ALESSANDRA
Today was like the rest of the day. There was not much difference. Even today Hades spoke to the most of all the people he met. Seeing him, for a moment, I felt as if Hades did not need me at all. He needs me because he does not show what he is.
We also went to the arcade where we both played many games together.
At first he said that he is not fond of playing games. I thought that I would win because he never had any interest in playing, but I turned out to be wrong. That person is adept at playing such games.
I thought that he would not even know how to run his hands on the machine, but he was moving his hands like a pro, as if running water. He beat me in all the games we played.
“There is no need to make such a face now. You were the one who was jumping to play!” He said, walking with me, while his hands were resting inside the pockets of his pants.
“You’re a cheater!” I gritted out.
“How?” He rolled his eyes when I just glanced at him. He looked hot while doing that. So damn hot.
“You said you don’t like to play!” I literally sounded so dumb.
“But I didn’t say that I don’t know how to play?”
These things still haunt me. I had thought that after defeating him, I would raise my nose and tease him, but it did not happen at all. Because I also like to play. But it is useless to even think about competing with Hades. His hand is as sharp and fast as his mind.
But it is good that he did not tease me. I was angry that I lost and he only told me that I should not make my face like that.
But whatever we say, time went well with Hades. I did not feel pathetic and annoyed by being with him because I know that if I had stayed at home, I would have cried thinking about Nate.
I knocked on the door and Mom opened it.
“How’s your day, sweetie?” She asks me with a huge grin on her lips.
“Good…” I assure her. Taking my bag, she walked inside while I followed her. Reaching the living room, I noticed the door of the guest room was opened.
Noticing that, I could not help but ask her, “Is there anyone inside?”
“Yeah… you should come inside and meet him.” And before I could even ask her anything, she held my wrist and pulled me inside the guest room. I willingly followed her but my eyes slightly widened when I saw Nathaniel in the living room.
He was sitting on the couch and was sipping something through the mug. I guess coffee, because of its strong aroma.
“Hey, Allie…” He waves his hand as soon as he sees me. I force my lips to stretch into a smile. I literally did not feel happy by seeing him because I did not expect him. Yes, I did not!
“Hi, Nathaniel… I didn’t expect you… um… here…” I literally wanted to bite my tongue for not stopping. It must have sounded so rude. I think it was ferocious! My tongue was ferocious.
This is how Alessandra Irad greets her guests!
“Yeah, actually—,” and before he could answer me, my mother interrupted him, “On the way, I felt dizzy and was about to faint when Nathaniel saved me. Thank you, child.” Meanwhile, she threw a glare in my direction which indirectly told me to keep my mouth shut, if I cannot speak nicely to him.
But I could ignore what she said or signalled.
“What! Mama, how many times have I told ya that there’s no need to go out on your own to do anything! You can find everything on the doorstep of your house, so why go out! Did something happen to you?” I felt like yelling at her but suppressed my loud voice. I do not want to hurt my mother by shouting at her because of a little anger.
I do not even care that Nathaniel is with us in this room listening to us. My mother is most important to me.
“No, honey, I’m fine… just look at me…” She shrugged her shoulders, standing in front of me. Is my mother kidding me like Hades?
I step closer and my eyes scan her. The skin around my forehead crinkles when I focus on her face only.
“I see…” I cup her face before leaving it and then looking at Nathaniel. He smiles at me suddenly. I smile back.
“I should go now…” I look for an excuse to leave. They nod and I sigh that I do not have to pretend to be a happy Allie in front of them. I myself do not understand why but I do not feel comfortable around Nathaniel.
I just go to my room and take a warm shower.
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I squirm a bit when I feel hot breath on my lower lips. My teeth catch my bottom lip between them and I cannot help but tug on them as I feel this so much more than anything.
The skin presses against my inner thighs and then a long lick makes me gasp loudly as it moves up to my slit. I feel like an electric current passed through my spine, setting my body straight on alarm. I felt like flying at that mere action. It felt amazing.
The soft and gently slow licks start moving up and down, driving me insane. I clutch the sheet between my fingers while my head thrashs to the side, trying to hold on to this. One more lick goes up and I feel my legs start quivering in no time because of it. It makes them numb though I try to dig my heels harder.
The soft skin brushes against my inner thighs, giving my skin a tingling sensation. I inhale sharply, clutching the sheets tightly and this time, a serrated edge tugs on my folds, causing a sharp pain to shoot through my body.
The pain causes my legs to stretch in automatically but soon, a mighty hold catches them. I feel my legs stretching apart with a vicious grip that forces them.
Before I could meet with that pain, the warm and strong thing meets my folds again, creating a perfect mixture of pain and pleasure at the same time. I arch my back, clutching the sheets even tighter because the solid grips only give me a twinge every time I try to stretch-in my legs—which is getting impossible.
The force applied by the tongue now increases and I then feel an edge tugging on my vertical lips before becoming ferocious. This makes my breathings ragged. My chest arches up and I squeeze my eyes shut even tighter to ignore this unnecessary feeling.
It is becoming ruthless now. But I find it hard to open my eyes. I feel so desperate to open my eyes and find this a nightmare but they resist doing it.
I whimper when the pushes become harsh. I thrash my head to my side, trying to open my eyes but I feel like someone has glued my eyelids together. My heels now go deeper but no end comes to stop them.
The spiky edges now tugs violently on my folds and I feel hot tears flowing out of my eyes. The pleasant feelings I got a moment ago were long gone and the only thing I was receiving was pain only.
The hold becomes rougher and the canines become sharper now. I feel like this will be the end of me. Even though I am dying to get up, I am not able to do it.
And at last when I feel like my breathing will be stopped forever, my eyes flicker open and I try to adjust my gaze slowly. The light coming through the side, tries to poke the corner of my eyes but after putting my warm palms on my eyes, I comfort them tenderly.
Opening them slowly, I look around myself and find myself in my room. I sigh when I realize it was really a horrible nightmare.
Thank God… I keep lying for a minute.
A gust of cold wind passes through my chest and I immediately put my arm on my chest, preventing it from touching the wind. I feel no blanket on me. Going deep, I find the edge of my blanket on my stomach. I stretch it up to cover my chest and when my hand lands on the bed, I think of taking a turn.
Deciding to turn to my right side, from where the sunlight is coming through, I move my body but my lower region aches as soon as I join my knees together.
Why am I feeling pain there? I frowned deeply and immediately sat up on the bed. I wince loudly and my hand immediately lands on my stomach. It is hurting like hell now!
“But why?” I questioned myself and with trembling hands, I removed the quilt from me. I slowly pushed it aside and looked at my thighs. My shorts were already stretched up because I was sleeping like a bruh girl and to my utter shock and disbelief, I saw large handprints on both of my inner thighs.
My hands clasped on my mouth as tears brimmed my eyes.
This can’t be real! I shook my head and then tried to get up when my legs twinged. My core was hurting like hell. It was the part where I was aching the most. My legs felt numb and the handprints gave me goosebumps.
Just how and when! The only questions I could think about.
Who did that?
Was I conscious at that time?
Or was I sedated?
I had no answer to my questions.
I close my eyes and inhale deeply. I do not know anything about it but I am getting myself into becoming a ‘come come, disaster cat’.
Really? I am still not able to believe it.
Last night someone was with me, the thought is burning me. I still cannot believe that it is true. I gulp hard before getting up and letting my legs feel the pain because of carrying my weight. A sharp pain shoots through my lower region when I get up. While walking towards the door, I feel tears welling up my eyes.
My heart clenches when I remember the same pain again. I feel my palms getting sweaty because of it. How did I become so careless? Although I cannot believe it really happened last night, another corner of my mind was telling me how that stranger came into my room.
Reaching the door, I twist the door knob and pull the door open. Walking inside after closing the door behind, I take my toothbrush and reach out to grab the toothpaste but I do not find it in its place.
“Now where it is…” I almost feel like crying and my ears hurt when I speak with my jammed throat. It is like wires are wrapped around my throat.
I look around the bathroom and my eyes land on the toothpaste. It is lying on the floor with the lid open. Just great. I huff and bend down to grab it, ignoring my twinging lower region. I am trying hard to ignore it but it is getting difficult.
Once I successfully take the tube, I get up and put it on my brush. Bringing it closer to my mouth, I look at myself through the mirror when my eyes widen suddenly.
My whole focus is captured by the letters written on the mirror, making everything blurry for my vision. I do not see anything except that.
“You are delicious,” I read the letters in a slow whisper, written by my toothpaste. A small whimper leaves my trembling lips and I stumble back. It is terrible.
I can’t believe it, I yell inwardly, shaking my head no.
“Last night really happened…”
ALESSANDRAWhen I was remembering the feelings I felt in the night, in the same way, the pain in my brain was flowing like tears from my eyes. I was surprised till now because I did not even understand who could do all this. Who would do this to me? Someone came to my room at night and went away after doing whatever he wanted to my body, and I was not even able to know who could do such a thing. How worthless am I! Today for the first time I was feeling angry that even after gaining so much knowledge in life, my mind had become numb today. When I was in desperate need of thinking, understanding and peace, none of them were with me. I palm my face and realize that it is wet. I dip my face between my knees while more tears spill out of my eyes. I cannot be weak like this. So should I complain to the police? They will definitely believe my words because I have hand marks on my thighs and I am not even lying. Nodding at myself, I quickly wipe my tears away and then get up from the b
ALESSANDRAAs my hours were done, I walked ahead towards my car. Today was very different from other days. Till today I had not seen such a form of Hades. Hades is a terrible kind of person who just wants to kill people. He did not think before killing anyone, nor did he think of saving anyone. In front of him two men were fighting fearlessly like wild animals. He broke the head of a human in front of him, but Hades still did not have mercy in his heart. He did not think of saving him, but seeing him dying, Hades was getting peace. I already knew Hades was still sick. He is still battling with mental illness. He has an urgent need to learn the present peace. Not only peace, but he has to learn a thousand habits related to human beings. He cannot get out of this place by becoming so cruel. Because no one knows when his terrible form will come out. Today only he saw violence as an interesting drama, but tomorrow he can make such a drama. He can raise his hands to kill a human. I also
ALESSANDRA“You look fuckable, Alessandra.” My bones went cold when I heard my name from his tongue. His words were very ugly and dirty, but at this time, not anger but fear had gripped me. I would have shouted right now, but I was too scared to take such a step. ️I was so scared that I did not have the courage to do anything. First of all, I did not even know this person, so trying to understand this intention was also a mistake. Because it was difficult to even trace the intentions of those whom I did not know. There was so much power in that person’s aura that I could not dare to stand in front of him. My knees were weak and I just wanted to fall but fear kept a hold on me. I could not even move, so falling was a far-fetched thought. “Wow… just look at you… how desirable you look right now…” he whispered against my trembling lips. I could see nothing in front of myself but I was feeling his hot and minty breath fanning my philtrum. Who was that person and what did he want from
ALESSANDRA “Ok, you can tell me everything in detail.” I nodded my head frantically before starting to tell her everything. I took this decision with great courage. He kissed me yesterday and I could not give him a chance to go further. If he grows further, then I myself do not even know about the things he will do worse with me than this. I did not want to destroy myself at his hands by giving him any chance. “For the last two to three days I have been feeling that someone is following me.” After telling all that happened to me last night, I started telling her the reason for my doubts. She nodded, writing the point. I continued when she looked back at me. “I felt as if someone was watching me all the time. In my room, on the way home.” She nodded once again, gesturing to me to continue. “I want you to investigate my room. I feel like there is something or someone in my room.” She nodded, “We will definitely do it. Your safety is our responsibility. And whatever happened to
I looked in my front with widened eyes. That voice ringed in my ear and made me watch the thing that happened in front of me.I gasped shakily when I found one of the officer’s hands was bleeding now. She had fallen on the ground while the other officer was crying hysterically, holding her hip.I watched them helping each other and when I eyed my mother, she told me that the camera had exploded in that officer’s hand. The other officer, who was walking next to her, also injured the outer side of her thigh and hip in this incident.And that is what struck my head badly. That the camera was no more. The evidence is no more. Means, catching the culprit will be hard for them and what else? Will I never be
“Smart girl, I like it.” He cooed, whispering into my ear.I squeezed my eyes shut in despair. I did not know why this was happening to me. I did not know why this person was playing with me like this. I was scared, trembling. Yet he chose to harass me, ignoring the change in me, which was clear like a reflection in the mirror.His hand, which was clutching my mouth and nose, moved slightly down. He let me breathe through my nose and I was grateful for it. But not to him.“Now, tell me, Alessandra, why did you do that?” His whisper sent a chill down my spine. Even in this low voice, he was able to hold a threat in it. Like harmful smoke.But I could not understand him. What did I do? I was confused as hell.
ALESSANDRA“Come in.” The small but deeply vibrating voice called inside. I sighed and then pushed the door open. I peeked inside and found him sitting on the chair already. He was reading a book and did not even glance at me. “Morning, Hades.” I stepped inside, pushing the door closed. It made no sound and then I walked ahead. I stood in front and fortunately he looked up at me. “Morning, psychiatrist.” His brow cocked as he wished me back. I sat on the seat and my shoulders dropped down as soon as I took a seat. I was relaxed when I sat silently. To be honest, I did not want to work today. My morning was not very good. In the morning I got information about someone’s death. Okay, it was an animal, yet it was not something good to hear in the morning. Especially when I know how that bitch died. I knew that that crazy person had killed her. And my night was not peaceful at all. I could not sleep the whole night. After he left, even though I went to my room, I could not even close
When I opened my eyes, I felt something soft around my face. The fabric slightly brushed against my cheek when I pulled it closer. Now I was feeling fresh. I slowly opened my eyes and then looked around. My swinging senses jammed the moment I recognised I was not in my room. I hurriedly got up and looked around. My eyes immediately stopped on the man in front of me, who was already staring at me, and then my mind recognised everything. “What’s the time?” I asked him as soon as I realised I slept in the middle. “Here the watch is only on your wrist.” I realized that there is no clock in any patient’s room here. I raised my hand to glance at my wrist watch. “Oh no!” I palmed my face when I saw it was four, twenty. “Why didn’t you wake me up?” I looked at him. My brows creased as I was annoyed by this. “It is probably a sin to break a deep slumber.” He shrugged his shoulders. “This sleep isn’t more important than my job!” I cried out, clutching the soft quilt. “But no one came he