal taking the lead this time a

"Why... Are you doing this?" Noah asked. "It's because someone like me doesn't have any worth and shouldn't be alive." Micheal said sadly. "No one will care if I die anyway. I'm just a useless waste of space. So it'll be better for everyone if I speed up my death a bit,""But I care!" Noah declared, causing Micheal to pause. "And I need you. Waking up without my memories was..." He shut his eyes tight, cussing himself for trying to confess this, "...scary. Not knowing where I was, who I was, or what had happened to me made me feel so paranoid, but I believe I have been trained to keep such feelings under lock in my heart, so I never showed it. The fear I feel... It's so great that I worry that in this world where I am familiar with nothing and no one, the only person giving me shelter would also disappear, leaving me in the dark for those who are trying to kill me. As powerful as I may be... I have no confidence that I can win when I'm still trapped in oblivion. That is why I choose

Micheal sat Noah down and Noah, who obediently waited to hear what Micheal had to say, looked impossibly innocent.Even for a big man like him, thanks to the striking features of his face, he looked like he would never commit a crime in his life.But who knew just what he was up to when he was still with his pack."Hah!" Micheal sighed feeling depressed. "So, you have no idea what you did last night?" He asked him."When? Before I helped you take your bath or after?" Noah asked and that oblivion expression caused Micheal to feel even more depressed.Even if he did not get depressed after what had happened to him, Noah's oblivion was enough to drag him into depression."So, you have no idea what you did last night when you crawled into my bed in the middle of the night?" He flared at him, raging angrily. "You literally take advantage of me every damn time you close your eyes and..." He stopped talking, his heart pounding loudly for some reason.He clutched his chest and looked away.H

Micheal was still a bit confused. Was Noah worried about him or not?Well, based on his recent observation, he could just conclude that Noah was worried about the life of his benefactor and the one sheltering him.Since he did not have his memories, he could not go anywhere all by himself and people were chasing him too.So, he needed Micheal. And for that reason, he wouldn't let anything happen to him.'But I don't get how that has anything to do with me crying over my broken heart?' Micheal thought, sticking the sharp end of the pizza slice in his mouth while keeping his eyes on Noah. 'It's not like crying will kill me. If he saw me crying, he could just ignore it and act like he didn't see anything. So, why did he wake me up?'Noah, on the other hand, was also wondering the same thing.As much as he tried to put reason to his action, why he woke Micheal up just after seeing him act so pitiful in his sleep, he could not get it quite right.'I can't allow anything to happen to him.'

"I... I don't like this silence," Micheal suddenly said, releasing the air that was stored up in his puffed cheeks but Noah did not say anything about it.Micheal was annoyed. For how long were they going to live like this? For as long as Noah's memories laid dormant?What if they never came back?He saw somewhere that memories are often triggered by taking the amnesia patient to a familiar place.So, if he took Noah to one of the places he was familiar with, his memories would likely come back. Maybe a fragment or so, but it was still something to help understand who he was.But how in the world was he going to accomplish that task when he knew nothing about Noah? He could ask Noah for the places he used to frequent, but what do you know, he's lost his memory so nope, that was out of the question.Micheal sighed."Can't we just put up a missing person poster or something? Your family or your pack might be able to find you faster that way." Micheal blurted out."And so will the guys w

His reasons were purely out of a desperation to live. It was like using Micheal to stay safe but to make it up to Micheal; he would work like a slave in his house, learn the things he wasn't good at, and make sure the thoughts of dying never crossed Micheal's mind.Even if he had to annoy him to death with his persistence for that to happen, he would do it.That was how desperate he was to survive even without his memories. Something was waiting for him, he knew it. As an Alpha, duty-bound to his pack, he should feel an urgent need to quickly get bus memories and reclaim his rightful place. Yet, a peculiar sense of calm had settled over him just after two days of living here. It was as if the tranquil life of a nobody was more appealing than the mighty Alpha he once was.And it made him wonder, what kind of life did he live? He must've been proud, walking with authority and his head held high. He must've been revered but... That feeling, even though he did not remember it too well,