Novels by itspdiana

Chapter 22As the rain began to fall, my tears began to flow. I no longer knew what I should do right.I was hurt so much by what they did. I closed my eyes, no matter how mad I am, there is nothing I can do. I need to talk to them. I need to talk to Sunhoo about it.I immediately closed my luggage. My decision is final, I am going home to the Philippines. I have to find myself. I have to get her and to know her slowly, she’s dead inside me, but I’m gonna bring her back. I will bring back the Lucky Shen in my heart.I told Sunhoo that we would meet at a restaurant. I would talk to him, before I left here. It hurts for me, but I have to do it. Suddenly, my heart beat faster when I saw him enter. He

CHAPTER 21I slowly opened my eyes and the first thing that I saw were the white curtains, white ceiling and windows.My mouth opened and my heartbeat suddenly started to beat faster. I touched my head and felt relaxed when I felt no bandage placed in there. I suddenly remembered all that had happened. My tears flowed and I couldn’t help but to cry uncontrollably. I touched my chest and I feel the pain inside. I closed my eyes…How can they do this to me?! To lie to me? How could they believe that I am Lee Shin Jin when my real name is Lucky Shen. I bit my lower lip just to hold the pain that I have felt right now. It hurts me! Wh

Chapter 20I watched the beauty of the ring that Sunhoo gave me. When I remember what he did, my heart was pounding so hard. Maybe, because of excitement that I have felt right now. I couldn’t explain how I felt.My co-workers already knew about the state of my life now. They also know that Sunhoo has already proposed to me. They’re happy for me and so are the managers. I want to invite them to our wedding ceremony. I just smiled as I carried the food for the M7 Band. After they practiced, with Ms. Christy, they immediately returned to the studio to rehearse again.I laid their food on the table. I can’t go inside the studio because it’s forbidden, suddenly, my heartbeat felt nervous when I heard the emergency bell. They also looked in my direction an

Lee Shin Jin’s POV I first went through the clothes I had bought earlier. Alex told me earlier that their concert will start around seven pm. I don’t know why I’m nervous. It’s actually my first time to attend their first concert. Alex didn’t know my real feelings for him. He doesn’t know how I feel… He promised that he will be forever my best friend. But, how can I accept that? I am slowly falling in love with him. I’m afraid… when he finds out how I really feel and he’ll avoid me for that. I may not know his feelings, but I know him. I knew he would immediately avoid someone when he found out that they had other intentions towards him. I was afraid that I might lose him just because I admitted to how I re

Alex Kim’s POVAs I was talking to Christy, I saw Shin Jin enter inside in practice room. She was carrying food and bottled water.I just watched her movements and saw Nathan helping him take out the snacks from the paper bags. I wanted to help her, but I’ve changed my mind. When she suddenly turned to me and I immediately looked back at Christy and just ignored the looks she was giving me.After our practice, Christy immediately said goodbye to us. We stayed inside first and practice the song. Suddenly, Nathan spoke, after he drinks some water.“She seems nice. The accusations they make about her are not true.” Nathan said and Cody looked at him with a serious blank face.“We still don’t know h

I decided to go home to Grandma’s house first. We haven’t seen each other for a long time, even though I always talk to her on the phone. That’s still not enough for me. I really missed my grandmother and I want to see her.I just looked out the window while I was on the flight. What kind of person I was before? I was still wondering about that, even though, it passed years ago. I still can’t forget that. I don’t know why I got into an accident… no matter how hard I try to remember; my head just hurts every time I force it.I just let out a sigh and didn’t realize that I had arrived at the place where Grandma lives now. I was just a short distance away when I saw her doing laundry outside the house. I can’t help but to let go the emotions that I have felt right now.