Novels by Noireja

My hands begins to feel heavy as I glance at the 27 positive results sprawled across my bathroom floor and sinkThis can't be true, It's a lie, a stupid sick joke from Finn Lores.I try to hold on to whatever sense I'm grasping to but the fact remainsPositive27 positive signs I'm carrying Killian's baby.A single tear rolls down as my mind blanks; I'm not ready for this.Killian isn't here; he's marrying someone else. Do I tell him?No Marissa I have no one, no one to call, I've been so stupid chasing after Killian and here I am pregnant.I wipe another tear; this isn't me; Marissa Times is fearless; ambitious.I begin to scoop all the sticks up into the waste bag and tie it upI'm going to be fine, I'll figure something out. Let's just start with a glass of water.I stride slowly down my stairs until I get to the kitchen "Finn?, what are you doing?" My feet seems to halt with one look of Finn Lores"Checking if you're okay, the pharmacy sent a notification to confirm your prescri

My livid tone this morning is nothing in comparison with what is in store for my fate if the office finds out about our little charade. It takes every ounce in me to remain as calm as my composure would allowFinn lores will rue the very day he crossed me.As the elevator doors slide open into the top floor, My floor. My steps are a mix between nervous and angry and no one in the office seems the least bit startled except for my receptionist"May, what's the latest agenda for Finn Lores this morning?" I glare daggers at her May shirks off her heels off the counter "Nothing Miss Times, no new appointments but a staff meeting at two o'clock; if you must know, he has asked not to be disturbed at all since morning till later""Who asked?" I raise my perfectly threaded eyebrows"I'm sorry;Finn Lores asked not to be disturbed at after several frantic calls from staff upstairs"I wonder if May thinks I won't find her over the weekend for some liquid refreshment as friends; this boss thing i

Rachel clinks her glass to mine and I fight my scowl at his full name. No more Killian sounds too proper but she's not wrong, there is life after highschool love and Killian will never matter to me again. "Lucky for you revenge is my forte." Rachel pulls me to my room and closes the door then swivels me to look in my vanity mirror, making her eyes crazy in my reflection."So, exactly where do we find this Finn?" Rachel asks"Probably hanging from his nuts at his club like every other night" I deadpan. "Ohh, So that's why Killian hates him, he's THAT Finn, the Chain Knight as they call him, he owns all the best clubs in NY" Rachel bursts in realization, taking a step back and looking me up and down in approval.She pulls one of my little black dresses in front of me considering my assets"You can't be Finn's latest booty call wearing Killian's heart" and throws it in my face. "You need Finn to want you from your clothes to your cockblock" Rachel states the obvious so I pull the dress

My head starts spinning, I think I am going to pass out and vomit all in one.Ella puts her hand over my back and helped me upI watched Killian smile like a doting fiance as Nicole smiles at him like he won the lottery.I looked towards Killian, there was a time in highschool when all he talked about were the plans of having children but the smile on his face that didn't reach his eyes, that smile wasn't real .It was a congratulating smile a person gives when you get a promotion or win something. A fake smile of support when things are out of your control.Killian would look a hundred times more excited if Nicole announces that she's going to get shot in the head or that she's moving halfway across the planet.Nicole seems thrilled but Killian doesn'tWe watch as the Lores family members hugged Nicole and shook Killian's hands but Jack seemed shocked as he clapped while giving me a pitiful smile. Killian looked to Jack as if Jack has all the answers but Nicole held on his arm tigh

"Hey" Ella shook my arm as I laid in bed fast asleep. "Wake up."I buried my face in the pillow and groaned, "Why the fuck are you waking me up? Are you insane?" It was six-thirty AM, I looked over and saw Ella still in her pajamas, sitting beside me."I had sex with Jack" she blurted.That woke me up. I looked into Ella's beautiful green eyes and saw the guilt, she definitely didn't enjoy it. I sat up in bed and rubbed my eyes"What! What do you mean?""I don't know I'm so stupid Marissa, he invited me over for a party. Jack was wasted but I wasn't drinking because of my ADHD and we made out on the couch and went up to his hotel room, I woke up this morning and he wasn't there" Suddenly I remembered I also didn't fall asleep myself yesterday. I didn't sleep with someone's fiance did I?Ella stood up nervously fiddled with her nails and played with her hair."He told me yesterday he wasn't seeing someone. he swore it, he couldn't keep his eyes and his hands off of me Marissa! He was

"Mr. Lores just told me, I have to leave in 2 hours for Egypt""Oh, I didn't know you had plans to go on a holiday""It's not a holiday, It's Mr Killian's Wedding, the wedding is going to be at a Palace. Apparently the bride's family are royals or something""Well, at least you get to attend the wedding of the century, at least you got invited " she remarked with a hint of sadness in her toneI'd give anything to toss the invitation to the trash, Why'd I want to see Killian be the guy of someone else dreams. "I don't even want to go, but it's an invite from my boss himself, a really important one, and if I decline I might just be disrespectful "Mr Lores has been too kind to me "I get it, You can't exactly say no, besides the flight and accommodation would have already been paid for" Ella said looking down at her tablet.She's only been my PA for two minutes and she's already doing such a great job"You already have a schedule?" I asked astonished as I took a look at her tablet, col