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Nessui
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Can't Trust Summer

Can't Trust Summer

Hendell always look for ways and means to create things that makes her happy through writing. She loves poetry and literature. She found freedom and strength when she is constructing words to create a beautiful creation. But in real life, she is aloof. Her doctor diagnosed her with Social Anxiety Disorder (SAD). That is why she is afraid of people and their judgements and criticisms. She find it hard to trust people so she close her doors and build a wall to protect herself from her own fears. But a guy named Harken suddenly came in the picture. In his presence and kindness, she found herself trusting so much. She learned to open up and discover the world outside her own imagination. However, all good things didn't last. Harken left her like everyone does that made her world turned dark again. And it get worse. She felt betrayed. Her heart filled with pain and bitterness. She became the opposite of her past self. When Harken came back, she knows what to do. Now, it’s her turn to hurt him.
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Chapter: CHAPTER FOURTY TWO
Sa isang seaside restaurant ako dinala ni Marcio. He is craving seafood raw kaya kahit hindi ko feel na kumain ngayon ng mga lamang dagat ay pumayag na lang ako. Naawa ako dahil mukhang gutom na siya sa tagal ng paghihintay niya sa akin kanina.Agad na umorder si Marcio pagkaupo namin sa pinakadulong puwesto ng restaurant. Huminga ako nang malalim at napapikit, ninanamnam ang malakas na ihip ng hangin.“Are you okay?” Napadilat ako sa tanong ni Marcio. Nakita ko ang pag-aalala sa mukha nito.Ibinaling ko ang atensiyon ko sa box ng tissue na nakapatong sa lamesa at nilaro iyon. “Okay lang ako. Pagod lang siguro sa maghapon na pagtatrabaho.”Tumango ito at tinanggap ang sagot ko. May katotohanan naman din ‘yon. Pagod na pagod ako hindi lang sa pagtatrabaho, pagod din ako sa mga nangyayari nitong mga nakaraang araw. Parang gusto ko munang
Last Updated: 2022-03-22
Chapter: CHAPTER FOURTY ONE
HENDELL’S POVMabagal na lumipas ang mga araw. That night was horrible and traumatic. Harken and I never talk about what happened that night. We never talk about anything. At all. Sa limang araw na lumipas ay puro iwasan at ilangan. Like there’s no one would dare to open up about it. And heck, I will never see Alejandro’s bar the same way again. Even the alcohol would surely taste like new but familiar for sure.I simply put my right palm on my forehead. Every time that one specific memory comes into my mind, I couldn’t help but feel uncomfortable. Bakit ko ba sinabi iyon? Nakakahiya!“Mukha kang sabog, H. Ano bang nangyari habang wala ako?”Hindi ako agad makasagot sa tanong ni Marcio. Anong sasabihin ko? Na nagkalat ako sa harapan mismo ng kapatid niya at nagmukhang tanga? Na parang isang baliw na
Last Updated: 2022-01-30
Chapter: CHAPTER FOURTY
Hendell’s POVAfter I utter a single prayer I decided to sort things out by walking. Wala akong destinasyon. Lakad lang ako ng lakad. Kung saan man ako dadalhin ng mga paa ko ay hindi ko alam. Ang alam ko lang ay gulong gulo na ako sa lahat.I don’t want to be the villain but I did something bad to someone. To Harken. Pero iyon lang ang alam kong tama. Ang saktan siya dahil sinaktan niya ako. Akala ko iyon ang tama. Akala ko iyon ang makapagpapasaya sa akin. Lahat na lang ng inakala kong tama siguro ay mga maling akala lang. I can’t feel any satisfaction. Instead, all I felt was a burden, never-ending hatred, and loneliness. Pagod na pagod na ako.“It’s okay. Gagawin ko ang lahat para maaprubahan ang investment mo. Trust me Harken, kapag sinabi ko, tutuparin ko.”“Huwag na. I think it’s all over for me Jelena. Sa tingin ko
Last Updated: 2022-01-11
Chapter: CHAPTER THIRTY NINE
Hendell."Rinig ni Hendell ang pagtawag sa kaniya ni Harken. Palabas na sana siya nang mamataan niyang nasa labas si Harken at tila may hinihintay. At marahil siya ang hinihintay nito. Bumuga siya ng hangin saka ito nilingon. "Bakit?" tanong niya. Madilim ang mukha nitong naglakad palapit sa kaniya. Nakakuyom ang mga kamay nito na parang gusto nitong manakit. "Totoo ba?!" Nabigla siya sa bulyaw nito. Hindi pa siya nakakahuma sa gulat ay muli itong sumigaw. "Ikaw ba 'yong kumuha ng package ko kahapon?!"Nag iwas siya ng tingin at patay malisyang sumagot. "Hindi. Saan mo naman napulot 'yang balitang 'yan? Binalita ba sa TV?""Huwag mo akong pilosopohin. Hindi mo kasama si Marcio ngayon kaya wala kang rason para magsalita ng pabalang." Masama ang tingin nito sa kaniya. Sobrang sama na halos makaramdam siya
Last Updated: 2022-01-08
Chapter: CHAPTER THIRTY EIGHT
Lately, everyone’s quite busy doing their own businesses. Hendell wasn’t ready for the silence and aloneness after a long time of loud and chaotic days she had. At first, it was okay. Tolerable. Having no one around felt like an end of the world for her. The silence really does.Marcio was out of town. He has some music gigs in the city. She wanted to come but he won’t let her. Maybe because Marcio was very particular in doing his thing alone. While Tres, on the other hand, went to his hometown to visit some immediate family. Christmas is fast approaching and the need to be with one family member is a must. And that made her sad.Sinubukan niyang tawagan si Monica ngunit nasa isang business seminar ito sa Singapore at hindi nito sinabi kung kailan ito uuwi. There is one person she knew, so far, available. But in the past weeks, Harken was always seen with Jelena. That girl helped him with his business and they’re quite closer than the last time
Last Updated: 2022-01-03
Chapter: CHAPTER THIRTY SEVEN
Ilang minutong nakatunganga lang si Hendell sa loob ng restaurant. Ilang minuto na rin mula noong makaalis si Jelena at Harken ngunit heto pa rin siya at halos hindi makagalaw sa kinauupuan.Nagseselos nga ba talaga siya? O dinadaya lang siya ng kaniyang imahinasyon? Possible iyon. Galit siya kay Harken at ang maging masaya ito sa piling ng iba ay ang pinakahuling bagay na hihilingin niya. Hindi maaaring siya lang ang nahihirapan."Miss oorder ka ba?" Napakurap siya sa tanong ng waiter na mukhang kanina pa nakatayo sa gilid niya. Umiling siya at nagmadaling lumabas ng restaurant. Gusto niyang batukan ang sarili. Hindi siya dapat pumasok doon. Hindi siya dapat nagpadala sa agos ng damdamin.Pumasok siya ng sasakyan na tila wala pa rin sa maayos na pag-iisip. Kagat kagat ang labing isinandal ang sarili sa upuan, iniisip kung anong nangyayari sa kaniya. Naiinis siya hindi kaninuman, kung hindi sa sarili niya. Na
Last Updated: 2021-12-13
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