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Somehow I got stuck in this situation. Somewhere in the middle of nowhere with people I've only known for a week. Then the business with 2 men who don't know where to start, suddenly is this close to me. Ivan is a good man, but I never knew that he would use any means to approach me, even though he clearly knew that I had a boyfriend. Then, Arthur, I'm sure I will never be able to understand him, even though we are as close as a pulse but it feels like there is a thick wall that protects Arthur from my attempts to hold him deeper. Ivan and Arthur got involved in a misunderstanding and a cold war just because of one Issa, which is me. Then I also do not know how to deal with my boyfriend after I was involved in an affair with these two men. I have to tolerate Ivan and also have to give up Arthur. Then it was with a heavy heart that I had to accept that Arthur and Ivan's friendship had to end, just like the duration of the program we were running which was one month, their friendship only lasted one month.

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Chapter: Chapter 2: Étrange

It’s been 5 days since I came here, and I really want to take a shower. Today as I open the window and trying to see the surroundings outside, people get busy with their respective things to do, the nurse was walking around, taking one patient to another patient, or the mother who looks sad because her kid has to stay here for a few days. This is why they said health is an expensive thing, yet you only realize it when you get sick. I walk back to my bed, looking at the clock, it is 10 am now. The nurse always takes my blood in the early morning so they will wake me up even though I hate waking up earlier. This morning the nurse didn’t know where she has to take my blood anymore, my both hands full of needle marks as they take it twice a day, and it means in these 5 days there are 10 needle marks that I got. My left hand is swelled and they finally transferred the IV to my right hand to avoid getting bigger, and another good news is my fear towards the needle is suddenly gone

Last Updated: 2021-06-14

Chapter: Chapter 1: A Sudden Pain

Life is a never-ending surprise. One time you can feel completely sure about your choice, and two days later you can turn into someone that you are not yesterday. None of us can justify what is wrong and what is right when it comes to the feeling you can’t control, love, and its stuff.I still here, living my life as nothing ever happened between me and him although somehow I wish our paths will cross again in the near future. It’s kind of a paradox when my mind always thinks that it is best for me to not remembering any pieces from the past as is in the past already, however, I often caught my heart hoping I could feel some sparks and a simple friendly conversation again with that man. Every night, before my eyes really shut, I think of everything that I left behind. I knew it’s far away from I am standing now but I think I never really left it and decided to keep it in my heart as memories that I will open the page before I sleep. It’s pathetic. I am

Last Updated: 2021-06-06

Novels by Nixie Harrieth

ARTHUR