Novels by PandangNeko

Holding my nude color four inch pumps on my left hand. I continue to walk through the maze garden with the route that I have managed to memorize since the first time that I have been here. After I had that talk with my mother. I don't feel good and I kinda want to hide myself from everyone else. If I went straight to my room. I figured out that Queen Orla will barge in that suite of mine. I have told her disrespectful words and though she was speechless when I left her by herself down the hall. I knew that we are not really done with that conversation and that's what I am trying to avoid. Before I left Fenrys for Arryn. We already have a big gap between us and tonight, it became bigger. As a daughter that still years for a mother figure that I really didn't get to have while growing up. The last that I want to happen is for a relationship to completely crumble and to widen the gap between the two of us to the point where we can no longer see each other, where are relationship would b

"We have arrived your highness and your grace," Radj announced seconds after the car stops in front of the palace. He unfastened his seatbelt and so I did it with mine. I could no longer wait for the palace guards to come and open the door by my side so I did it myself. Before I left the car. I saw Orius smirking at me. I tried to maintain my grace and poise as I rush inside, accommodating everyone inside that I walk pass through because I don't want a rumor about me being rude to the palace made and staff to begin and fly until these so called fake news reaches Fenrys. The least thing that I need to be at is on my mother and brother's bad side because I need them in order for me to escape this arrangement. I am currently standing on the first step of the grandstaircase with my hand on the golden railing when Bethy calls addresses me. My grasp on the railing tighten. What is it that they want from me now? I thought that the press conference for Hera Beauty which I managed to pull

"Kaith why is that when the crown prince visited your suite. Your eyes are blazing in hatred. I know for a fact that you like someone else and you are not the first royalty to feel that way but why do you hate him that much? You look at him like how your late father looks at your mother, disgusted by them.I never knew I have something that is running on my head until I saw Mirren silently clapping her hand for my attention. I subtly blink my eyes and that's when I realize that I am in the middle of press conference for Hera Beauty. I looked down on the microphone that I have on my hand and to the people around me. They seem like they are waiting for me to answer something. I wish I have an idea what that question is all about but unfortunately. I didn't get to hear it and I don't have an idea what the hell it is. "Miss Kaith." A female reported wearing a black Chanel tweed blazer calls for my attention. She is probably the one who asks me the question that I won't be able to answe

"Elide, we have something that we need to talk and sort out because it's not good to keep secret from your fiancé and future husband," Orius whispered in my ears. His hand finally let go of my shoulder and then he took a step back. Allowing me to see his face. His eyes darkened. Orius is gritting his teeth but he managed to made it look like as if he is smiling lovingly at me. "I'll wait for you in the study hall," he said. Orius tilted his head to the side to give himself a look at his brother through his peripheral vision. When sated at his stolen glimpses, he look back at me before he walk pass through me, leading the way to the study hall. And though he didn't say anything about following him immediately. I knew that he expects me to run after him. Averi waited for his brother to vanish himself in the hall way before he approaches me. He harshly grabs the boquet of ecuadorian roses from my hand. He throw it straight to the floor. "You are severely allergic to any type of roses

I fucking need to stop thinking about that thing. Averi used to be Arryn's crown prince and supposedly. He is the one that I am bound to marry but for some reason he gave up his birth right and he decided that he wants to become their commander knight instead of having an absolute right to rule over the kingdom and the people here. That is the thing of the past and I should not bother myself with it, but at the back of my mind. I want to agree to Malik. Averi is the perfect cut for the royal title that Orius holds."Y-Your Grace, are you okay? Or are you feeling sick again?" Bethy asked. I immediately move my head to the side as a response to her question. Muscle on her face relaxes upon hearing that. She gestures me the way to the dining hall. Malik is a good cook, I think he is a better cook than the royal chef that we have in Fenrys. He prepared tonight's meal and I am looking forward to taste his specialty.Breathe in and breathe out. I shake my hand as if it's going to help me s

I fucking need to stop thinking about that thing. Averi used to be Arryn's crown prince and supposedly. He is the one that I am bound to marry but for some reason he gave up his birth right and he decided that he wants to become their commander knight instead of having an absolute right to rule over the kingdom and the people here. That is the thing of the past and I should not bother myself with it, but at the back of my mind. I want to agree to Malik. Averi is the perfect cut for the royal title that Orius holds."Y-Your Grace, are you okay? Or are you feeling sick again?" Bethy asked. I immediately move my head to the side as a response to her question. Muscle on her face relaxes upon hearing that. She gestures me the way to the dining hall. Malik is a good cook, I think he is a better cook than the royal chef that we have in Fenrys. He prepared tonight's meal and I am looking forward to taste his specialty.Breathe in and breathe out. I shake my hand as if it's going to help me s

"Did you plan this to happen? Did you plot for this? You didn't right? You can't... you won't betray me because you are Zanth. You are my bestfriend." He only looked at me in the eye and at that very moment. I couldn't fathom who is it that is standing before me with his eyes dazzling in menace. I lose my strength. Every bits of it until holding on to him became impossible for me to do so. "How can you..." My voice cracked. My chest started to feel stuffy like there's invisible weight that is making hard for me to breathe. Pressing my hand against my chest in hope that it might soothe me but really, it didn't. I end up bending my knee on the cold floor of the secret tunnel. At the very same place that surely marks a twist, turn and change in our relationship. "Kalon, I am your bestfriend but just like everyone else around you. I feel tempted with having power and control in my hand too. Even the Gods and Goddesses are greedy for such thing. How can I not when an opportunity present

The pupil of Zanth's raven black eyes darkened. The string that is stopping him from bonding with me snapped at last! His pools darkened with desire. The way he stares at me made me tremble with excitement. "Ah!" I murmured and closes my eyes. Zanth guided me to face the wall. His hand pinned mine on the wall. Tilting my head to the left to give him an access to my neck because he's meaning to touch me and kiss me there. His wet kisses finally landed on a sensitive part of my skin. His tongue expertly trails my neck that I had to fight the urge to turn my head at him and ask him where the hell did he learn to do all of this. I know Zanth all my life. I always thought that he's just a good friend it turns out he is a good pleaser too and once the word spreads out. Women of whatever kind wether they are lycan, vampires of even mortals. They will want him the same way I am wanting him right now. Zanth runs his finger against my spine. Volts of electricity took over my system. I lightl

"Is there anything that you want more, princess?" Asked by my personal servant. I tore my eyes off the bottle of wine that I asked from her. She trembles in fear. She is torn between lowering her head or looking away from me. And then all of a sudden. She is now on her knees. Begging me to spare her life. Was I glaring at her? The reason why she got so scared of me all of a sudden? I have nothing against her inside of my head as our eyes met in that short period of time. "I was confused. I didn't mean to disrespect or insult you in any way," she said. Ah, I know now why she is in full panic. She called me her princess instead of her Alpha. I could not help it but smile. The corner of my lips lifts and she trembles even more. I stood up from the ottoman and offer her my hand. Still, she didn't dare to meet my eyes again. "It's okay," I assured her, "The council haven't welcome me yet as their newest head. I am still a princess." I softly and swiftly brush my finger against her chee

Sitting on the ends of the long table. I can barely see the Alpha who is eating with me. If it weren't for the bright color of his hair. I would start to wonder if he's really in the other end of the table or not. The clinking sounds of his silverware against his plate made me look up to him. My hand pause from cutting the family's favorite pie. All of a sudden. He stood up from his sit. I was so confused that I found myself staring at the omega who is lined up meters away from the table. Just in case they have an idea what's going on right now, but I got no response in return and when I look back at the table. Alpha Verendus is settled to the wooden chair next to mine. I let go of my cutlery and subtly cleared my throat. Confused wether I should smile at him and ask him what he needs from me or let him open his mouth whenever he's ready. Everything felt suffocating for me. "Is there something that we must talk about?" I asked him with my calm and monotonic voice after I pushed th

Darkness slowly crawls on the blue sky above after the sun has set on that afternoon. We earnestly watch as the brightest star that reigns in the sky disappear before our eyes. Zanth heaves a sigh making me look up to his face. Curiousity fills my eyes. I began to wonder when did he start looking at me like that. I nudge his shoulder and laughs shortly. "You are making me feel like I am a masterpiece that you are trying to memorize," I whispered as a joke. Zanth laughs. He brushed his long fingers against his black curls. His hair being curly made him look different from Zuiveren. I loved it that he got Izles', his mother soft curls. I trailed the chain of my gold necklace where his eyes is pasted and sat up from lying on my back with my head resting on his thick and rock-hard thighs. I unhooked the lock of it, removing the necklace from my neck, "You can have it," i teased him. Zanth once more laughs at me. He took the necklace from my hand. My heart did beat a little faster th

Verendus, the ruling alpha of the realm burned his dear wife's body together with their stillborn son earlier today. Hours after that, while his heart still breaks for his lost and tears still up on the corners of his swelling eyes. He now sits on the middle of the long table. Lending an ear to realm's parliament. "The Alpha must marry as soon as possible to strenghten the crown. We can't go on for days with this kind of uncertainty," said by Zuiveren, Verendus' advisor and honorable hand. The alpha opened his eyes. His ocean blue eyes met Zuiveren's raven black orbs. Verendus stopped playing with his ring. He positioned the ends of his elbow on top of the table, his eyes roaming to the members of the parliament whose mouth are tightly shut now as of this moment. "And what kind of uncertainty it is that we are talking about?" "Heir. With your first son's death and Luna Khalla's. Who can no longer bears another son for you. Everyone wonders who'll sit on the great throne after you.