My Alpha, My Desire

Zack's POV If only I knew what would befall me if I came to this pack, I wouldn't have come here at all. All day, I couldn't get her off my head.Fuck. She was none like them. None like the older ladies I liked to be with. Then why? I asked myself multiple times as I stared at the drink in my right hand. The fucker, Jackson had been talking about the stuck-up reasons I should treat his pack with kindness. I chuckled. Kindness - that word doesn't exist in my dictionary. And if only my father could get off my neck about disappointing him time and time again maybe I wouldn't be so pissed off all the time. Well, he should go to hell for all I cared. He was never satisfied. I wonder how an old man could be so demanding. Over the years, I tried to understand him. Heaven knows I tried. But he was just like a stupid piece of the puzzle that went missing, never to be found again. I sighed, bringing my focus back to the present. Jude or Jack, whatever his name was, blabbered and fidgeted

Zack's POV“Holy shit, shit, shit!” I paced outside the hospital room. This was all my fault. Maybe if I didn't speak this wouldn't have happened. Why the fuck did I have to speak and scare her? Was she even going to jump? I had no fucking idea. Seeing her standing by the edge of the cliff brought fear into me. And I wasn't used to feeling fear. I thought I had gotten over that insane feeling. But hell, she brought it out even without trying. She was scared of me as it should be. But instead of the relief that it usually brought. I felt anger. Doesn't she know I would never hurt her? She has made me feel indescribable things I couldn't even explain to myself. “You're going to dig a hole in the ground with your feet,” Lucas said. He was sitting on the chair, equally waiting for the doctor to come out so we would know what was wrong. I glared hard at Lucas. We had been waiting outside for over two hours. The more I waited, the more I felt like I might storm in there and murder the

Zack’s POVAfter listening to the beta talk nonstop about a few random things, I stood to my feet and ushered him out to think alone.“When I need you, I’ll call you,” I said, slamming the door in his face to pace around the room, thinking of my next step.I wanted to ask Kayla a few things. This was getting more and more complicated.I had been the one to kill her mother from what I could see due to my father’s orders. And I had almost been the reason for her pregnancy being removed due to her almost falling to her death.Why was it always me? Who was I going to kill this time? Was it going to be her by mistake?I needed to talk to her. The itch to have that conversation and hear what she had to say was high.I got out of the room and headed for the hospital.***It didn’t take long for me to enter the hospital and the doctor led me into the ward while he talked about a grant he needed from me to make his hospital a world renowned hospital.I ignored him and when I entered the room,

Fiona’s POVWho did she think she was to think Zack would accept whatever demands she requested?From all I could see her do in the palace these days, cleaning wasn’t one of them.Kayla was definitely being treated like a princess in this place.Zack let her be fed with the same royal treatment as the royal guests. Was this how it would be forever?I wasn’t even living in the palace or being treated royally. Of course this hurt because I was his fiancée and I was supposed to be treated with the highest level of respect and care seeing as I would soon be the Luna.“Before you say anything stupid,” I said to Zack. “I just want you to know that all I want is for her to be out of here. As your fiancée and future mate, I don’t want you making any mistake that could jeopardize the relationship we have.”It sounded like a threat but it was because it was a threat.Kayla did nothing but eat, sleep and rest. Was this how it would go on till she delivered? Then what would happen after delivery?

Kayla’s POVI stared at her in shock after she had said that. “What?” I asked in shock. The air got stuffy, my head was spinning and my strength was failing. Was this really the truth? Did Zack really do that?How could he? Was that why he was being nice to me? So that I would fall into his trap and he would do the same thing he did to my mother?How did he kill my mother? Did she suffer before she died?So many questions ravaged my head as I thought of a way to make things easier for myself by thinking of something else to alleviate the stress but it wasn’t working.The tears flowed out uncontrollably thinking of it with Fiona drawing her chair close to mine with an empathetic tone.“Oh you didn’t know?” she said, touching my arm as I shrugged her off. I didn’t want her pity. I was sure she was enjoying this. “I mean, I thought you did. That was the reason I brought it up right now. Because I can see how this must have affected you so much that you decided to end your life. That mu