Novels by Ainila

"Are you crazy?" Geo treated the bruises on Herrin's face. His right cheek swelled and turned blue."Why the hell? Are you still thinking about Alyne? Are you still looking for that girl?" asked Geo seeing Herrin silent, not answering at all."She's gone a long way. She's forgotten about you. And maybe, she's got someone new there." said Geo again.Geo patted Herrin's shoulder, "Move on, bro. You can do it!""Speaking is easy. You don't know what it's like to be me," said Herrin."I know how is it. I know how it feels to lose," said Geo."You've always been single, how did you know?" asked Herrin."I, lost my mom. And she was the first woman I loved... So, I really know how it feels to lose."Geo closed the first aid kit, then saved it. After that, he sat down next to Herrin again. "How is your relationship with Violet?"Herrin turned. "My relationship with her can not be continued."

The days go by so fast. However, for Herrin the days felt going so slow, because the person he was looking for he couldn't find.Now, everything has changed. However, the matchmaking plan of Violet and him is still the same. Moreover, the absence of Alyne, made him absolutely no reason to refuse their parents' wishes.That day, he walked down the campus corridor. The first day of college after being registered by his mother. However, he was not excited at all."Danish, you study here too," Herrin mumbled, smiling sarcastically.The man named Danish turned his head, returned Herrin's cynical smile and then he walked away.After walking around the campus, he decided to leave. He skipped his first class.***Herrin stood among the thousands of spectators. His eyes were focused on the two people who were punching each other. Unfortunately, he was too late to see the match, so he

Herrin stepped into the room that was right next to hers. Slowly he opened the door to the room, a room with purple shades in which there were many photo frames that contained himself with violets.In this room, Violet slept when she stayed at his house. How could that be? How could he allow all this? How could that girl have the heart to snatch her own sister's lover!Herrin looked at all of these things hatefully, especially the pictures of him and Violet! It is supposed to be the pictures of him with Alyne.Herrin's hand reached out for one of the photos. While looking at him, he snorted in disgust full of hatred.Prang! He smashed the photo into pieces. Just as her feelings were also shattered into pieces.***"Bro?" Lily knocked on Herrin's door, but he didn't open it."Bro? Bro Herrin?"

"Now I will go. I will miss you," said Alyne, hugging Danish. "When will you be back?" asked Danish while still holding her. Alyne shook her head slowly. "I don't want to go back. Nobody wants me here." Slowly Alyne let go of her hand from Danish's body. 'I've always wanted you,' Danish thought. "Wish you always happy there. Take care," Danish looked at her eyes sincerely. She smiled and nodded, "I hope you're happy here too. Good bye." "Bye." Danish smiled at Alyne's departure until the plane flew away, she is leaving her stupid lover. "I will miss you." *** The next day.. Herrin walked down the classroom corridor. He looked down languidly, as if he no longer had the will to live. As he passed Alyne's classroom, he turned his head, his eyes searching for the girl. He wished he could see her again. He stared blankly at the chair that Alyne used to sit on, n

Herrin lay down on the bed. The incident kept playing in his head. That girl really was kidnapped! She's hurt!"Am I wrong?" he asked himself.Suddenly, the girl's words echoed in his head.'I think our love will make your memory back. But I am wrong.''I think, the problem is that I'm not trying more. But, it turns out that the problem is that you don't want to remember.''Now, I give up. If someday... you can remember... don't blame me...'Herrin shook her head vigorously. "No, no!""Is Alyne really my lover?" His eyes started to glaze over.He rembered how she showed her long hair was shaved and knife wounds all over her body. He shook his head again.Who? Who had done that to her!?Now it's not only his head that hurts, but his chest also feels tight. He felt he had made a big mistake.

Alyne hugged Danish's body tightly, she will really miss this boy later. He wiped Alyne's eyes which let out a few tears. "You promised not to cry."Alyne chuckled softly. "Sorry, Danish. I'm really sad." She wiped the remaining tears from her cheeks. Alyne put her arm around Danish's stomach again."I always wish you happiness, Alyne." "Me too."Both of them hugged each other tightly, before Danish's body suddenly felt stiff in Alyne's arms. She lifted her head, seeing Danish's face now staring intently behind her."What's up?" Alyne loosened her arms from Danishs body, she followed his gaze.She turned her head, then froze when she saw Herrin standing three meters away in front of her. Their eyes were both wide open, after a week of not seeing each other now they were face to face again.Herrin broke his eye contact first, he seemed to snort softly. "Weren't you kidnappe