Novels by M Keller

Trevors POV I have lost count of the amount showers I have had to take in the last few weeks. Every night I am off I am with Celeste. We are taking it slow since the realization of not using protection the first few times we had sex. So at this moment I am on the ship taking a shower. Just the thoughts of her straddling me or her plump lips gives me cause for a shower. I get done and I wrap a towel around my waist. While at the lockers. James comes in with some of the other guys.“Hey T-dog another shower man. This girl is leaving you with some serious blue balls. Is she even worth it?” Carl said. His only goal is to nail as many chicks as possible. “Hey man if you can’t close the deal give me her number I'll get her to give it up." Carl made my blood boil. Before I could hit him in the face James stepped in. "Whoa Carl back off my boy. This girl is fine and he hit the jackpot with her. She is top shelf. Look for yourself. "At that moment James showed Carl a picture of Celeste with

Celeste’s POV Hearing Trevor say he wanting me to give him head. Was nerve racking. I had never done anything like that before. I was willing to do it but just more nervous because what if I sucked at it. No pun intended. The look on my face probably told him what I was thinking. “ Hey Celeste it’s ok. That is not something we have to do right now.” He climbed off me and zipped up his pants. He positioned us on our sides and was holding me. Before I could say anything. “ I am in no hurry. I rushed sex with you before and now we need to slow down for a bit. But trust me when we are wanting to go further again. You should make sure you clear your schedule.” “ Trevor I want to with you and you did not rush anything I didn’t want to happen. I hope you know that.” “ I do and I want you just as much. I already have had a taste of you and you darling are all I can think about. “ All of a sudden the door quickly opens and in walks Sarah. God was I thankful that Trevor had stoppe

Trevor’s POVI learned really quick I did not have my phone and I grabbed Celeste’s on accident. She had text message after text message from people. It all ranged from wanting to hang out to The ex Nathan pleading for her to take him back. He was ok to wait and whatever he thought would sound good. Her phone started ringing and it was a guy named Paul. Who the fuck was Paul another ex? He called again and I answered it“Hello.”“Is this Trevor? ““Yes who is this. ““ my name is Paul. I am Celeste’s attorney.”“ oh sorry I grab her phone on accident do you need me to give her a message or I can have her call you when I see her. I am leaving work now.”“ I am calling for you. Celeste told me about the phone issue that is why I am calling her phone for you. ““ ok how can I help you.”“ the issue with Callie has been taken care of. If she contacts you or Celeste I need to know.”“Ok thank you. How did you know ?”“Celeste called and told me what was going on. A restraining order has be

Celeste’s POV “So the cat’s out of the bag.” “Yeah looks that way. are you ok? “ “ I don’t know. This was supposed to be sealed. My life was supposed to get easier. Not more complicated. Are you mad I didn’t say anything?” “Why would I be mad? That is not something I need to know. I am interested in knowing you not if you have money. “ Trevor moved some hair behind my ear. I moved forward to reach for my phone as it was buzzing on the end table. I was hovering over Trevor’s lip and i kissed him. One last kiss of just him and I before the media turns my life upside down again. He placed his hand on the back of my neck to deepen the kiss. We just kissed for a little bit until my phone started buzzing again. Trevor pulled away just long enough to say. “ if it’s not your dad you don’t need to answer it. Let’s get some sleep.” He got up and led me to the bedroom. “ Whats your Aunt going to say if she catches you in here with me.” “I’m going to stay just until you fall asleep. T

Trevor’s POV I looked at my Aunt and Uncle in disbelief. The pictures I saw showed the mangled cars after the accident. A picture of her, her mom and the other driver. More pictures showed her at the hospital, leaving the hospital, the court house. I read the first and third articles. Celeste was the passenger and they hit the other car head on. He had been drinking came across traffic and they ended up hitting the drivers side of the car. The guy was dead at the seen. I witnesses said Celeste saw everything. Her mom didn’t make it and died days later. The 2nd article talked about how the hospital did not realize she was in the accident and left her strapped to a backboard for hours. How they found her in a hallway and finally realized their mistake. “She has been through hell Trevor.” My Uncle said. “The hospital finally called her dad two days after the accident. She was alone until the paper printed the story. No one knew she had been hurt. For two days she was alone with no

Trevor POV “Are you okay? “ I started to walk over and sat down next to her. I got a text message from my Aunt.Aunt Jane: we are going out so you can talk. Behave! She looked up at me “ I don’t know. “ as a tear fell down her cheek. I wiped it away trying to sooth her but she pulled away from me. “Please know I have not been with Callie for a while. Not any amount of time where I would be the father to her baby. I always use protection. “She laughed “Always? I may be inexperienced and have no idea what I am doing but I am pretty sure we have not been. I never asked because I was too busy with wanting you. Tell me you used something.” “I didn’t. I’m sorry I should have stopped. I talked about being able to wait and my first chance I took it. I can’t control myself. I crave you. ““Neither can I. Even now I want you. I should not want you the way I do. I was waiting for marriage.”I wrapped my arms around her and placed a kiss on her forehead. I am the biggest asshole in the