ROSALINE
Doomsday comes unannouncedāthat was something I believed in. Well, in my case, doomsday had a face and a herald with whom I shared blood.
My brother stood at the entrance of the banquet, talking to a tall man with dark hair and a tall stature. I knew who it was. Terenzio De Vitto. I had thought my life could not get any worse than knowing my stiletto had a broken heel at a wedding I had so dearly planned.
De Vitto was handsome, with sharp features and a lean-muscular body, like almost every Mafioso his age in the New York Cosa Nostra, but his attractiveness did not lessen my fear.
Just as Dom twisted his head to me, I scooted to one side of the hallway behind a thick pillar. My heart raced infuriatingly. I did not want my brother to do the introductions yet. I did not even want him to have me married yet.
āIt was marriage, not the end of the word,ā Dom had said. Except, what if it was? If it were up to me, I would never get married.
Most soldiers had nothing to be proud of, being in the lowest position in the syndicate, but my father wore it on his sleeves like some ornament. My brother, Domenico, was not any different. At least he had a proper reason.
Domenico Guerra was a name known to the whole of the underworld. He was not a soldier as he should have been. He had not inherited the title from our father. Instead, he became the Consigliere, the advisor, to Adonis Vitale, the Capo of the Vitale Crime Empire, because my brother was the only one Adonis trusted with his eyes closed. The Vitales were one of the two ruling families of the New York Cosa Nostra, which was a tremendous deal.
Dom and Adonis had been extremely protective of me since Papaās tragic death. While I loved the way they coddled me, it was only to a certain limit.
As a teenager trapped inside the four walls of a giant mansion, protected by my father and his hordes of men who did not even dare look at me, I had wanted nothing more than freedom, which my brother had given me⦠but it seemed like my years of freedom was over.
Dom appeared next to me, his hand stuffed into his pockets and a judgemental look over his icy expression. I scanned his sides and peered my head out to look at the entrance.
Empty.
Terenzio was gone.
That was even worse. What if I accidentally came across him and panicked?
āWhere did he go?ā
Dom let out a sigh. āI sent him to the garden with Danilo to find his seat.ā He shook his head in disappointment. āYouāre hiding like an inmate⦠from a man who would be your husband.ā
āCould, not would.ā
He grasped my hand and yanked me around as I tried to walk away. āWhy are you hiding from him? Iāve never seen you scared of a man, not even twice De Vittoās size. Marriage is not the end of the world.ā
Fifteen. He had said this fifteen times in two days. āIf you say this one more time, I swear to God, Iāll end your world,ā I snapped. āAnd Iām not scared of him.ā
āNo, youāre not scared of him. Youāre just hell-bent on pissing me off,ā he grumbled. āI donāt see whatās wrong with giving him a chance. I talked to him about what Bella suggested.ā
āAnd?ā
āAnd he agreed.ā
My eyes widened. When Bella, Adonisās to-be-wife in a few hours, had suggested the whole āgoing out and getting to know each other before marriageā scheme, I had been sure Terenzio would reject it, which was why I had agreed to it. He was Terenzio De Vitto, the Underboss of Washington. He had better things to do than court a woman he had never met.
āHeāll put in his effort, despite his busy schedule, and take you out on however many dates you like.ā Before I could speak, he chided, āDates, thatās what theyāll be. Youāll have a curfew.ā
I cocked a brow. āWhat am I, five?ā
āNo. But youāre my sister.ā
I glanced at the door to the bridal suite as Bella stepped out in her wedding gown with her brother, Matteo Rossi, who was also a Capo as Adonis. We were in his territory, within the boundaries of the Chicago Outfit.
Giving my brother one last glance, I trudged toward Bella in my strapped stilettos-turned-flat, since I had broken the other heel as well, holding the pleated drop of my peach-coloured dress. Bellaās eyes fell on me and she asked, āYouāre here? I thought you were looking for Fabi.ā
āDidnāt make it that far. Trouble in Paradise.ā
Holding her breath, she muttered, āIām thinking about running. Want to join?ā
āRunning from Adonis?ā I snorted, seeing her nod. āGood luck on that, seeing as you wonāt be able to make it past New York,ā I gave Matteo a look, āor Chicago.ā
āUgh!ā She rolled her eyes.
Matteo paced forward to talk to Dom, leaving Bella and me barely out of earshot. They, no doubt, were talking about the De Lucas, the ones being monitored all evening, so they could not make a mess of the event I had planned.
Turning back to Bella, I questioned with a pouty face, āWould it piss you off if I snuck out of your wedding?ā
She knitted her brows together. āYes, Iāll be pissed. Furious. Enraged. And why would you even ask that?ā
I lowered my voice and explained, āDe Vitto is here and I... I donāt want to see him yet. Iām not ready.ā
I knew she would understand my situation. She and I were almost close to age, and the world we belonged to did not idolise an unmarried woman over the age of twenty. We both were way past that. I was twenty-four, and she was twenty-six. Only, she would be married in a few hours, and then it would be me, the only spinster amid traditionalists. Again.
Bellaās eyes softened. āAt least stay until the vows are over. Thatās all Iāll ask as a friend.ā
āYouāre incredibly good at blackmailing people with those puppy eyes,ā I said. āFine, Iāll stay, but as soon as the vows are over, Iām out. Donāt tell my brother where I went, though.ā
āWhere will you go? As far as I know, you donāt know Chicago that well.ā
She was right. This was not home. This was, according to my mop-headed brother, the enemy territory and no matter how many peace treaties were signed between us and the Outfit, it would always be that.
āI donāt know. Iāll probably just go back to the Di Falco mansion.ā
āThe mansion has been locked for tonight. No oneās going there.ā
I slammed my hands on my forehead. Of course, no one would be there. The wedding would go on till midnight with the dance, dinner, and all that. The banquet halls had rooms that had been opened for the stay of our guests.
āIf you were me, you wouldnāt want to stay here for Dom to come every five minutes to drag your ass down.ā
Dom and Matteo returned to us and Dom quickly asked, āWhose ass?ā
āNo one. Stop eavesdropping, creep.ā I walked back to the venue, not interested in quarrelling with Dom. He had to understand my need for space from him, given all the emotions I had been feeling. I scanned the area, only to find De Vitto seated in the fifth row of the aisle on the groomās side.
I did not want to face him just yet; maybe I would not have to if I was lucky enough.
***
LUCIANO
My stomach knotted as I watched Adonis and Isobelāmy Belleātaking their marriage vows. Then they kissed. I could feel nothing but anger and nausea at the sight. As many around me suspected, it had little to do with the fact that she was once mine, should have been mine, but was being given to someone else. No. She had chosen Vitale over me, which stung me more than anything else did.
Vitale was a bastard among many others, and New York Cosa Nostra was not a place for a woman like herāa woman not bound by traditions or rules. She would grow to hate her life eventually because from what I could tell, she loved her freedom too much for the Vitale Empireās fucked up rules to trap her.
I would have killed a handful of men this instant if it had not been for my brother forcing me down on my seat. Pietroās hands were close to his gun, not to cause a scene or start chaos, but to shoot me if I got out of line.
When the cake-cutting ceremony began, I wanted to grab a good bottle of imported whiskey and disappear, seeing the women cast their pitiful gazes and the menās scornful looks toward me. Pietroās teeth gritting made me⦠behave.
Sometimes I forgot I was the older one.
Until I became Capo, I was a complete messāreckless and promiscuous. The latter stayed the same, even after I had claimed the position, but my recklessness had been long gone. Pietro was the smart, the calm oneāthe brother who was always Maās favourite. People viewed us equally, but I enjoyed keeping my distance from people unless it was on a more intimate level.
The sun had set and dusk was long gone when I finally decided I could not do it anymore. I scurried up to the terrace of the building, my body aching from so much rigidity. And of-fucking-course, Pietro followed me, like a pain in my ass.
āWhat the hell do you think youāre doing?ā he asked. I often wondered how he remained so calm, even when he was freaked out or angry.
I scowled at him. āWhat do you think? Iām getting some air.ā
āYouāre not leaving this party, brother,ā he said with a hint of warning. āWe will stay the night and leave tomorrow like every other man. Got it?ā
āHave you perhaps forgotten Iām your Capo?ā
He shook his head, his brows forming a straight line. āHow can I ever forget that? But you asked me to accompany you to this wedding to keep your head straight. This is me doing exactly what youāve asked of me. We donāt want Vitale or Rossi to think this wedding affects you.ā
āWell, sorry to inform you, it does affect me and they know it. The invitation was nothing but their way of mocking me.ā They had surely had a good laugh behind my back. I pulled a cigar out of my pocket and lit it with the lighter before turning back to Pietro.
āI need some fucking air and a few minutes without your head up my arse. Be a sweet little brother and let me?ā I pointed at the door.
He gave me a side glance and said, āJust donāt lose your shit,ā before disappearing through it.
Pietro had to understand I needed space. The woman I had spent years desiring, and⦠now, hating had gotten married right before my eyesāhad been secretly married for the past eight years.
We would have been married for that long now if she had not disappeared like that. I would have cherished her, kept her as she willed. Did she perhaps think I was a controlling, manipulative bastard as the entire fucking world did? In that case, I could not blame her.
She had left me for a man who was nothing better than I was, and yet, according to her, he was ādifferentā. Different how? He was the Capo of Cosa Nostra like I was the Capo of 'Ndrangheta. Adonis Vitale ruled most of New York alongside his rivals, the Illianos, while I ruled the entirety of Canada. We were both territorial men. We were both Mafia lords. I did not understand any part of Belleās logic.
Who should I have blamed for this mess, though? Her mother, who had solely left the mafia world with her daughters because of family politics? Her dead father for dying and leaving them with a fate far worse than death? Godfather Rossi, who had allowed his daughter and granddaughters to flee in the first place? The Camorra for killing Belleās father and starting the war? Or myself for never letting Belle see the real side of me?
āWell, that was intense,ā a voice sounded.
I furrowed my brows and looked around the terrace. My eyes paused at a shadowy figure on the top terrace. Only the soft lights from around the building and the stars silhouetted her face, but her blonde hair shone even in the dark. She looked down at me, amusement twinkling in her eyes.
I was certain I had seen her before, but I could not remember where. I looked down at the gate and then up at her. āHow the hell did you get up there?ā
āClimbed up.ā
From the deep cut of her collar and the spaghetti straps, it was clear what she was wearing. āIn that dress?ā
āNever seen a woman climb in a dress?ā
The hint of playfulness in her voice drew my attention. āNot in this lifetime.ā The cigar remained between my thumb and forefinger, unsmoked, while I tried to make more of her features. She was slender and her long neck was probably the sexiest thing about her, the curve an absolute perfection.
āWell, nothingās impossible, and certainly not for a woman.ā She shrugged.
āHm.ā I took a long puff of the cigar and asked, āYouāre hiding from someone, arenāt you?ā She remained quiet and looked down at the venue. āIāll take that as a yes.ā There was no answer from her side again. āFrom whom?ā
āThatās personal. Iād rather not tell.ā
āIāll tell you mine if you tell me yours.ā It was a fair exchange. Exceptā¦
āIāll make a wild guess on yours. Youāre the man attending your exās wedding with your brother as a plus one.ā My smirk dropped at her words and my lips tightened. She went on, āMineās not as severe as yours, but I would rather keep my embarrassment to myself and not make others feel the need to pity me.ā
Regarding her with a keen expression, I blurted, āIn that case, how do I get up?ā
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