Nobela ni Sunflowergen

Andrew Rofil, a rising star actor, attends his press conference. But his way there isn’t easy. I don’t know if that news were true or it just a false rumor to taint Andrew’s career. His rumors were now being discussed. And because of the news, Rona's loveteam has been shattered.Cassia sent me a couple texts. My sister keeps giving me links to the most recent issue about Andrew, so I'm aware of today’s issue because of little sister. And today, I think she's the year's most concerned citizen.“And who cares if he’s gay right? I love his acting on his movie. I’ve watched the trailer. Did you?”“Damn, why are all the netizens are stupid? What is the f*** their problem if that Andrew is gay? Andrew is just new to the showbiz but they keep on attacking him.”

People in the area were busy dancing and mingling with the audience. After my out, I texted them the group production team I met earlier and I agreed to go out today since it’s not bad to socialize to others.I didn’t tell or inform boss to it since it’s wasn’t work related anymore.Margaux is beside me, as are all the men from the production team who I met in the elevator hours ago. Margaux simply raises her lips and smiles at me before turning her gaze to the four boys alongside her, while the man who keeps staring at me solemnly remains by me, still staring at me, but since we're in a public area, others may believe he's just looking around or perhaps he is.Is it normal to someone that stares linger long…like perhaps twenty or thirty minutes?

As we grew older we became more mature to our feelings. We already know how to read between the lines. We think first and internalize the actions of other towards us and think for it for a long time. We became too cautious and too protective to ourselves.As we grow old we guarded our hearts from people. We were no longer the young teens prioritizing love, begging love…mostly be easy on love. If a certain person shows any attention to me, I would leave right away.But one thing I haven't learned in all these years is that I don't want to speak up or say what I want. I'd rather keep my mouth shut than say something hurtful to that person. Maybe that's why my ex-girlfriend found it so easy to used me and hurt me because she knows I won't hurt her no matter how badly she hurt me. That was also why she left so easily, because she knew I'd rather let her go than keep her with me, even though I knew

I couldn’t sleep because of what happened a while ago. After my boss has driven me home, I head to my room and open my laptop to see if anyone has been sharing photos and video from that bar. And I'm delighted to see that the social media is at peace right now, and that Korean movies are still trending.I wanted to slam my head against the wall when I remember him what he said. I’m pouting while recalling what happened. Why he have to do it?“No, baby… they don’t have the right to say those words.”“No, baby… they don’t have the right to say those words.”“No, baby… they don’t have the right to say those words.”

Behind my back, I can still feel his touch. Because the bar became crowded minutes passed, especially because the night is slowly staring to bloom. And when the people started to get tipsy, the music started high as never be the same, the song of Camila Cabello began to play.My boss was quick to protect me and relocate me away from the irresponsible individuals who went past us.“Careful…”He murmured and a little bit annoyed. I looked at him, wondering if he was speaking to me or to someone who had accidentally bumped into meMany individuals have called my boss when we passed them, and I had forgotten that he is the well-known young and bachelor CEO. He dismissed those people and continued walking toward my companion. Pauleen noticed and finally found me and raised her hand to wave at me, but it vanished as she noticed who

Maybe I was wrong when I said I didn't know why my best friend Julie and my pal Rico broke up. Maybe that's why Rico is still enraged because I was the cause of their breakup. I had no idea Julie used Rico to get away from me. I had no idea Julie had developed feelings for me. I didn’t know that Julie used Rico to move on from me. I didn’t know that in the first place that Julie develop her feelings towards me. And I realized why men and women can't be friends for lengthy periods of time: one may develop sentiments while the other is unaware. Maybe I didn’t want to fight back or depend myself to them because I know I am the reason why they broke up. I am at fault for being too heartless for not feeling her, for not looking her the way she looks at me. I'm not sure if I'm just stupid, naïve, an idiot, or a heartless because I don't want to say anything because my words ar

Napahinto ako sa ginagawa ko ng may maisip pero binalik ko ang atensyon sa laptop dahil ayaw kung guluhin ang isip ko pero mas lalo lang itong gumulo. Frederick and Fredo's flight would be next week at araw-araw walang palya silang kumausap sa akin na sumama.Maybe it's time to come back? I will come back not to ruin their family or to take back my family but to live again. To see what's life after letting go. To see what's happiness I could feel after those sacrifices I did. And to feel how does it feel to. Come back without expecting something. To come back for myself. Buong-buo na ako. Wala nang masasaktan pa dahil buong-buo na ako. Sapat na ako para sa sarili ko. Dahil hindi ko dapat idepende ang buhay at kasiyahan ko sa ibang tao.

Hindi ko alam na sa pag-alis doon ako makakahanap ng kaginhawaan. It's so refreshing. Hindi panga nakakalapag ang mga paa ko sa building na dinaungan ng helicopter ay niyakap agad ako ng Mommy ni Frederick. Dahil daw sa akin ay naisipan ang anak niyang bumalik.Nasa Australia ako. Nakarating ako sa Australia na mag-isa na walang pamilya at ang kasama ko lang ay itong si Frederick na ngayon ko lang naka-sama. Kahit ganoon pa man ay welcome na welcome ako sa pamilya ni Frederick. They were so kind, loving and sweet kung gaano ang trato nila kay Frederick doble sa akin dahil para sa kanila para daw akong biyaya daily walang kapatid si Fredrick at gusto din nila Tita Rosy na may anak na babae.Nakita kung kapapasok lang ni Frederick. He ma

Hindi ko inaakala na ang payapa sa puso ko ay ilang segundo lang palang mayayanig dahil sobrang bilis ng pangyayari at hindi ko alam kung paano nakapasok si Dominique at bigla niyang sinuntok si Fredrick nang napakalakas at napatumba ito. Sumigaw ako sa gulat at dali akong tumayo para hawakan si Dominique."Siraulo ka ba, ha! Nakita ko ang ginawa mo!" Galit na sambit ni Dominique at nakita ko ajg mga ugat niyang naging klaro sa leeg dahil sa galit. Lalapitan pa sana siya si Frederick kay bigla akong pumagitna.Nakita kung nakatingin ng masama si Dominique sa akin." You let him kiss you? At hindi kaba nag-iisip, ha?! Paano pag may ginawa siyang masama sayo?! Ilang araw lang kayo nagkita tapos nagpapahalik ka?!" Sigaw nito sa akin at umiwas ako ng tingin."Hindi ka makasagot! Paano nalang kungmay gagawin

Tatlo kaming nakahiga sa kama. Habang yakap ako nila Mommy at Daddy at sa pagkakataon ito alam kung ngayong minuto lang ay hirap na ang oras na ito."It was complicated that time. My husband, cheated while we have our first born. Gusto ko munang kalimutan ang nangyari. Your daddy and I met in the club, nag-iinum din siya doon. Your dad's wants a baby, and his couldn't bear that time kaya, it was a perfect and sinful night. We fell in love that night kahit alam namin na bawal. Minahal namin ang isa't-isa kahit bawal. We stayed for each other kahit bawal at ang dumating ka mahirap humiwalay pero... "Hindi niya kayang dugtungan ni Mommy ang sinabi. alam kung kailangan din siya ng pamilya. Hiram lang kami sa isa't-isa."Huwag mo sa nang sisihin ang sarili mo anak. Nagmahal lang kami, at hindi ka namin pinagsisihan kaya huwag mung sisihin ang sarili mo." Bul

The world revolves to be unfair, you wanted to be happy pero yung mga bagay sa paligid mo ay kusang lumalapit para saktan ka. Gaya ngayon, hindi ko alam kung pinaglalaruan ako ng tadhana, kung ano ang ginawa ko, kung bakit ganito sila bumabato. Pagkapark ko ng sasakyan, nakita kung dumaan si Daddy at kasama ang kanyang anak. Masaya silang nag-uusap habang buhat ang kanyang anak na lalaki sa bisig. Naghintay pa ako ng ilang minuto bago siya tuluyang pumasok sa school, at nang pagbukas ko ay sakto-sakto naman ang pagbukas din ng pintuan sa kabilang sasakyan at nilabas doon si Mommy, sumunod yung asawa niya at yung babaeng anak na si Hailey.Hindi rin niya inaasahan na makikita kami dito o mag-aabutan. Para hindi na siya mahirapan ay kusa na akong lumayo at naglakad ng una. Nakita ko ang anak niya na si Hailey na nakatingin pasakin, at narinig ko ang boses ng lalaki clearly, the father. He seem not t

Hindi sila nalasing. Nakatayo silang lahat at normal pa naman. Sumigaw lahat ng mga kaibigan ko ng biglang nagrepresinta si Frederick na ihatid at ako naman hanggang sa pintuan sila hinatid."Nandito lang kami." Bulong ni Belle at hinalikan ako sa noo. Sumunod naman si Mona at niyakap ako ng mahigpit. "Nandito lang kami." Bulong naman ni Lira, at sumumkd si Ven at yon dun ang sinabi at humalik din sa noo. At pang huli si Mira at ganoon din ang ginawa. Hanggang sa tuluyan na silang umalis.At tamang-tama naman na dumating si Dominique na nakangisi. At nang lumapit siya sa akin ay hindi ko naamoy ang alak sa katawan niya."Checking?"