Novels by San Sar

KateThe Gala AftermathThe grand ballroom shimmered with gold and silver. The chandeliers above glittered like diamonds, casting a soft glow over the crowd below. The music was slow, the rhythm a gentle pulse that seemed to carry the weight of the night. I stood near the edge of the crowd, nursing a glass of champagne. It tasted fine, but it wasn’t enough to drown the turmoil swirling inside me.I shouldn’t have come tonight. Every part of me had screamed to stay home, to avoid this spectacle. Yet here I was, staring across the room at Viktor, his broad shoulders set in their usual way, the confidence in his posture undeniable. And there, by his side, was Caroline.The image stung.It was supposed to be just the two of us tonight, wasn’t it? We had made plans—hadn't we? But Viktor always had a way of making promises fade into nothing. And now, there he was, with Caroline laughing at something he had said, their proximity unmistakable. The sight of them together twisted something insi

KateThe lights in the ballroom were dimmed, casting a warm glow across the room, and the music played a soft, rhythmic hum in the background. The annual office gala had been an event I had been both dreading and anticipating all week, knowing that it would be my one real chance to speak with Viktor. But as the evening wore on, I found myself standing alone at the bar, nursing a glass of wine and feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders.The gala was a blur of laughter, clinking glasses, and the occasional polite exchange. Everyone was in their best attire, their best smiles, but I couldn’t shake the tension building in my chest. I had hoped this night would be different—an opportunity to finally speak to Viktor, to clear the air between us but that hasn't been fruitful and he went away with the promise to discuss. After that he was surrounded by people, always in the midst of conversation, and every time I tried to approach him, he seemed to pull away.“Hey, Kate. Enjoying the

Kate The week after the confrontation with Caroline was a whirlwind of emotions. Despite my attempts to reach out to Viktor, I found myself running into walls. Every time I tried calling or sending a message, he was either too busy or unresponsive. I knew he was likely overwhelmed with work, but the silence only deepened the pit in my stomach. I felt like I was stuck in limbo, unable to move forward or let go.I kept telling myself that I just needed to give him time—time to process everything, time to figure out where things stood. But each passing day felt like an eternity, and the uncertainty gnawed at me. Was he avoiding me? Was he really too busy? Or had I pushed him too far with my involvement in his life?It wasn’t just the silence from Viktor that weighed on me. It was the constant reminder of Caroline’s accusation that haunted me, that I was somehow the cause of the unraveling of their marriage. But it wasn’t that simple. I didn’t want to be a wedge between them. I never pla

KateI was still reeling from the confrontation with Caroline. Her words echoed in my mind like an unsettling song on repeat. "You’re the reason Viktor and I are falling apart," she had accused me. It wasn’t the first time I’d been accused of something I didn’t feel responsible for, but this… this was different. It felt like I was stuck in the middle of something bigger than me, something I didn’t understand.When she stormed out of the office that day, I was left in a state of disbelief. My heart hammered in my chest as I replayed the conversation over and over in my mind, trying to figure out where things had gone wrong. Her eyes, filled with hurt and anger, seemed to pierce right through me. I never intended to come between Viktor and Caroline. In fact, I had never wanted to be involved in their marriage issues at all, but now it seemed like I was the center of their problems. It wasn’t fair.I was relieved, though, that no one had seen or overheard that exchange. The office had be

The Unexpected VisitIt was an ordinary day at the office. The kind where the hum of the air conditioning and the faint clicking of keyboards blended into the background noise, a rhythm of productivity that almost made you forget the world outside. I sat at my desk, next to Viktor's cabin, typing away at a report I had been working on for the past few hours. The fluorescent lights above flickered every now and then, but the monotony of the task was enough to drown out any distractions.Viktor had been absent for the past two days, and I couldn't shake off the feeling of unease that lingered in the back of my mind. It was unlike him to take such an extended break without letting anyone know. He was always punctual, always present, always reliable—until now. I had tried calling him several times, but each call went straight to voicemail. A vague sense of concern gnawed at me, but I brushed it off. After all, people needed space sometimes, and maybe Viktor just had something personal to

ViktorViktor sat alone in the quiet of his apartment, the dim light from the city street lamp casting shadows across the room. The soft hum of traffic outside was a reminder of the world moving around him, but in his mind, all he could think about was Kate. Beautiful. Beyond beautiful. She wasn’t just physically stunning, though she certainly took his breath away with every glance. It was something more, something deeper, something that had captured his heart in ways he had never expected.It had started not so innocently. Kate being the gazelle and him being the predator. He was no longer simply in her presence; he was completely and utterly drawn to her in a way he couldn’t explain. Viktor wasn’t naive enough to think it was just a fleeting attraction. It wasn’t about her looks, though they were enough to make anyone pause and take notice. No, it was the way she carried herself, the quiet confidence that radiated from her, the warmth in her smile that made everything else fade into

FarisIt was early in the morning and I was wide awake as today is the day we all were waiting for the past few months and for some the wait has been years. Yesterday, we received an offer from a huge label of getting signed by them. The label is one of the top music producing labels, it has huge celebrities signed and contracted under them.We were lucky enough to garner their interest, we all have been working really hard to get a label sign us, we are artists and we don't know the business part of the industry, We needed professional help and only a label could provide us that support and push. I hope the meeting goes accordingly and we get signed by the end of the day.A knock on the door, diverted my mind."You up early," said Mike as he entered the room."Can't sleep, can you blame," I said sounding super excited early in the morning."Who else coming?" he asked."Tyler won't come because he has prior plans and the twins will jo

Faris,"Guys, get ready for tonight, our big day today" I said with excitement and happiness. It is a big project and if we do it right then there are high chances of us getting signed by labels."We have to give our best, no mistakes tonight. We've worked way too much to fucking get here. This here, tonight is our chance at getting our band signed by labels," I said to everyone, it was really overwhelming and I wanted to make it our day today."Don't worry Fer, everyone is ready. We all are ready for our chance at success. We've worked really hard to get here and tonight we will perform like kings, the show is ours" said Rebel matching my enthusiasm."Get ready then, we have to travel" said Tyler packing bags."Group hug guys," she said.***FarisI've been pacing back and forth in the room where we were

FarisI can't believe I fucked up so bad. I can't believe that I forgot about the rehearsals, by the way it was our final rehearsal before the big performance tomorrow and I fucked up by not coming on time. We were to shift studios and get our instruments on time to this new studio and finally start our jamming session.There were some final changes that needed to be made and make the piece attuned to the music and final work in the mixing and mastering of the beats and the final music that we will be performing. Though we have already done most of it but we were being extra careful because it was big for us, we are to perform and open for a huge band and this is extremely important for me and all of the band. We have worked way too hard for us to be here and I can't fucking be the one to ruin it for me and others.Fucking Sierra Jane is messing with my mind and turning me on just by thinking of last night.

Sierra"What happened Sierra?" came the cheerful voice of Kate. She must have been looking for me and I just switched off my phone. I don't know but I didn't wanted to talk to anyone."I tried calling you but it went straight to voicemail and you left us no message. I had to call your office and they said you were in a meeting. I was worried about you," she said while sitting on the couch in my living room."Damnit... say something, I was worried sick about you. You never pulled that kind of stunt on me before," she asked again demanding answers which I didn't knew. I am also trying to find answers."I don't know," I said sounding lost and a bit off. I tried to be fine but everything is not fine and thinking about how I left things is making me feel vulnerable."Hey, so did it really happened. I mean... you .. and Faris... like I mean.. you and him..." ,she said.. more like asked what happened

FarisI woke up to sun shining on my face. The morning brightness waking me up. I got up and sat on the bed, eyes still closed because of over drinking last night. I felt hung over and my head was aching. I roamed my hand on the night stand to get my mobile, it has always been my habit to check my mail early morning from work and start then start out my day with working out. I couldn't find find my mobile or my nightstand.I panicked and opened my eyes to look around. The bright sun shining from the window onto my face and eyes made me close my eyes due to the brightness. I adjusted my eyes to the brightness and opened my eyes to see that it was not my house, it was the fucking hotel room where we... Everything what had happened yesterday came back to me like scenes in a movie, I remember I was drinking too much then I saw.... Sierra Jane, just the girl I was thinking about and we.. ohhh... my... fucking luck.... I played pool with her and the

Sierra"Let me take you to your hotel room, we both are staggering and I don't want someone taking advantage," he said seeming genuinely concerned for me but I can't let come with because I know it would turn into something else totally.I liked him, I have liked him for a while now and suddenly he comes into my life, making me crazy. I have just started at this new job and everything finally seems to be going in the right direction for me and the career. What had happened earlier, back at my hometown will always affect me and it will always be with me no matter what I do.I have finally found stability in my life after going through so much and this, I don't think I can handle it. Faris, seems so hard to ignore, he is one thing that I can't have but all of him invites me in making me drop every guard I've built around myself.I don't know what to do but he seems right, I can't go alone it alre