Nobela ni MissteriousGuile

CHAPTER 22 Since that day, hindi na kami nagpapansinan. I did my own shit at hindi siya pinapakialaman, hindi rin naman n'ya ako pinapansin so it's okay. Malaya kong nagagawa ang gusto ko. I go to work, go shopping at binisita si Rouge sa bahay nila and said sorry. Sinasanay ko na rin ang sarili ko na wala siya and it feels great. I am here in my workplace scrolling through my Facebook account. Isang post ang nakakuha ng atensyon ko. It's my highschool classmate, we were pretty close during that time hanggang sa pumunta siya sa Cebu after our graduation. Hindi na kami nag uusap and that's okay dahil magkaibigan parin naman kami. In her post she talked about having filters, nagulat ako kasi ever since magka-klase kami she's is always pretty. Nakita ko rin na sa lahat ng posts n'ya ang daming filters at hindi na nakikilala ang mukha n'ya. So I wrote a comment about it. "I've thought you were incredibly attractive ever since we started being classmates, and not just me, our classmates

CHAPTER 21 I smiled at him. He is holding my waist and hinila n'ya ako palapit sa kanya. Now, our body is really close to each other but the liquor is taking all over me kaya hindi na ako nahihiya. Kinagat ko ang labi ko habang naka titig sa kanya. I let his hand wonder around my curves. Suddenly, I felt chills around my neck. I feel like someone is staring at me. Dahan dahan kong nilibot ang paningin ko sa kabuuan ng bar. Who's staring at me? It's just my imagination. Tama tama, imagination ko lang 'to. Nagpaalam si Rouge na bumalik sa table namin para magpahinga. Ngumiti lang ako sa kanya bilang pag sang ayon. Sa ikalawang pagkakataon naramdaman ko na naman na parang may tumitig sa'kin. Hindi ko nalang ito pinansin at nagpatuloy sa pagsasayaw. I give it all, lahat ng sakit na nangyari sakin pinalabas ko through having fun. I danced with the rhythm of the music while alcohol is inside my body. I am enjoying myself hanggang sa mapagod ako. Bumalik ako sa table namin and all of them

CHAPTER 20 I give up. Tama na ang kahibangan ko sa kanya. All he did was hurt me. Dapat ko nang palayain ang sarili ko sa sakit at paint. I deserve to be happy. Hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon marunong akong magpatawad. Lahat tayo may hangganan. Siguro hanggang dito nalang ako, hindi kasi dapat ipinaglalaban ang pagmamahal na pilit. "Where are you going?" He asked. Hindi ako tumingin sa kanya at pinagpatuloy lang ang pag aayos sa sarili. I don't want to see him, after what he did. May kapal ng mukha pa siyang kausapin ako. He's such an asshole. Ang kapal kapal ng mukha n'ya. Napadaing ako nang hawakan n'ya nang mahigpit ang braso ko. Mariin kong ipinikit ang mga mata ko at hindi parin tumingin sa kanya. He can do whatever he want. Pagod na pagod na ako. "Kapag kinakausap kita, tumingin ka sa akin." He stated angrily. Hindi parin ako humarap at tumingin sa kanya. Nanatiling nasa salamin ang mga tingin ko. I don't mind him hurting me again. Sa araw araw n'ya akong sinasaktan, I becam

CHAPTER 19 "Who's that boy!?" Ziyo asked. I look at him dead in the eyes. "Who's that girl?" Then I smirked. Tila natigalgal siya sa ginawa ko. Well, nakakapagod na ang maging sunod sunuran sa kanya. Umikot siya sa likod ko ngunit nanatili lang akong nakatayo. I don't want him to see my expression. Tila tumindig ang balahibo ko nang bigla n'yang hawakan ang balikat ko at marahan itong hinilot. "Wife, I'm just asking about how flirty you were towards that boy." Napapikit ako sa ginagawa n'ya sa likod ko but I slapped myself hard. Hindi pwedeng magpadala ako sa ginagawa n'ya sa akin. Mabilis akong lumayo sa kanya at tinaasan siya ng kilay. "What's with you? Diba, you told me wala tayong pakialaman. Remember? You were also flirty towards that girl. REMEMBER?" I emphasized the word remember for him to understand my point. Hindi ko naiintindihan kung ano ang pinapahiwatig ni Ziyo, minsan pinapakita n'yang gusto n'ya ako ngunit minsan binabalewala n'ya rin ako. I don't know what is pl

CHAPTER 18 "I'm already here." Ngumiti ako ng matamis. Bumaba ako sa kotse at saka pumasok sa isang high class na restaurant. That dude got some money hmm. "Papunta na ako, wait for me alright?" Tugon ko. It's not wrong meeting with your childhood friend right? Total we aren't doing something nasty. "Just say my name into the counter, Naka reserved ang table natin." Tumango tango ako."Okay, I need to end the call now. Nasa counter na ako." Tugon ko. "Okay, I'll wait for you gorgeous. Always." Saad n'ya na nagpangiti sa akin. Binaba ko na ang tawag at lumapit sa counter. "Good morning ma'am, how we may help you?" The girl in the counter said with a smile in her face. Ngumiti ako pabalik at sinabi ang pangalan ni Rouge. Ngumiti siya ulit at sinabi kung nasaan ang table namin. "Ma'am, nasa taas. In the VIP section it's the most expensive room. I'll accompany you ma'am." She told me at sinamahan ako paakyat. True to her words napaka ganda ng lugar, kitang kita ang paligid. It's a r

CHAPTER 17 Who is that man? He seems really familiar. Hindi ko lang maisip kung saan ko siya nakita. Though we closed the deal at malaki ang investments na nakuha namin for the fashion show but that man. Who is he? Rouge Fuero? Hindi ko namalayang nasa tabi ko na pala si Ziyo and he's looking at me weirdly. It's already 8PM at buti naman maaga siyang umuwi. "What the hell are you thinking? Kanina pa kumukunot 'yang noo mo." Binuksan n'ya ang takip ng ice cream sabay sumubo. He seems happy right now. Parang ang saya saya ng araw n'ya. Ano kayang meron sa lalaking ito? "N-nothing----" Tugon ko ngunit pinutol n'ya kaagad ito. Humarap siya sa akin habang kumakain parin. "Come on I know you. Alam kong may iniisip ka." Saad n'ya sabay subo ulit sa pagkain. Kinamot ko ang noo ko and I pouted. "Wala, may iniisip lang. Uhm do you know a certain Rouge Fuero?" Saad ko. Tumingin siya sa akin at napatigil sa pagkain. Biglang nagbago ang ekspresyon n'ya. "Why?" He asked. Umiling iling ako.

First installation of A Wife's Grief SeriesWRITTEN BYMissteriousGuile A WIFE'S SORROWCHAPTER 14ROSEGAIL'S POVI can't believe this shit, I thought everything was okay. I thought magiging masaya na ako. Akala ko totoo ang lahat ng mga pinakita n'ya. I slammed my door with my fist closed. Lahat ng pwede kong itumba at wasakin ay nawasak ko na but it still did not work. My heart's still aching. Ang sakit sakit! Sobrang nasaktan ako sa mga narinig ko kanina, how could they? Pinakisamahan ko sila ng maayos. I was really good, wala akong ginawa na maikakasakit nila pero ito lang ang matatanggap ko? Betrayal? Sobrang sakit! I thought they are my person! Akala ko! Bakit nila ako kailangang ganituhin? Bakit? Saan ba ako nagkulang sa kanilang dalawa? Bakit? Pinagkatiwalaan ko sila! Bakit kailangan nilang gawin sa'kin 'to? My bestfriend and my husband really? Wala na bang mas ikokorni 'yon? The heck with those people asking for forgiveness but will do something dumb again. Gulong gulo a

First installation of A Wife's Grief SeriesWRITTEN BY MissteriousGuile A WIFE'S SORROWCHAPTER 13ROSEGAIL'S POVAko lang ba nakakapansin or Hera's not in her own self? Kanina pa siya aligaga na parang may nangyari. What's her problem? Kanina pa siya wala sa sarili, mula noong naghanap kami ng gown ganyan na siya. I really think something is bothering her. I guess I need to ask her why she is acting that way? As her friend I need to help her when she has problems. Kailangan kong dapat nasa tabi n'ya. Nasa tabi ko rin naman siya noong kailangang kailangan ko ng karamay. She was there when I needed someone, she was there when I was lost in the darkness. I should return the favor diba? "You okay?" Para siyang napapasong lumingon sa'kin kaya napataas kilay ko. Ano kaya ang problema ng babaeng ito? Kanina pa siya hindi mapakali. Something is really bothering her and it's bothering me too. "A-ah oo okay lang ako, no problem." Tumango nalang ako sa kanya. Kapag gusto n'yang magsabi sa

First installation of A Wife's Grief SeriesWRITTEN BY MissteriousGuile A WIFE'S SORROWCHAPTER 12ROSEGAIL'S POVEverything is great, it has been months since that proposal happened and those months are the happiest months in my life. We're actually preparing for our second wedding. This past few weeks are making my life hard as well as one of the happiest. Preparing for our wedding is stressful but also gives everlasting joy to my heart. Ngayon ang araw na pipili ako ng wedding dress, sasamahan daw ako ni Hope. Bumaba ako at tinawagan ang aking kaibigan. Simple lamang ang suot ko, isang puting t-shirt at pantalon na fit at kitang kita ang kurba ng aking katawan. Thorn is not here, pumasok s'ya sa opisina at hinayaan na lamang ako sa paghahanap ng wedding dress. Sasamahan n'ya ako bukas para sa cake testing. Nag aantay ako sa sala nang dumating si Hera na gandang ganda sa suot n'ya. Naka mini skirt at off shoulder dress na pinaresan ng stiletto. Buti nalang may kasama ako sa pagh

First installation of A Wife's Grief SeriesWRITTEN BY MissteriousGuile A WIFE'S SORROWCHAPTER 11ROSEGAIL'S POV"Good morning, rise and shine baby." I moaned when somebody kissed me on my cheek and tried to wake me up. "Uhmm chap it" I groaned and push the person's hand. Ilang minutong katahimikan kaya bumalik ako sa pagkakayakap ng unan at natulog. "Oh Molly where is Holly?" "She's there Wolly, wow you're a gingerbread. Can I eat you?" "No Molly, you can't. I'm a living gingerbread." He run after he said those words. Takam na takam ako dahil sa kanyang katawan. Sakto at gutom na gutom na ako. Kailangan kong kumain nang kumain para sa paglalakbay ko. Hinabol ko siya nang hinabol pero lumusot siya sa mga eskinita kaya 'di ko na nakita. Sa pang huling eskinita lumiko ako at doon ko siya nakita. Nakaupo siya habang umiiyak. "Why are you crying?" "Because you'll eat me.""Because you're a food.""I said don't eat me! I'm alive! Mommy I'm alive! Can't you see it!? Mommy I'm you

First installation of A Wife's Grief SeriesWRITTEN BY MissteriousGuile A WIFE'S SORROWCHAPTER 10ROSEGAIL'S POV"Stand up! Why are you begging for this guy you didn't even know!?" My mom shouted. I close my eyes, hindi naman siguro nila ako itatakwil kung malalaman nilang nagsisinungaling lang akong may amnesia right? Looking at my husband begging, hindi ko kaya. I love him so much. Hindi ko kayang panoorin na nagkakagano'n siya. If hindi lang ako nagpapanggap at tinanggap siya ulit sana hindi ito mangyayari. This is all my fault. Tumingin ako kay Stem, he sternly look at me at umiling iling but I just look at him at binalik ang mga tingin ko sa mga magulang ko na tila naguguluhan. Lumuhod na rin si Thorn sa tabi ko at hinawakan ang kaliwang kamay ko. This is it, we will do this together as a couple. "Mom, dad I-I'm s-soryy." They are shocked when I said those words. My heart is beating faster because of tension. "W-why are you saying sorry?" My mom said. Pikit mata akong nag

First installation of A Wife's Grief SeriesWRITTEN BY MissteriousGuile A WIFE'S SORROWCHAPTER 9Everything runs so fast, I am now in my parent's house. I still don't recover, they put some crunches my left hand hindi naman masyadong severe but kailangang lagyan para mas mapadali ang pag galing. Stem, my doctor is checking me every day to ensure my health and he's also taking ths a great opportunity to tease and make Thorn's jealous. It's been 3 weeks and Thorn is making me his again. I know maliit lang na pagpapansin ni Thorn sa'kin ay babalik ako sa kanya agad. "Hey." I look at Stem's who's busy arranging my meds in the table. I don't know what has gotten into me but I'm thinking about what ifs, what if siya napangasawa ko? What if siya nakatuluyan ko? Magiging ganito kaya buhay ko? Hindi kaya ako makakatikim ng mga suntok? Tadyak? At mga sipa na galing sa asawa ko? I rinsed the thought away at umiling iling. "If I'm an Ice I'll be melting by now because of your intense stared.